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Sparkle Sunshine

Open wide, my door, my Lord, my Lord, open wide, my door, to whatever makes me love you more.

About Me


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My name is Cati, and I wanna be your friend. :)
I'm not sure what to tell you anymore. I'm in love Jesus, I couldn't ask for a better family, my best friend means the absolute world to me (Saraaah), and I have the most amazing boyfriend ever (Julian!). I don't smoke (anything), I don't drink, but I won't judge you if you do; just don't ask me to. To sum myself up, I'm a very happy person, and I'm the kind of friend that will come over with coloring books and make you some soup when you're sick if you'd like. I'm done holding grudges and hanging on to the past, so if we've had issues before, it doesn't matter; let's start over. I could tell you a bunch of pretty words and try to tell you who I am, but you're just gonna have more things to base judgements on if I do that. And besides, I'm not sure how to tell you who I am, anyways, 'cause I'm more than just my words. I will promise you that I'm real, I'm genuine, and I will tell you that I actually honestly care about how you're doing when I ask that question, so you can give me a real answer. But you should definitely try talking to me instead of sitting around gawking at my words and pictures. You might like me and you might not, but you're not ever gonna know if you don't give me a chance.
Sarah:
Well, girl. You changed my life on September 5th, 2000. I don't even know where to begin. I'd just say I love you but that doesn't really cover it. I'd tell you you're amazing, but that doesn't really cover it. I'd tell you that you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, but that doesn't really cover it. I'd say that you make me happy, but that doesn't really cover it. As you can guess, no words in the English language (or any other language in this universe, for that matter) can accurately tell you what I want to say. You are a million things and the one thing that makes me most happy of all of them is the fact that I get to say you're my best friend. We're going to be together forever, I just know it. There are very few people that I'm so comfortable with, and very few people who will hear certain words fall from my lips, and you are one of the few. I can honestly say that you are the only friend I would do absolutely anything for. And I can say that and mean it because I know that you won't make me do anything stupid or ridiculous or make me do anything that I wouldn't want to do. Nothing can seperate us. I dont' care what distance is between us, my heart and my mind is always with you. I love you with all that I am, babygirl, and I hope you know that and I hope you remember it always.
"There's a girl I can run to and she will always be there. I love her to death. We're the nerds who run around quoting Dane Cook and laughing at the people who don't get it. We stay up late talking even when we swear that, "This time honestly we're going to bed." We got each other's backs and we have numerous amounts of inside jokes. We've known each other for years and nothing can change the bond we have now. We're (almost) sisters. Best friends. Partners in crime. And family. Who could be as lucky as me?"
Julian:
On July 12, 2008, I got into a 15 passenger van full of people I didn't know. In the backseat, there was an extremely cute, dark-haired, blue/green-eyed boy. At the time, I had no intentions of ending up very close to you, because I figured my youth group would end up sticking together, and yours would stick together, and the majority of our communication would happen in the van on the way to Mississippi and on the way back. And then there was that day at the Boys and Girls Club and you and Justin were getting slapped with your own hands by small children and having your hair styled, and I was taking pictures of all the ridiculous-ness, and I started talking to you a little. And slowly but surely, we ended up spending about half of the week together, and I kept getting excited when you would sit next to me or I had the option of sitting next to you. Finally, on the van ride home, I worked up some courage and found an excuse to hold your hand. And you didn't pull away and you actually squeezed back and then you let me sleep on your shoulder and your chest and I was just kind of like, "Howww did I get this one?" And then on July 23rd, you asked me out. And of course I said yes. Julian, every moment I have with you is enjoyable. I love talking to you on webcam at 3 AM and laying on your chest, ignoring the movie that we're watching so I can listen to your heartbeat (betcha didn't know I do that, did ya?). I am INSANELY glad I met you and even more glad that you liked me back. Thank you for showing me what an amazing guy is really like, and for making me smile more than any other boy ever could. I love you.
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My Interests

Life, love, and the pursuit of happiness.
I also believe in equality, and I like long, meaningful conversations that allow my mind to expand a little more.

LINKS!
Parents, dog, best friend , best friend & I , boyfriend , deviantArt.

I'd like to meet:


AIM - OMFGZcati
MSN - [email protected]

QUOTES!

Love is holding a vomiting child, and caring only about the child, not the vomit.
(My mom)

You know when something changes, like you switch your furniture around and sooner or later you forget the way it used to look and no matter how hard you try you can't remember? I don't want my life to be like that, I want to remember everything, no matter what.
( Melissa )

So far as I am concerned, poetry and every other art was and is and forever will be strictly and distinctly a question of individuality... Nobody else can be alive for you; nor can you be alive for anybody else.
(e.e. cummings)

There's a place where the pain can't touch you, and there’s a fire where the heat won’t burn you, it's in the sound of your voice tonight, singing in one song.
(Needtobreathe)

When life knocks you down to your knees, just remember that you're in the perfect position to pray.

You should never be embarassed by your trouble with living. Because it is the ones with the sorest throats who have done the most singing.
(Bright Eyes)

Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.

When you look back at the end of your life, it won't matter how many breaths you took. What will matter is how many moments your breath was taken away.

"If you're ever cold," I wrote,
"There's warmth inside me.
I'm the pocket of an old winter coat."
(mewithoutYou)

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.
(Dr. Seuss)

Love is not getting laid. Love is laying with them.

I would rather be known for what I did than for whom I did.

Love isn't what makes the world go round. Love is what makes the trip worthwhile.

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.

When two hearts race, both win.
(Dove dark chocolate!)

You must believe in yourself when no one else does.

Live for today, because yesterdays are over and tomorrows may never come.

We may not have it all together, but together, we have it all.

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.

If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lay in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

When you’ve laughed as much as you’ve breathed, you’ve realized how beautiful life is.

“Everything happens for a reason;” Just a little excuse we make for the mistakes we regret and cannot change.

Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live.

Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is not limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love.
(1 Corinthians 13)

I don't like missing you, but I love having you to miss.

:D

Music:

The orchestra I'm in at Anoka High.

I love acoustic love songs.

Movies:

-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
-Invisible Children
-Charlie Bartlett
-Juno
-Thumbsucker
-Chumscrubber
-For The Bible Tells Me So
-Movies with Molly Ringwald in them
-Movies that make me cry
-Quirky independent films
-Documentaries
-Movies with good music
-Horror/Gore

I like to watch movies and cuddle. :)

Television:

TOKI WARTOOTH, NOT A BUMBLE BEE.

Books:

Currently reading:
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Heroes:

TWLOHA.
Inivisible Children.

I also look up to my God, parents, other family members, friends, and anyone who can stay true to themselves in today's society.

Those waiting for me in Heaven:
Uncle Rob: 1/23/68 - 1/30/06
-Eventually lost a 2 year battle to cancer.
Grandma Cindy: 9/11/45 - 12/8/07
-Missed a stop sign.

My Blog

Thank you.

These are people I would like to thank.IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER (except the first few).These will mostly be short and sweet.I have another blog sorta like this that's still unfinished, but I want to do ...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 11:04:00 PST

Hey, high school seniors.

Does anybody want me to do their senior pictures?I'll do them much cheaper than any professional studio.I'll take them and then edit them with you so that you like the editing and then you can put the...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 02:20:00 PST

Where will you go?

Hm, religious musings at 1:49 AM.Hello, I am Cati, and I am a Christian. I attend a church in Ramsey (Hope Fellowship) and believe in Jesus and Heaven and all of that. Keep that in mind as you read.So...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 12:33:00 PST

New writing.

Newer writings.I didn't like some of the older ones so much but don't want to delete them.These are better.AmorI can forgive, I can forgetAnd the sound of your breathing leads my lungsAnd the melodies...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Sat, 31 May 2008 04:11:00 PST

Dear _______,

Dear parents,I'm not really sure what you say to sum up how you feel about your parents. Especially being that I'm a teen who actually has a very good relationship with my parents and I never have the...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:55:00 PST

Do the impossible.

Define love as you personally interpret it.Make it as long or as short as you want, but I'm curious.I just want to know how you would define love.
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:27:00 PST

Hope, or something like it (Grandma Cindy).

I hope that the second you got to Heaven, you found your son, my uncle, and I hope everything is alright. For you, for me, for my mom, for everyone you left here and for everyone you meet up there.I l...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:53:00 PST

Writing.

uh, this is stuff i've written.don't steal and don't assume,just throw me some feedback to munch on.[UNO]my heart is the worst kind of weapon.(only against myself.)i can block your voice, the bullets....
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:32:00 PST

Uncle.

Sain, Robert Edmund Age 38, of St. Paul, a 17 yr employee of Rosemount Measurement, Inc, died Jan 30th after two years of fighting a brain tumor. Rob was a gentle soul whose tremendous courage and hum...
Posted by Sparkle Sunshine on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:47:00 PST