i need to not be afraid of hoping. of getting my hopes up. sometimes maybe they need to crash. maybe i need to be disappointed to learn something. what, i dont know. but i'll still have hope. i'll always hope, and hope for the best, even if it never turns out that way. thats something i've learned. never give up hope.
dont have dreams, set goals. i have way too many dreams. way too many things i want to do in life. and some of them seem impossible. but i intend to prove everyone wrong. dreams can come true. but you have to go get them. no, you cant just sit on your butt and wait for prince charming to come - he never will. you have to go get what you want in life, and if you believe in your dream... well... they do come true.
if theres one thing in my life im thankful for, its the love that i have. from my family, my friends... anything. my father will always love me more than any man ever could. but justin tries. i know there are certain people, certain friends that will never let me down. never give up on me or hurt me. thats love. love is gods greatest gift to the world, and im blessed to have so much of it in my life.