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tatyana

Because I Was Taught To Dream

About Me

"Pretty women wonder where my secret lies... I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size....... I say.. It's the fire in my eyes .. And the flash of my teeth .. The swing of my waist .. And the joy in my feet. --Now you understand .. Just why my head's not bowed .. I don't shout or jump about .. Or have to talk real loud .. When you see me passing .. It ought to make you proud. .. I say .. It's in the click of my heels .. The bend of my hair.. The palm of my hand .. The need for my care. .. 'Cause I'm a woman .. Phenomenally .. Phenomenal woman .. That's me." --Maya Angelouhmm.. well, my name is Tatyana. Im starting my 3rd year at Ohlone JC, cuz i skipped jr. and senior year of high school... that has definitely made a huuge impact on me.. i didnt like it at first. but student gov. changed that. i ran for Vice Prez and was elected. i ran for President this past spring and was elected again... i wish i can help make it an exceptional council. and even tho the position is keeping me unbearably busy.. i love it with a passion bce i get to do what i love with events and meeting cool new people!! and i have come to LOVE IT. i am a singer.. it is who i am.. and no.. I WONT YODEL! LOL. SO dont ask me that anymore people! I write lyrics...thats definitely my outlet...I love different cultures. I love learning someone's "story," because i believe that everyone has a tale to tell. I love anything spontaneous..especially travelling spontaneously and exploring a new culture or region!! I wanna meet someone like Mandela and just ask him question after question... about how someone finds that type of perserverance... how he measures strength.. anything and everything that might come to mind at the time, i would love that. I love going to clubs JUST to dance.. dancing is one of my passions as well, but i like to do it in a classy atmosphere, unfortantely clubs here dont always offer that. i can be happy and have fun without alcohol.. i like to remember the fun i had. I am VEERRY understanding...and i never expect perfection. i value sentimentality. quality time is the one thing that speaks to me most in love and friendly relationships... words, gifts, whatever else dont mean as much to me as a deep timely conversation that dissects someones emotions and opinons. I am spiritual, not religious.. i refuse to take a firm stand on anything that i consciously know i dont have the answers to. I'm Outspoken but diplomatic.. for theres a time and place for everything, and what u say means nothing if u dont say it right. i am confident, yet insecure...but i see my faults, try to improve them.. and i dont let them bring me down. I hate secrets I'll keep urs, but ill wear mine on my sleeve... they arent worth the trouble in my opinon.. i believe that the only way to be loved and cared for is to be an open book.. when u close that book u shut out the world. Im extremely ambitious, but can get overwhelmed. I LOVE PLANNING EVENTS! i believe that to work hard u must play hard.. the key to constant hard work, is occasional rejuvination...at least in my case. laughing is my favorite past time... it heals and calms me. im not funny but i laugh at my own jokes... not bce theyre stupid (lol.. or so i think), but because only i understand my thought process most of the time, so i see the irony in them. i dont like ignorance, lack of motivation, people with no confidence in their potential, and those who take things for face value, or are too serious. i dont believe in settling- i dont think anyone great ever settled. I AM FULL LEBANESE ... for those of u who dont know, that is a country on the mediterannean across from italy and greece. it also happens to be in the middle east, however the country was french ruled for centuries and therefore much more european than most middle eastern countries.. we do not ride camels, it is on the beach and we do not tolerate terrorism. so please, shutup. im outgoing. I ADORE people... i am very forgiving, however, forgiveness has a time, place, and degree... and i cannot forgive blindly. i think that we r trained to believe in money from when we r kids,and even though its an important part of life... the only genuine things u end up walking away with in the end r the connections u make with people and the legacy u left behind.

Sometimes, you gotta run away... so you can see who will run after you Sometimes, you gotta talk quieter... just to see who's listening Sometimes, you gotta step in a fight... just to see who's standing by your side Sometimes, you gotta make a wrong decision... only to see who's there to help you fix it && Sometimes, you gotta let go of the one you love... just to see if they love you enough to come back to you. .. COMPLETELY TRUE: *JUNE- L.O.S.T ? *Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has good reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

My Interests

"THOSE WHO WAIT MAY GET THINGS... BUT ONLY WHATS LEFT BY THOSE WHO HUSTLE!" p
beautiful song: Can't You Just Adore Her?
She likes chocolate in the morning She drinks her coffee late at night You can sense that she is guarded But that's alright She'll fall asleep while your still talking With unfinished books beside her bed She'll cancel all of her appointments And go shopping instead[CHORUS] And in spite of what is right Far beyond what she'd except When the moon begs the question Will you have the answer yet? Can't you just adore her? Can't you just adore her?She loves to watch the sunset But she is partial to the rain With those tears and that umbrella Her allure goes unexplained You made dinner in your apartment You both assume that she'll be late She always has the best intentions Her goodness is innate[CHORUS]And in spite of what is right Far beyond what she'd except When the moon begs the question Will you have the answer yet Can't you just adore her? Can't you just adore her? Why can't you just adore her?I like chocolate in the morning I drink my coffee late at night ..

Nothing Says I LOVE YOU The Way Roses Do


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I LOVE...


*Being HELLA HELLA mad..and then writing something pretty fuckin good cause of it...
*Jet Skiing
*Kayaking
*Meeting someone u connect with the first time u talk with them.


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I'd like to meet:

.. .. ..CLASSY PEOPLE!!! real people. Anyone and everyone that has an open-mind...thats funny...has a passion for music.....good hearted ppl who can be selfless wen its calld 4- we dont have enuf ppl like that nowadays....ppl i can learn from ...i'de like to meet ppl who have died or sacrificed sumthing of themselves for wut they believe in...This profile was tweaked at Gazzump.com
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Music:

beautiful song: Gardenia Well, I put so much thought into getting ready Now I know that was the best part It's so easy to get caught up in what I'm regretting Forget what I got from a wounded heart[CHORUS] I'm the one who likes Gardenia I'm the one who likes to make love on the floor I don't want to hang up the phone yet It's been good Getting to know me more I've been seeing all my old friends in the city Walking alone in Central Park Doing all the things that I've neglected Traded 'em all in To be in your arms[CHORUS]Well, I hear my own voice Sounds so silly Keep on telling my story all around Everything I lost seems so different Well, this is how everybody gets found

Movies:

grease,the dirty dancing movies,rush hour 2,WHITE CHICKS, pirates of the caribbean,MASK OF ZORRO, MOULIN ROUGE, EVITA. those r at the top of my list..but i love most movies iv seen lol..oo and movies that make u think!!!they kinda scare me shitless...but there is nothing like a psychological thriller that uncovers some real truth about the world we live in..


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Television:

comedy central- stand up comics r the shit and anything on mtv when im bored... but i stopped watching tv a lil while ago...

Books:

Day dreams and GREAT EXPECTATIONS ROX- AND I DONT KNOW Y BCE IT IS PROLLY THE MOST BORING BOOK I HAVE EVER READ. buutt, i love it with a firey passion. but in general im really not into reading...

Heroes:

people who die or sacrifice something precious to them, for wut they believe in...people who move mountains w/o force- but by resisting something in a civilized way...people who dont give in to how hypocritical humans r just by our nature....people who hit rock bottom and find it in them to stand back up
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For The Sweet Ladies out there...

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing so...
Posted by tatyana on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 01:51:00 PST

Rules of Love

I found this on a girl's page.. and i just HAD to post it.. because it is soooooo true. i hope she doesnt mind... it was too honest not to be blogged lol..:   Love is a certain inborn suffering d...
Posted by tatyana on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:14:00 PST

A BUNCH OF THINGS BOUT ME..lol..ok so i was bored

A BUNCH OF THINGS ABOUT ME...lol i was hella bored... 1. I love latin dance w/ a passion. 2. i love the cheesecake factory (uhm, snickers cheesecake is orgasmic- lol...shutup..i like that word-, uhm)...
Posted by tatyana on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 08:44:00 PST

YOU KNOW UR LEBANESE IF....hahahhaha...gabs!!!!

: You Know You're LEBANESE If: :1. Your mother calls you "Mommy" or "Ma" and your father calls you "Dad" :2. You have a Sitto always cooking for you :3. You know what happens when you eat too mu...
Posted by tatyana on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST