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Kenny [Transpose]

I am here for Friends

About Me

I'm Kendall. :] Spiders make me panic. Midgets make me shiver, and sometimes I'll rinse my glass out of paranoia even if it just contained water, and water's all I'm putting back in it. I absorb others opinions, thoughts, and ideas like a sponge. It's the best way I learn. I will befriend and keep close those who prove their loyalty to reality. Life is far too short, and too complex to spend it ignorant and blind. Music is my drug. It controls my faith in this world and fuels the dreams I keep. Life isn't only sunshine and rainbows and I will never pretend it is. I will only tell you that no matter the depth of your sorrow, there's always a light to guide you to hope again.
I'm a creative, distractable soul who will do just about anything to put a smile on your face. If you think I'm a little crazy... tell me who isn't. ;] This life I live is more complex than I'd put off. But even when the clouds are dark in my little world, hope still stands strong. I don't know where I'm going, but I know where I've been and that's what will keep me moving forward with faith and hope.
I love my booze, my drugs, and my cigarettes. These are lifes treats. So pull up a chair, bring some Pabst or Whiskey, a Zombie flick, and some underground metal music you think I've never heard. Maybe we'll create our own party stories. :]
"Cause beneath her chest sits the heart that I live for, you'd kill for, the angels would die for." -Envy on the Coast

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Chino Moreno, Abe Cunningham, Chi Cheng, Frank Delgado, and Stephan Carpenter. (The Deftones)
Bradly Nowell. Keith Herring. Sailor Jerry. I'm sure there's more. :] Maaaaany more.

My Blog

Starving... my friends.

When memories haunt the place I call home, sympathy is lost among the confusion of those I must confide in. When the words I so desperately wanted to hear from the man I never thought would nor could ...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 18:46:00 GMT

Money will break us.

Economy, fuck you.You're sending my father overseas where he may risk his life to make money for his family.I can't stay in one spot because you force me into poverty.My sanity is lost because you can...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 20:59:00 GMT

The universe resides in her chest...

My heart... feels like a black hole. It's sucking me in. My head is heavy, my ribs feel as if they will be forced inward at any moment. This is not a feeling I can fight against. My sanity is slipping...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 12:49:00 GMT

To a past I have dismantled.

Failure is your last name... But you bring me down with you. The thread you've fought to keep unbroken is now in two. Why do I write of you when hatred is all that brews when your name is spit unto th...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 00:23:00 GMT

Dear... boys.

You see what you want. And expect what you hope. But I'm not so easily read as I'm sure you wish I was. The things I write, the explanations I post are only to give you a hint to who I am.There's chan...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 09:47:00 GMT

An update, so to speak.

I'm writing this, not knowing where to begin or where to end. I'm not even sure of what I will actually write about. Maybe I'll just post a sort of update of my situation. :] Not much has happened sin...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 17:04:00 GMT

Dear friends, once more...

After many days of tears, stress, and depression... I have come to a conclusion. I need out of Kalispell, once more. My older sister lives about 45 mins out of Boise, Idaho. And right now, she needs s...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 06:20:00 GMT

When sickness seems imaginary.

When trust has been stolen from me, my friends pay the price.My enemies become my weakness, and my friends pay the price. There's little I can do to reassure them, or myself that things will change. T...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 18:18:00 GMT

If only these words could explain...

Stress has become as well known as a best friend over the past month or so. Yet it destroys me like an unforgiving enemy. I force myself to believe that these liquids are the cure, but they only numb ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 02:50:00 GMT

I should have never left Arizona.

Here I am, back in the city that I hated so much and little is going right. But atleast I have a job, a roof over my head, and my car is still running... Right? I never wanted to come home. But I fail...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:39:00 GMT