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S E L F H A T R E D L O V E F R I E N D S H I P I N S T A B I L I T Y S C A R S B L E E D I N G G E N E R O U S I T Y S T A R V A T I O N A D D I C T I O N D E T E R M I N A T I O N D E A T H
Aloha mes amigos!!!!!!
My name is Verity, and I do like the name as it is unusual, like me :D
I am 19, and I am a goth living in chav central, otherwise known as luton...ghetto!!
My favourite colours are red and black, if u cant tell
I love big hugs, it always makes me smile
And a kiss is a nice bonus
Especially from the people that I can trust
Like my amazing friends
And my even more amzing boy frind :-D
I am nocturnal, I come alive at night
And have been nicknamed a vampire as well
Probably cos i bite, but only if you want me too
I am dead during the day, unless under an influence lol
I like being around people who I can trust or talk to
Although I come to trust less people by the day
I see the games they play, and observe very well
Although I dont seem like i do
I love to dance, and have proper dance training
I live to perform, its my favourite thing to do
I love my weekends, dancing the night away
Although there is always drama
Which I fail in trying to sort out
Because some people are determined to be upset
Like emo's who I hate
People call me a slut, people who really know me say I’m not, lmao
Maybe because of what I wear, but that’s just my image
Or because I take drugs and drink, but I use this to escape life
Like all you pissheads who get wasted at the weekends
Maybe its because I am bi…and proud
I hate backchat especially about my friends
My true friends mean the world to me
I like being around people, well most people
But sometimes I like to run away aswell
Most of the time I am a happy person
But no one can be happy all the time
Sometimes I have random walks at stupid o'clock in the morning
Cos sometimes i hide my thoughts and feelings, and they have to pour out of me at some time
I have an honesty gun and I'm not afraid to use it
It does me alot of good, and others too
Even if they don't want to hear what I say
I have quirky weird things I do like say yars
And make my self buzz, even on sugar
I am proud that I have lived so long
Even though sometimes I want to die
Because no one can scare me as much as I scare me
Sometimes I just want to hurt myself because I deserve it
And I will scar anything, even my own face
But only when I lose control
Which happens and I turn in to a different person
I flip sometimes from stress and lose control
And tend to get very angry
But when I'm happy I just love to be me :D
But I have 4 me's which would confuse anyone

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


If possible i would like to meet everyone in the entire world lol
but its not
but i dont really care while i have my friends in this world and they are amazing to me
i could never hope for better
you're all crazy and i love you for it
I love observing people, it helps me understand me

How evil are you?

You scored as Fallen
, Your darkness is "Fallen". You were most likely once deeply in love, but the person on the receiving end of your affections wounded you deeply.You were also once innocent, but your wounds will not allow that innocence to return.Sadness and misfortune seem to follow you. A good band for you would either be AFI or The Cure.

Fallen


93%

Naturally Dark


86%

Elegant dark


82%

Murderous/Scary Dark


71%
What is your level of darkness?
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You scored as Clinical Depression, You show symptoms of Clinical Depression. This is characterized by basic depression. Possibly long strains of depression usually over 2 weeks in length. Note that this test isn't official but it does use real symptoms. You may wish to get yourself checked out by a psycologist/psyciatrist.

Suicidal (Behavior)


100%

Clinical Depression


100%

Schizophrenia


96%

Bipolar Disorder


83%

Obsessive-compulsive disorder


79%
Which Mental Illness Do You Have?
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You scored as Past, Your depression is caused by your past. Something happened that you wish you could forget, but you can't. You think about it a lot, maybe are even haunted by nightmares of it, and wish you could have done something to change how things had turned out. You can't let go. The past consumes you. Please rate.

Past


91%

Love


84%

Family


84%

Stress


59%

Lonliness


56%

People


53%

Friends


34%

Death


9%
What causes you to be depressed?
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You scored as Drug-Induced, You've got drug-induced confusion... you've fried your brain with too much cocaine.. lost all common sense with too much incense.

Drug-Induced


96%

Mental Confusion


92%

Poser Confusion


83%

Clarity


83%

Brain Washed


75%
What Kind of Confusion Do You Have?
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You scored as Eyes of Blood, You have eyes of sorrow and pain. You feel that the world has turned its back on you, and that you will never be able to get over a certain part of your life. You think on the past alot and sometimes feel alone and that no one really knows you. Maybe the reason is because you wont tell them.~thx 4 takin my quiz~

Eyes of Blood


100%

Eyes of Mystery


80%

Eyes of Rage


80%

Eyes of Crystal


45%
What Is Revealed by Your Eyes?
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You scored as Vampire goth, Your an old fashioned goths the ones people are scared of becuase they think you will suck their blood,yo like death metal and you look like a victorian but i like you(PLEASE RATE AND TAKE MY OTHER QUIZZES THANKYOU)

Vampire goth


75%

Nu Metal EMO!


63%

Punk EMO!


47%

White Goth


41%

Cyber Goth


41%

Indie EMO!


34%

Prep EMO!


25%
What new type emo/goth r u?
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.. You scored as Black Rose, You are the black rose. You are dark and painfull. Someone hurt you and you can't get over the feeling. You want to be loved but you tend to push others away, not because you want them to leave but because you dont know how to love them.

Black Rose


100%

Yellow Rose


69%

Red Rose


69%

Pink Rose


50%

White Rose


13%
what colour rose are you? pretty pictures!
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You scored as Borderline, Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Borderline


100%

Dependant


75%

Paranoid


75%

Schizotypal.


70%

Histronic


70%

Schizoid


60%

Avoidant


60%

Narcissistic


50%

Obsessive-Compulsive


30%

Antisocial


20%
Personality Disorder Quiz
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You scored as ,

Athletic Tomboy


88%

Goth


88%

Hippy


69%

Popular Bitch


38%

Nerdy Girl


31%

Slut


25%

Loser


0%

Preppy Girl


0%
What type of girl are you?!!
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You scored as Love, You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)

Courage


100%

Love


100%

Grace


100%

Wisdom


100%

Joy


92%

Faith


67%

Peace


58%

Hope


58%
What feeling are you?? (cool pics)
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You scored as Wrath (Vengeance), You are the Sin, Vengeance: Vengeance may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others.

Wrath (Vengeance)


80%

Sloth


70%

Gluttony


60%

Envy


55%

Lust


55%

Pride (Vanity)


45%

Greed (Avarice)


40%
Which of The 7 Deadly Sins Are You?
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You scored as Fire Dragon, You are very fierce and strong...and you live among the flames. That's about it. Fire makes you feel alive in your own sort of way..and you feel it's best to burn your enemies right away instead of wasting time on combat.

Fire Dragon


92%

Chinese Dragon


83%

Lightning dragon


83%

Earth dragon


83%

Sky dragon


67%

Water Dragon


67%

Dark dragon


67%

Light Dragon


58%
What type of Dragon are you?
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.. You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow, Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three.

Captain Jack Sparrow


100%

Batman, the Dark Knight


92%

Lara Croft


75%

Neo, the "One"


71%

Indiana Jones


67%

James Bond, Agent 007


67%

The Amazing Spider-Man


63%

Maximus


54%

William Wallace


46%

The Terminator


42%

El Zorro


33%
Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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Dark Angel at WishAFriend.com

If we were drunk last night and remeber any of it please write what we did in here...Or if you got sumthing for me :-P put that here to...ahh screw it write anything in here

Your Life is Rated NC-17
You're life is so nasty, so naughty... it can't even be explained in polite company. What is Your Life Rated? ..tr You Are Bisexual

Girls or guys? You'll take either. Or both.
You can't make up your mind. And why should you?
What's Your Sexual Orientation? ..table
You Are 90% Borderline
It seems like you have borderline personality disorder.
Seriously consider seeking help, even if you think you don't need it. Do You Have a Borderline Personality?
Your Depression Level: 76%
You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help. Are You Depressed?
You Are 96% Paranoid Schizophrenic
You have almost all of the paranoid schizophrenia warning signs...
But you may just think this quiz is out to get you! Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?Probability of killing, 76%

You have seen much death, either in reality or in entertainment. you may hav killed someone already, or have tried to kill yourself. You probably need to see a psychiatrist for help. Avoid making enemies at all costs, and pursue a happy hobby

Are you capable of killing


Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy
You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.
And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...
Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

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