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[pAinE]

About Me


HI TO ALL
I decided to put my new profile up in english, because of many great friends in USA and all over the world... My real name doesn't matter here, if you want to know it ask me, maybe I'll tell you. Just call me pAinE. pAinE has bee my stage name for over 5 years by now and means pain e(ternal) to me, I also know there's a character in FF which is also named Paine, I adore this character but it wasn't the main reason for choosing my stage name.
IMPORTANT ! ! !
If you want to understand me, or my thinking, or the way I act, you'll have to understand this video...
I've been making music since I was 6 years old, first started off with accordeon, later turned into keyboard. I am a drum-fanatic person, I love hitting on them since I can think, and I also learned them by myself. You'll find a few videos on my video profile.
One of my greatest influences has been the Band Moi Dix Mois, which I was able to see live on the 21.10.2007...
Most bands I played have quitted meanwhile... but many of them have still their songs online, so check out...
www.infinity-music.de.vu (My first band)
www.myspace.com/comaticundead
www.myspace.com/ketorock (my actual band)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Hizumi and Kryu of Despairs Ray, Mana of Moi Dix Mois, Kyo und Shinya of Dir en grey, Kaoru Watanabe.

My Blog

:theC0re-ofd3caY:

Binding my suffocating breath to the law of damnationHate is a sin, a sin, forever and a dayDespise the reflection for you don't know anymoreWho am I for what shall I feel?Despise the world, despise y...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 16:14:00 GMT

Reflections

"It can't get worse"All the morning, every evening, the fog of numbnessbeckons hello, holds me softly to make me forgetA mess, my dear, a mess I have becomeof worries and of amentia.Give me seconds to...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 13:21:00 GMT

World of Mirrors

SittingAlways sitting and watching, waitingWaiting for the same things to pass byThe same faces, staring everydayPretending to care, as their empty, hollow eyes search for attentionHope, drifted way f...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jun 2009 09:22:00 GMT

Resignation

I promise you, it'll never go awayNot this time, not with wounds so deepBut no one sees them, anyway There was a time I thought tis pain will keep me aliveThere was a time where I believed and hopedTh...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 04:50:00 GMT

Done

I'm watching the world turning aroundin my corner of despair and lonelinessPeople living their lives, dancing and singingI wonder why there's only darkness left for meReclusion takes my hand as the me...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 03:44:00 GMT

Master and Slave

Burning down my UtopiaAgain, another dayAnother wasted dream to buryThe ashes of my sanctums, spread inside my heartBurning down my UtopiaTrapped in a downward spiral that circles hope foreverAgain, I...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 06:38:00 GMT

5:12

I hate this world.I hate it so fucking much.Every second lived is wasted, a fucking lie.People pretend they care, with a dishonest smile on their faces.People ask for help, for understanding, but neve...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:52:00 GMT

:lost among worthlessness:

Days pass by, day by dayI've become negligible these daysNot worthy to mention a single thoughtLabeled by words that judge gruesomeAlone, againAlone, every day and every nightI wonder if anyone ever t...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 07:16:00 GMT

Self-Injury of Soul/Scarred Pt. II

27+6Every mark has its own meaningEvery drop of blood has its own storyThough noone wants to hear themThe silent screams that echoes in vain, unheardThe heavy bourden of the darkness that covers me27 ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 07:26:00 GMT

[penteract] - Untitled Lyric

You should realize how (fucking) hard it hurtsI can tell you by every (fucking) beat of my (fucking) heartThat today, all my fears have become the truthWhat (the fuck) did I expect, anyway?That you wo...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 03:41:00 GMT