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About Me

Shy. More a private person than anything else really. One with hopes and ambitions that would hate others to dash. Searched of, but in search. There are times I'm there, yet not. Times spent, is everything but an illusion. Leaving and ending in all in the dimishment of a memory. A series of electrical impulses across synapses. I have a belief for passions, potentials yet to be reached. Find great disgust in those who judge without knowledge; cliched movies that leave you wondering why the hell you wasted hours of your life; those who try to overtly become something they are not and in result forming a wall in themselves that take years to crumble. I think all is for the better. And the better is yet to come. Hopeful, yet afraid. In doubt, yet willing. All is overrated, all is understated. There are no boundaries. There never were.I do the whole, looking down at the ground, never knowing what to say thing. Looking up only to pass a glance and a smile. I admire modesty, honesty and those who are willing to be there. Nothing more, nothing less.Nothing makes me happier than spending time with those who I care about, whether it be my family or friends. Whether it be a night of getting smashed or sitting at home with stacks of DVDs and a crayon to doodle with. It doesn't matter, I never really give a shit of what we do. To me, it doesn't matter where you are, or what you're doing. All that matters is who you're with.

My Interests

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people.

My Blog

dependency

What good is anything if you haven't one to have faith in you, believe in you, motivate you, aknowledging that your every move is of worth. That you, are of worth. Alleviate the pain as demeaning demo...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Jan 2005 23:03:00 GMT

pissy fit on destiny

if future lies but of not what lays ahead, but as of what we can alter; what defines destiny? is there destiny? or is fate just a myth? or is destiny, like all things, an entity, that can be defied? w...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Dec 2004 13:33:00 GMT

time and time again

And even though it is bad. Even you, yourself deem it bad. Its ways seem to engorge you in its wrapth, its depths. And everytime you embrace it, sinking in. Always. Always knowing where you're going. ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Oct 2004 23:03:00 GMT

inabilities

Am I restrained by my fucking head having to require moral justifications to ratify all my actions. Have I no sense to recklessness? To have all access to a sterile heart which in all cases ceases to ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2004 23:03:00 GMT

in search

Everything can fulfill. All well as nothing. It is what you choose to believe. What you choose to be true. Its all but for you to tell the wrong from right. To distinguish the true from the false. For...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2003 23:11:00 GMT

lost memories

Too close for comfort. I fall, having too many that weaken. Losing faith. In the end having rathered sitting at the sidelines, believing. Thinking I knew all too well... yet, have never known. Wanting...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2003 17:38:00 GMT

reason

Sometimes you wonder, you wonder how people forget. Why memories embed in your mind so easily, and yet, are so easily erased in others. Perhaps you had placed them in such high regard, that you lost p...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2003 17:38:00 GMT

Happenings

Happenings Checklist Rthreaded false joysRessensed with liesRmeans of protectionRfires alight Rpatrolled moralsRspirits to pleaseRquestion authorityRdoubts of integrityRvolatile eminenceRexpired signi...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2003 15:32:00 GMT