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"Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends" -Satine (Moulin Rouge)
"you met me at a strange time in my life." -Fight Club
"Why Dorthy & Toto went over the rainbow to blow off Aunty Em." -Rent
i like adrenaline. I'm one of the few girls who ohh's whenever a corvette or old mustang drive past and appreciate the awesome old beauty in it. in rain and wind storms my favorite place to be is on my roof or driving over the floating bridge. i only like long walks on the beach if its in the middle of a torrential downpour or a windstorm at levels close to that of a hurricane. the only thing i still wish for that is the same as when i was little is wings. if i were ever to get a tattoo i would have a full set of wings on my back. my favorite animal is a seagull not because they eat trash but because they are the only birds who enjoy a good storm. i don't like being cold and i hate high school drama. i enjoy doing tech for plays but he people usually get on my nerves. i have a habit of being a bitch and I'm well aware of it. i used to bite my nails until i learned that that is the primary way people get parasites. now i only bite my nails when I'm really nervous or watching a suspense movie. my favorite classes at school are the arts ones when i get to blast bits of metal with a blowtorch and turn ugly strips of brass into shiny jewelry. but i never wear my own work, i usually give it away. the only piece i wear is my rune ring. i like ruins. they help me sort out my thoughts. i like to write poetry but only one in one hundred actually turn out to have any potential in the outside world. of those i only still like one and its a sad one and sounds like your average teenage poetry. i don't like a lot of noise around me unless its good music or a party. it makes me feel claustrophobic and i feel like I'm gonna scream. i don't scream a lot though. i sing even if i cant carry a note and have too deep a voice for most girls. i like to sing and other people idea of a good tune isn't always mine. i can also play the violin fairly well but haven't picked mine up in many many months and am a little rusty. I'm not a kid who fights authority but i question it. my parents say i would have gotten along fine in the sixties or seventies. my room is a mess of old pictures that embody that time period and believe i am a hippie at heart. i enjoy a good party and love to dance. i don't like ti when other people are sad r depressed and it brings me down too. when I'm sad i sleep eat chocolate. i don't have many heros in my life. i like to think I'm original even though i know I'm really not. there is a category of people i admire and thats revolutionaries in a time of struggle. some of the people who get on my nerves are people who fight authority when it is still a legitimate rule and the people who think they are nonconformists but just conform to the way of all their other non conformist friends. i hate math until i understand it and i hate people who have no respect. i also don't like people who take more than they need and don't understand that someone else may need that later. i like spiders and snakes and i really like beetles. i once had a makech bebe (a beetle indigenous to the Yucatan Peninsula) but my mom forgot to feed it while i was on vacation and it died. it cost me one hundred pesos. i love latin america and once I'm out of college I'm going to go travel the whole of central and south america. i go to church but I'm not christian or religious. I'm spiritual. i forgive way too easily. And this is probably the longest thing i have ever written about myself, i hope you enjoyed a peek into my wannabe adventure of a life.

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THOU SHALT ALWAYS KILL
By Dan Le Sac Vs Scroobius Pip

Thou shalt not steal if there is direct victim.
Thou shalt not worship pop idols or follow lost prophets.
Thou shalt not take the names of Johnny Cash, Joe Strummer, Johnny Hartman,
Desmond Decker, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix or Syd Barret in vain.
Thou shalt not think any male over the age of 30 that plays with a child that is not their own is a paedophile - Some people are just nice.
Thou shalt not read NME.
Thall shalt not stop likin' a band just 'cause they’ve b'come popular.
Thou shalt not question Stephen Fry.
Thou shalt not judge a book by its cover.
Thou shalt not judge Lethal Weapon by Danny Glover.
Thall shalt not buy Coca-Cola products. Thou shalt not buy Nestle products.
Thou shalt not go into the woods with your boyfriend’s best friend, take drugs and cheat on him.
Thou shalt not fall in love so easily.
Thou shalt not use poetry, art or music to get into girls’ pants - Use it to get into their heads.
Thou shalt not watch Hollyoaks.
Thou shalt not attend an open mic and leave as soon as you done your shitty little poem or song you self-righteous prick.
Thou shalt not return to the same club or bar week in, week out just ’cause you once saw a girl there that you fancied but you’re never gonna fucking talk to.
Thou shalt not put musicians and recording artists on ridiculous pedestals no matter how great they are or were.
The Beatles - Were just a band.
Led Zepplin - Just a band.
The Beach Boys - Just a band.
The Sex Pistols - Just a band.
The Clash - Just a band.
Crass - Just a band.
Minor Threat - Just a band.
The Cure - Were just a band.
The Smiths - Just a band.
Nirvana - Just a band.
The Pixies - Just a band.
Oasis - Just a band.
Radiohead - They're just a band.
Bloc Party - Just a band.
The Arctic Monkeys - Just a band.
The Next Big Thing - JUST A BAND.
Thou shalt give equal worth to tragedies that occur in non-english speaking countries as to those that occur in english speaking countries.
Thou shalt remember that guns, bitches and bling were never part of the four elements and never will be.
Thou shalt not make repetitive generic music, thou shalt not make repetitive generic music, thou shalt not make repetitive generic music, thou shalt not make repetitive generic music.
Thou shalt not pimp my ride.
Thou shalt not scream if you wanna go faster.
Thou shalt not move to the sound of the wickedness.
Thou shalt not make some noise for Detroit.
When I say “Hey” thou shalt not say “Ho”.
When I say “Hip” thou shalt not say “Hop”.
When I say, he say, she say, we say, make some noise - kill me.
[Ah, forgot where I was, hang on]
Thou shalt not quote me happy.
Thou shalt not shake it like a polaroid picture.
Thou shalt not wish you girlfriend was a freak like me.
Thou shalt spell the word “Pheonix” P-H-E-O-N-I-X not P-H-O-E-N-I-X, regardless of what the Oxford English Dictionary tells you.
Thou shalt not express your shock at the fact that Sharon got off with Brad at the club last night by saying “Is it.”
Thou shalt think for yourselves.
And thou shalt always, thou shalt always... kill.
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