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About Me

I am a B! Self-centered and selfish, IT is all about me-what brings me pleasure, what interests me. I work hard for my life and it is precious to me................... .. ......................................I am in Facebook and Classmates. My page is bereft because Ana Fagarazzi pulled her photos from public usage. I doubt I will ever find anything that compares that captured aspects of me the way her images did...

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And My Name Is Ouija... As These Letters Are In My Given Name.
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............................................................ .......To me friendship is something that is not controlled. It is a connection, a leap of the heart...and it just is. I bond quickly and a loss is pain. I do not pull punches, though I do these days try to speak my truth in a kinder way. I do not know how to be hidden...I live from my heart. I am obvious and there is nothing way down deep within me to devle into for answers...Someone once said I had better dig deep and when I attempted this I nearly fell out some sort of psychotic back door. I am face value. Now you on the other hand are mysterious and fascinating...there is so much in the depth and breadth of your being.... And that is how I view all that cross my path. So be it ...I remain who and what I am. And to All In Light & Love, Blessings. Jean Louise ............................................................ ............................................................ .........................<

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................................The Keys to My Heart................................... I am attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, I feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. I'd like my lover to think I am stylish and alluring. I would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. My ideal relationship is comforting. I crave a relationship where I always feel warmth and love. My risk of cheating is zero. I care about society and morality. I would never break a commitment. I think of marriage pessimistically. I don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, I think of love as something I thirst for. I'll do anything for love, but I won't fall for it easily.............. .....
..... ....I Am An Old Soul I Am an experienced soul who appreciates tradition. Mellow and wise, I like to be with others but also to be alone. Down to earth, I am sensible and impatient. A creature of habit, it takes me a while to warm up to new people. I hate injustice, and I'm very protective of family and friends A bit demanding, I expect proper behavior from others. Extremely independent I don't mind living or being alone. But when I find love, I tend to want marriage right away.(Though I have never married) Souls I am most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul ............................................ ............
...........................................................T ime Moves On, Shadows Of The Past Slowly Fade Away, Lessons Are Learned, Strength Is gained, And Blessings Are More Visible Each Day......................................................... ... Hot! ............................................................ ................What Kind of Empath Am I ?................... I scored as Healer. I am a Healer Empath. I take in the energy of others and transmute it. I trigger transformation in others and free trapped energy. I am capable of great healing abilities. I walk between the worlds and bring waves of healing energy with my presence. The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander........................

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......Life Takes On Added Dimension When You Match Your Activities To The Waxing And Waning Of The Moon.Observe The Sequence Of Her Phases To Learn The Wisdom Of Constant Change Within Complete Certainty.....................................


......Waerlogo "Someone Who Knows The Truth".......


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....... A Healing Spell~ Healing Thoughts Sent In Flight, Bring The Brightest Of Blessings This Very Night. Send This Healing White Light From Above, Surround My Friend Now In Healing Love. ~ A Gift To All Who Read This~ In Light & Love, Jean Louise

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Jody Foster, Elton John, James Earl Jones, John Cusack and his sister Joan Cusack, Eric Roberts, Sam Waterston, Patrick Swayzee, Morgan Freeman, Lance Henriksen, William Peterson, Rose Mcgowen, Neil deGrasse Tyson, U2, Stevie Nicks, Charlie Pride, Tina Turner, Mary J Blige, Cold Play, Live, Dean Koontz, Anya Seton, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Scott Cunningham, Tony Hillerman, F. Paul Wilson, Kim Harrison, Luanne Rice, Mitch Album, Steve Nash(I liked him before he recieved MVP.), J.T. Snow & Dennis Eckersley. .........

My Blog

Maybe...Maybe Yes, Maybe No...Maybe.

I was thinking about this world and times to come...in the shades of what I believe will be. I seem to think I will see water in the distance in the view the upstairs bedroom, that I share with Mike...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:25:00 GMT

Putting My Sad Into Words.

I watched another episode of the "Medium". I first watched it last night...several shows, one after another. I went upstairs at 8pm; today mostly flew by. It made me sad. They pretty much have it righ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Sep 2009 00:23:00 GMT

My Will & Testament 06/30/2009

My Will & Testament Written 06/30/2009, 10:56PM, By Jean Louise Caruthers, Age 49 Years,4 Months, 18 Days... Witnessed by Spyder & Sweet Jackie as they are the only ones up with me at this hour keepin...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 23:50:00 GMT

The E-Mail

Honey, This Sunday morning I would like you to get up when you like, shower then head across the street for a breakfast that is slow & leisurely, as in your favorite breakfast and a slow thorough read...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 08:29:00 GMT

My Thoughts....

In waking at 2am this morning, I realize I rarely get to be alone with my thoughts. I miss this. In a house with 3 kids, him, 4 cats-one of which is sick and has been for almost a year, a fish tank, a...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 04:05:00 GMT

The Poor Me's

I had absolutely no acceptance yesterday. I fought everything all day in a screamin pissy way. The more I fought the worse my day was...Then I got to have another damn waitress dream. And no it was n...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 08:18:00 GMT

The Letter I Am Mailing To Debra, My Stepsister.

Hi Debra, Hi. Deb I am typing because I know how my writing is:). My emotions are rocking me these coupla days. All I know about you and your brothers and sisters is what I got from asking Dad about y...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 10:50:00 GMT

The Aftermath of Dad's Memorial-Mother's Day 2009.

I am in and out of okay today. My sleep was again fitful. I am thinking to capture yesterday and put it into a blog. I open the door and step out of the car and turn towards Dad's house. I am so grate...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 16:15:00 GMT

Ideas For That Sometimes Not So Elusive Emergency.

03/26/2009 Thursday&.. ..Mike went to the Safeway Store at 19Th and S as he does quite often. On this particular day there was no 2% milk on the shelves, nor was there any in the back. Not good. I too...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 13:32:00 GMT

Civic Minded-Me? Update

I am really angry!!!! I worked hard to update this blog and the system ate my work! It is gone.....For me it is hard to recapture what already came out in my writings. I have already put up with I do ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 15:59:00 GMT