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About Me

There are things in life you realize you don't wanna live without.
Well, this is one of mine.
This is my Stephalove (Stephanie) She is my heart, my soul, my lovesong.
She is all I need.
I laugh with her.
I cry with her.
She is rough, tough, and has all the right stuff.
In all the right places, Mind, body and soul.
Everything a guy like me could want.
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Most will probably not read this. If you do, I would love to get some comments just showing you aren't a myspace douche. Most of this I could just have put in a blog, but you wouldn't read it then, thus not truly getting to know me.
My name is Calvin. I prefer Calvee. I was born in Champaign, Illinois. I lived in Newton, Illinois up until I was about 5. Now I live in Las Vegas, but in the end it's not where you're from that makes you. It's just an influence.
I have lived a decent life. Not poor, not rich, but still spoiled growing up. I have seen somethings people wouldn't get and I have been a few too, To list a few:
The cheated and the cheater
The heartbroken and the heartbreaker
The lover/loved and the hater/hated
The addicted and the rehabilitated(never actually gone to rehab)
The smoker and the quitter
The leader and the follower
I have lived in a trailer park. I have learned what "Family beyond blood" really is, cause it is most of what I have. I have done and sold drugs. I've quit drugs. I've been to jail. I have finished probation. Now I work. I do my best to be responsible. So now I will pass some of my thoughts to you. All the while telling you about me.
Never wish away the rain. It might not come back for awhile. When it does rain, play/dance in it and try to do it with someone close to you.
Sometime our darkest days aren't necessarily our worst. Sometimes we need the gloom to see what we have.
I feel you should be able to tell me anything as someone close. No matter how crushing. It's better to be honest. It's never to late to come clean, no matter how big or small. But the longer you wait the harder people take things. I know. I've been there.
It's okay to have flaws. Someone important to me said "To be perfect would be boring." and she is right. You have to have character to be interesting. Imperfections are character. Though in eyes there are those I see as perfect, but not in a literal sense.
Another note on dishonesty. I have learned to read things pretty well. If something is up, I can usually tell. Especially in relationships. No matter how emaculate or detailed the story, chances are I can see through it. Just because I don't pursue it doesn't mean you have fooled me. I'm just hoping you'll come around on your own and tell me the truth or I'm praying I'm wrong.Remember, it's never too late to be honest and I'll probably respect you more if you're honest.
I suggest learning to drive a standard transmission vehicle. Automatics take all the fun out of driving. I know it's embarassing when you stall, that doesn't change the fact driving is much more fun.
I feel everyone should get at least 1 tattoo and/or piercing just to see what the experience is like. You never know...you might like it.
Learn your lessons in life. They will help you in the future.
When you fall in love. Fall hard. Love is both beautiful and painful. So make it worth it. Don't be obsessive. That's unattractive. Be sure to give your lover the space they need. Be sure to ask for space if you need it. It's important. Sometimes less is more. Absence does make the heart grow fonder....sometimes. But if love doesn't work out the first time, don't be afraid to fall again. Eventually, you wil find the one that makes it all worth while. Don't seek out love, just let it happen, but know this.....it can be a lonely wait.
Embrace life tightly. Don't be afraid to do or say something crazy once in awhile.
Sex is great, but BE SAFE. Don't be afraid to experiment, but BE SAFE. I can not stress that enough. BE SAFE.
When you are dating, never underestimate the little things. The smallest and most subtle things can make your lover happy. Maybe it's a just a certain look you give, a specific word you says, a pet name, or an action. These things can mean the world to someone. The little things give you away.
Always find a reason to smile.
Work to live, not live to work.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you never been hurt.
Dance like no one is watching.
True music is passion.
I hope I have enlightened you.
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How to make a Calvee
Ingredients:
5 parts pride
5 parts courage
1 part leadership
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.

Jigsaw


85%

Leatherface


80%

Pinhead


80%

Hannibal Lecter


60%

Freddy Krueger


55%

Captain Spaulding


50%

Michael Myers


45%

Jason Voorhees


35%

Candyman


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Buffalo Bill


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Phil Anselmo, Tool, Slipknot, Jenna Jameson, Pamela Prindle, Thomas Pendelton, and maybe our Creator. Generally, I get along with anyone. Somethimes complete strangers. I have what some people call "The Gift of Gab", but I haven't quite harnessed it to the point of choosing when to use it yet. It just happens.

My Blog

Need a band? They might need you!!!

Fallen Vegas is in need of a Guitarist and a Drummer. Sooner the better.www.myspace.com/thefallenvegasdiM. is in need of a keyboard and/or dj that can provide backing vocals.www.myspace.com/dimlasvega...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Aug 2009 12:05:00 GMT

Unspoken Betrayal

I wanted to write something that didn't have a happy ending. Lol. Inspired by new Devildriver.Unspoken BetrayalBy Calvin SrokaBathed in untold liesBreathing in all these denialsTired, torn, and exhaus...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 22:45:00 GMT

Living My Dream/diM. For a Day

Some people don't get to live out thier dreams. Last night I got to live out one of mine. I wanna thank my brothers in diM. for letting me join them on stage for the set. I was nervous and felt a litt...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Jul 2009 20:05:00 GMT

Etched In Red - Intrasection

I will without a doubt say this band is a must. Don't just read these lyrics I have posted, listen to this band. The lyrics are deep and almost poetic. This band is made up of some amazing musicians. ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 21:51:00 GMT

Silent Civilian - Rebirth Of The Temple

A song for those who need the message.Wake up and rise to live another dayPut on your gloves to fight societySedate your fears and build your train of thoughtStand up for your beliefs and never stopPu...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 22:51:00 GMT

Needlemouth - Dichotomy

So Happy they are back together...I want to awake todayAnd feel the sunlight melt my face awayI want to emblazon loveWith a rusted knife; carve-out the words ENOUGHI want to be born againSo I can indu...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 14:51:00 GMT

Eminem - Beautiful

I don't know what to say...Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEveryone has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reachin...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 22:35:00 GMT

Trivium - Shogun

This song is a music lovers song. IT's long and flows from one side of the spectrum to the other. It has range and power. Not for you average listener. So if you pride your love of music, then this so...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:54:00 GMT

Trivium - Into The Mouth Of Hell We March

Good fuckin' song.Can't you see, it's not only meThat feels we're linked to the seasMake your way to a massive graveIf you can't fight for each dayTorrential rain at the helm of deathIt drowns the wea...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 21:56:00 GMT

Authority Zero - Courage

This song makes me think....So you say you're on your ownAnd nothing's going rightFist to fist and heart to heartYou get back up and fightAnd now...Your torn like a flag on a battlegroundStepped on an...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 22:28:00 GMT