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brianpmccarthy

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About Me

Firstly I am the proud mother of four beautiful children. Secondly but also very important to me - I am an artist (examples of my paintings can be seen in my pics and I regularly post my amateur writing in my blog). Oddly enough as I grow older I feel like my life is only just beginning. Now that I have some learning and life experience behind me I am looking forward to using it so that life is even more rewarding and fulfilling.myspace layouts for Get this layout for your myspace page.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

There are many people I would like to meet going right back in history to the present age but as this is not something that is likely to eventuate I just look forward now to meeting people who have a similar out look on life to what I have. People that I can have real and meaningful conversations with. The one person I am very glad that I didn't miss out on meeting I am now married to - life does have its blessings!

My Blog

Hidden Places

Sheer silk stockingsLow cut blouseCleavage tunnellingThrough toThoughtsAh but I wantThose thoughts: Dont hide them . . .Short skirt hemShape of buttocksSuggesting shadowsWithinIdeasAh but I wantThos...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 04:45:00 GMT

poison verses

lethal sentencesa cocktail makingcyanide memorieson awakeningarsenic measuresof words unsaidlaudanum takenbefore bedpsilocybin coilinground in dreamscocaine to returnto what it seemspoison verses...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 04:48:00 GMT

Dead By Default

Green reliefLeft of CornerSwishing SwitchingWishesLost ideasSOLDToA higher ideaIMPLOSION Thought explosionDEAD BY DEFAULT.
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 03:10:00 GMT

Between Lost and Tomorrow

Somewhat foundBetween lost and tomorrowSliding on emptyLooking to borrowBorrowing a confidenceSomeone else endorsedOnly to find itSo quickly reversedReverse background To thoughts left unsaidThat stil...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 02:28:00 GMT

The Never Small Of Nothing

The never small of nothingLeft behind somethingI never wish to seeNor yet employ.Many small childrenExplore  . . . enticeAnd need to touchPlaces out of bounds.I see ugliness that  I wish to kill andTh...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 02:35:00 GMT

Back. . . Stage. . . Fright

The drifting moment of idealsCaught hold of the dragging remainsOf the stage curtain as it roseTo a whole new world of ideas.Simplicity dissolved under stagelights.Brother against the sister that is;A...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 05:01:00 GMT

Accepting Forgiveness

Speaking with precisionAn echo even. . . listencan you hear it?A warm calm voiceYou cannot miss  . . . hark nowdo you sense it?Discordant at timesDevoid of interaction. . . pay heedles you miss it.Th...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 04:57:00 GMT

Dear Heart

'Do you hear it?''Hear what dear heart?''That sigh in the breezeOf summer daisies.That cry - sighFor loss . . .Have we lostInnocence?''Not yet dear heart.''Do you see it?''See what dear heart?''That ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:39:00 GMT

Assurances Of Tomorrow

A Christmas designed foreverFound itself out of workBacklogged with mistletoeAnd behind with kisses.Santa Claus tried his hardestWithin his handcuffsWishing joy and peaceFor the next new year.Hip - ho...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 02:19:00 GMT

Reminders

HeartbeatHiccupInterruptCan I sayJust a word. . . maybe twoBefore You Disappear Into theNowhereI wishI wishTo beRemembered BeforeYou DisappearHeartbreakHiccupDissolveTo nothingMaybeSee youSometimeIn t...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 02:10:00 GMT