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[]Dez[](doesn't care.)

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About Me

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Never looking back, always moving forward, meeting new people, having some laughs, venturing into the long hours of the night without ever stopping... This is what it's like to be me. I stick to my own agendas, and I don't let anyone get in my way. If you're looking for someone quiet, you've got the wrong girl--i NEVER shut up. Generally, I get along with anyone and everyone, so don't be shy. I'll talk. :) And by the way... my name is Dez and I don't care.

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My Blog

Once was blind, but now I see

Its's truly amazing the impact of knowing a complete stranger can have on yor life. They see things others overlook or even neglect to acknowledge. I'm thankful for that second opinionn especially in ...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:24:00 PST

I know youre reading this...

I'm laying here in bed listening to Sigur Ros.The same CD i was listening to the last time you were with me. You didnt know it then, but at that moment as I was standing there in my new dress, I knew ...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:58:00 PST

Orbital.

Floating aimlessly.I'm lost in space The oxygen tank is nearing empty I am all alone. To hear a voice. Any voice would be a blessing at this moment But all i hear is the faint echo of my heartbeat Slo...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:00:00 PST

This just cant stay...

This life just isn't real for me.All is artificial.Faked for the sake of faking.Even my body rejects it.I'll wait on the sidelinesAnd cheer for you in the shadows.I am still here...But lost and consum...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 05:30:00 PST

My Decision.

I feel elastic.As if I'm being tugged in every which wayCaught in the middle With nothing left to say.I can't contestCan't protestWhile my caring demeanorStands at the forefrontOf my Decision-making.I...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:14:00 PST

Escapism. Positivity. Despair.

Time. Space.Tears.Fears.All has escapedand dissolvedInto pure bliss.Love and happiness.Feel the colours.Hear the sounds.Survey the night sky.Catch the stars.Put 'em in your pockets.Save 'em for a rain...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 08:47:00 PST

What really gets me going.

I don't understand how people can sit there and get upset over words when I so clearly laid it out for them in a manner that is very easy to digset. If they only LISTENED to what I had to say instead ...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 02:43:00 PST

Hm...

When it seems impossible to put into words how I feel is when I start to think I'm losing it. I don't even think I'm alive or awake for that matter. Where's the angel that used to sit on my shoulder?M...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 11:26:00 PST

My self-ruin.

I love how when I have something great going for myself, I turn around, slap it the face a couple of times, fuck it way up the ass, and then some. I ruin myself. Continuously. No matter what I do, des...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:10:00 PST

Guilty pleasure.

I hastily peel the numbers off the clock's faceThrow them in a bucket and waitPatiently waiting for the silence to breakHands sinking deep into my pockets, I shuffle my feet along this long and loneso...
Posted by []Dez[](doesn't care.) on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:31:00 PST