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I'm Stephanie. I'm the kind of girl that's hard to remember, but impossible to forget. I'm 16 yrs old, going on 17. And I must say, I like the freedom that comes with getting older. People say I've changed; but the truth is: I just grew up, or maybe it's just that you never knew me. I'm a sincere person. I tend to care too much about other people's feelings and neglect my own. I'm learning to change that. I'm probably not who you think I am, but who's going to stop you from judging? I am genuinely a nice person, but some people haven't realized that yet. I suggest you get to know me before you start talking shit about me. I'm a quiet lady, sometimes. I have my past and my share of burdens. I'm working to build myself a new life. I'm proud of who I've become. Only the people that make me happy, I keep around. I dont put up with half the things I used to. I have a set mind. I'm true to myself. I won't change to suite anyone else. I like feeling a sense of security and assurance, but I'll still doubt everything. I like honesty, but I rarely witness it because it's ceasing to exist in this world. I like waking up in the morning with enough enthusiasm and energy to get out of bed. I don't like giving second chances, but there are a few people I would give infinite chances to. I don't like giving up, but I've done it many times in the past. I don't like to trust, but I blindly do it. I don't like being worried, but I literally worry myself sick about too many things. I don't like caring about everything, but I tend to anyway. I'm young, and aware. I regret nothing. I live knowing that the future holds disappointment. I've got a strong opinion. And an easy point of view. I'm a follower of Jesus Christ. Whether you are or not, it makes little difference to me. You were given the same chance to life, so live it the way you choose to. I'll make you laugh, and you will leave with a smile. I don't like hurting people, but sometimes I do. I really don't understand why people get so caught up in this webpage. Its all fun and games until you take it seriously. People usually judge me on the past, or bring it up. I'm not who I was then, so stop trying to make me into that, or trying to put me down for it. My song usually changes with my mood. I'm not going to tell you I love everyone, but I really do try to be nice to people if you don't push me over the edge. All I want in life is to have fun and be happy. I don't talk much because I always feel like I'm being a nuisance. I'm really simple minded, and I like to do things by myself. I don't like asking for help, even if I really need it. I drink ALOT of energy drinks. Especially rockstar and monster. For some reason, I always add extra letters to my words liiikeee thissss. I often act solely on impulse & rarely think before I speak. I have a very, very difficult time trusting the things people tell me. If I am able to completely trust you, then you've definitely accomplished something. Hand-holding, messing-up-my-hair, & tickling is the key to my heart. Take notes, boys. Not gonna lie when I say I seriously have no idea where my life is going. I am obsessed with sickening, ridiculous, overwhelming amounts of cuteness. If you can squeal "awww!" at something, then I'm probably in love with it. I consume worrisome amounts of caffeine. I'm always laughing, smiling or making jokes. If I'm not, then theirs something wrong. If I look like I'm off in lala land, I probably am. I like to read. Alot. It even gets me in trouble sometimes. I abbreviate certain words to the highest possible degree of abbreviation, I mumble constantly, & I say certain things/words/phrases that probably make zero sense. I seriously have no idea how some people understand me when I talk. If I had a quarter for every time I do something completely random in one day, I'd be giving Bill Gates a run for his money (literally). I mess with my hair on a minutely basis. And I rock and fidget a lot. It pisses-off the entire world, pretty much. I could shop all day, every day & never get sick of it. Let me make the choices I want to make, & I'll let you make yours. I have a huge problem with pretentious people. I don't know when narcissism became trendy, but it kind of makes me want to punch someone in the face. Btw, I say I want to "punch someone in the face" a lot. Pretty sure I don't actually want to punch someone. I'm about as non-violent as you can get. Regret is a tremendous waste of time. I'm aware I have a fairly distorted view of myself. Cute texts & unexpected phone calls in the middle-of-the-night make me giddy like no one's business. I'm not miserable, but I'm not happy. I'm not strong, but I'm not weak. I'm not rude, but I'm not polite. I'm not popular, but I'm not a loner. I'm not sexy, but I'm not horrid. I'm not dumb, but I'm no genius. I'm not you, but I am me. Accept it. I find it extremelyyy difficult to truly, genuinely dislike people. Soo, get to know me. If you do things right, it'll probably be worth it. I'd like to meet people who dont need drugs to have a good time. Real people. People who understand the meaning of friendship, and show it.
I'm sick of being taken advantage of.
Welcome into my new life.
"Everyone who supported slavery was free.
Everyone who supports abortion was born.
That's how oppression works."

i have the best friends.
they say: dear freaking god. i have no idea what i would be without you, you are so amazing and no one can compare. you're the only person who understands me; you are my other half. you are my soulmate (in a bestfriend way, duh) you are the only person who can make me pee myself constantly and grow abs. i love you cupcake. never forget that!
-stormy weather.
i love you i love you i love you i love you more more more than allll these other faggots writing about you. and if they don't stop writing about you i'm going to slay them with my ninja death axe that i aquired when i was in nam. yeah that's right you fuckers!!!! :> but oh yeah! i love you stephanie i love you stephanie i love stephanie anne lukas more than life and death and cupcakes and orange monsters and bubble gum! ahahahaha i like to chew gum! i like to color paint! i'd like to touch your arm, i like chredded wheat! haha now put this in your "what your friends think" part, since i was already supposed to write this a while ago :>]
iiiiiiiiiii looooooooooooovvvvvvveeeee yyyyyyououou
- patrick normile
You're one of my best friends ever! Not to mention the best sister I could've ever asked mom and dad to make for me... O.o;..... You're one superly-duperly-awesomely-prettimous individual. I LUBISH JOO!!!!! - dawn washington, muh sistah!
u know stephanie, ur always a friend to come back to.
- brandon bristow
you're beautiful inside and out. you're really funny. you have something good going for you. you're super sweet. whatever boy turns you down is a douchebag. because you're a good catch. AND you're my twin! - diana, muh twin!
STEPHANIE! I love when you make me laugh by talking like a dirty old country man and wrtie me stories about masscering ephalumps with lemonade flavored spoons :) I cant belive we once disliked each other! Soooo dumb! Your one of the funniest girls I know! and I LOVE YOU :)
- ashley griffin AKA mary bobby :)
hmm.. i pretty much love stephanie to death. she my homiee yo!? and we're pretty much gangsterr. she's so artistic ((and secretly im jealous b/c i cant do anything like she can.. i can barely draw a stick figure)) haah. and not to mention she's gorgeouss.. i love this girl. she's so killerr bby =]
- erika brinson
your sexy and i love you. just kidding. your a friend who means the world to me. and i'd do anything for you. i love youu.
- chrysia albright
you are awesome and pretty hott. hows that? alright how about this. you are an awesome friend and you are freakin beautiful. hmm hmm. yea, i got it. hahaha.
- traynham cammer
stephanie is cool beans...woooooooooooo...i mean it...i luv her.
- dylan edwards
stephanie is a very very pretty lady and she is freakin incredible. i miss the mornings we'd spend in the 300 hall!!
-rachel pollard
stephanie, you are a good friend. i love you. if i continue this everybody will want to be your friend and they will try to steal you, and i will have to get violent and i WILL cut a nigga.
- matthew duncan
youre a coooool gal. you have the cutestttt clothes. and im going to steal them one day. and have nice hot koolaid. :) ahahah. and pretty cats, but most of all you have a pretty face!
- emmmmm ily!
hers names NOT stephanie its Archie...duh :) and i love her very much! shes a fantaboulous friend and always makin me laugh ...me+her+briana= true love ;) you know your jealous....I -kelsey bostic AKA victoria!
stephaine.you cant really explain her in one paragraph. thats impossible. lets just say shes totally awesome. :)) and if your not her friend your making a bigg mistake.
- becca wootten :)

My Interests

Music:

music:
no order dir en grey alanis morissette fiona apple natalie imbruglia sarah mclachlan the cranberries jewel ayumi hamasaki utada hikaru imogen heap gackt malice mizer norma jean underoath showbread the doors the early november bright eyes brand new aqualung coldplay hawk nelson family force 5 emery william fitzsimmons bjork anberlin chiodos no doubt gregory and the hawk tilly and the wall rookie of the year ryan adams incubus across five aprils josh pyke matt wertz tegan and sara mazzy star missy higins stereophonics modest mouse the almost job for a cowboy playradioplay! uffie BoA morning musume norma jean taking back sunday maria mena

Heroes:

IMPORTANT DATES: 2008
january:
18 - holiday parade, between the trees, the fear of falling
23 - dawn turns twenty-two :]
25 - ghost of a fallen age, arise and ruin, on solid ground
febuary:
1 - there for tomorow, i am the pilot, settings
8 - danceclubmassacre, blind witness, catelepsy, for today
22 - life ruiner, a well thought tragedy, ambush
march:
7 - impending doom, xdeathstarx, a plea for purging, bloodlined, calligraphy, on solid ground
9 - my nephew michael asher washingtons' due date!
21 - rose funeral, salt the wound, motolov solution, force fed broken glass
28 - vanna, a stained glass romance, blind witness
april:
may:
june:
july:
26 - i turn SEVENTEEN :D
august:
september:
october:
november:
december:

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Q & A

ask me anything :)
Posted by steph, duh.™ on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 07:37:00 PST

i will find you ♥

if you ran to the end of the earthi would catch you and you would be safeif you fell down the welli would bring you a rope and take all of the painall the pain, all the painthat you hide from me every...
Posted by steph, duh.™ on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:05:00 PST