Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky

About Me

You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise.Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room.Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise.Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries.Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard.You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise.Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs?Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pain I rise I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide. Leaving behind nights of terror and fear I rise Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear I rise Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave, I am the dream and the hope of the slave. I rise I rise I rise.

I love my daughter Nia Julienne Lerouge Yup I changed her name into something shorter....So Nia means purpose which she is in this world for a reason, and her purpose here is beautiful because she makes me so happy even when my skies are grey, her middle name is my grandma's who was a strong woman who died in 2001 may her soul rest in peace I hope that Nia follows in her footsteps along with mine to becoming a woman that I shall be proud and cherish, and the last name Lerouge which means the red which I believe is a strong name the color red signifies alot and represents more.

My Interests

I love lots of things, I definitely love to read alot, mostly black interest books with Zane and Eric Jerome as my top favorite. I love hanging with my friends, doing the party scene every now and then. I Love museums, aquariums, the zoo and stuff like that (some of the reasons I love being a teacher)Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

I'd like to meet:

A Good man, Light cause if it ain't lite it ain't right. Someone who can make some time for me and someone I can go out with every now and then.I read this quote and it represents what has been going on in my life, alot of things has happened, so many people have lied to me that I believe that it is all lies, I hardly trust, but I do appreciate when something is going right, and right now my life is going in a pretty good direction and I am truly appreciative to a person because with out their help and support I am truly grateful to them.AIM=bernis01

Music:

R & B mostly, hip hop and rap every now and then, and I can't forget my pop, rock and alternative. In the end if it sounds rite I'm jamming to it.

Movies:

I Love comedy, and second to it Horror. I hate Japanese flicks, it's just not my favorite kind of thing to watch.

Television:

Oh I love my soaps One life to live and All my children, Smallville, Heroes, Nip Tuck, One Tree Hill, and lots of others.

Books:

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Heroes:

People who have achieved things even through a hardship and a struggle and haven't turned out bitter, or mean because of it. They keep their heads held high, and through it all always seem strong.

My Blog

Dead Beat Fathers

It is ashame that in this world that we live in we have men like this and what makes it worse is that they keep fathering children, never taking care of them and never even caring about them. pu...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 06:03:00 PST

Get on my level

First off Nias pictures are set to private because people are taking my pictures of her I know right. I mean I love my little girl and everything but my goodness. So if you see a pic that ...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:52:00 PST

My Run in With Nias Dad Family

So today was my first day back out on the streets and I run in with some of his family and they are asking me about the baby which was with me, and why do I have an order of protection out on him, and...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:28:00 PST

Whatever....

Sitting back and contemplating how is someone going to criticise my family and their moral goals for her when they are the only people helping me raise her, when I need something they get it for me be...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 02:41:00 PST

NiNi is ok...

Nia has been sick, it's that darn Day Care that is ripping me off, but Her teachers love her and her sunny personality. She is really hapy and of course beautiful. But she is feeling bette...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:09:00 PST

You can’t tell me nothing...

I am sitting back and thinking I should have gotten my Masters degree, then pursued my education and gotten a PH D. It was my second goal plan, continue my education while also pursuing my secon...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:07:00 PST

What’s the 411...

Well nothing much has been going on, just work and home been kind of busy, but memorial day weekend I did get to go to a barbeque and it was cool I haven't really drank in awhile so it was wierd to dr...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Fri, 30 May 2008 10:13:00 PST

LOSER....YEA YOU...MYSPACE THUGS

People are so Pathetic don't chase men let them chase you...If you couldn't do it before what makes you think you can do it now(hell I should have taken that advice had it way before and went back)......
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Fri, 16 May 2008 03:06:00 PST

Keep some of you nosy people updated...

Things have been moving along, Me and my ex have gone back and forth quite a few times but things have kind of settled down. I am getting ready to go on vacation and to have fun. This whol...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:10:00 PST

What’s the 411 son....

Ergghh Times are tough...I’ve been trying to make extra cash any way possible, so I am doing the substitute thing again, but I can’t do it on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and this wednesday I h...
Posted by Living my Life..Nia & I....R.I.P Chucky on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:04:00 PST