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Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I am an intelligent, sarcastic, witty person that is a bit Dark in some ways. It is part of my life, my history and what I have been through. I enjoy getting others to smile, and to laugh and no not always through tickling though that is an interest of mine.I have learned my lessons on putting trust into other people as I have been left burned and hollow. I suppose I need to learn that I can only count on myself, and know to not put too much faith in my fellow human people. Yes I am jaded, but life has left me this way and till one proves to me why I should not be, then such is my life.
I slowly come to trust again, but still remain guarded about my emotions and my thoughts, but in the mean time I am kewl with life. Even though the company I worked for 8+ years fired me, it is my health that I still must focus on so that I can return to living life again.

My Interests

Music, Movies, Reading, MMORPG's, Roleplaying, Tickling, Foot Worship, Bondage, Tattoos, Travelling, Computers, Chatting, Learning, People Watching.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet the intelligent, spontaneous, witty, good sense of humor, open minded, and yes ticklish woman out there who just wants a male friend that enjoys going to movies, museums, concerts, going out, but also being at home watching movies, or just chatting. Do not contact me if you are looking for a sugar daddy, someone to use for your own personal gain, or to use and then throw to the curb.Do not add me to have a black man on your profile, or have the time to get to know me, or communicate with me. Do not add me if you are one that reads messages but never responds to them. Doing so will just mean you will be removed.

I am generous, but that might be a rarity these days as it has always been taken advantage of and never appreciated. The kind, caring, generous, giving, nice man is an understatement these days, and a sign of weakness for women to take advantage of. I shall be weak no longer!!!!

Pet Peeve: Reading my Messages, and never responding to them!!!!!!!!!!
Another Pet Peeve: Racist Texans!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I can be an ass I suppose but with what I have been through with various female friends in my past I could be a real ass and treat women like shit since that is how I was treated. But I am stronger then that and I have come to trust again with one that is deserving of such. I find that occasionally there are those women out there who are not Fucked up in the head, have goals in life, know where they are heading even if it is just a hint, and not looking to screw me over.....

Please give me a hint that you have even read my profile, as I still receive friend requests without a message, or even a description to the friend request telling me why you want to be friends. I mean what about my profile caught your eye outside of the fact there is a photo of a black man present. My profile is rather diverse, and leads much open to questions and your opinions. So on that note drop me a message if you are curious as friend requests without one will just be denied

Music:

I listen to a little of everything, have around 9000 mp3's and I enjoy placing my media player on shuffle and listening to it all. Hip Hop, Rock, Electronica, Jazz, Mo Town, R&B, Pop, Rap, Foreign Music, etc.

Music Video: SOMEWHERE I BELONG (by Linkin Park)

.. Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Movies:

Harold and Kumar Go to White Castles, Grandma's Boy, Superbad, 30 Days and Nights, Welcome Home Roscoe Jenkins, American Gangsters, Great Debaters, Any Indiana Jones Movie, Dogma, Clerks, Mallrats, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Gone With the Wind, To Kill a Mockingbird.

If you are into Tickling, find it exciting, or just curious then drop me a line...
Yahoo: [email protected]
IRC:RuTicklishInTx
irc.bondage.com:6667
MSN:[email protected]

Television:

I only watch Chuck, Boondocks, Avatar, Skyland, Heroes, Bizarre foods, Good Eats, Unwrapped, Mythbusters, and How's It Made.

Books:

Currently reading Wizard's First Rule by Terry Goodkin, but also love Kim Harrison Books (Every Which way by dead, Dead Witch Walking).

Heroes:

~ Each of us has within him a dark chamber where the real desires flower; and the horror of it is that they never see the light of another's understanding, those strange blooms. It is as lonely as it is dark, that chamber of the heart ~

My Blog

Well I am home now... for now

I got here this morning around 8:15am, unpacked, got my mail, turned on the security system and went to bed. I woke up around 11am or so and decided to change out my illeostomy stuff and laid in bed f...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:03:00 PST

Getting Discharged Tomorrow

So will be over my grandmother's house till Sunday. So finally get to be free again. So can look forward to that at least. So was thinking today......is it just me to think wrongly when I tend to be t...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:30:00 PST

The latest

Well things are getting better and my creatine levels are down in the 3[ currently. They took out the drain this morning which hurt but at least that is over. Right now I only have the IV line in so I...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 06:43:00 PST

Back in Hospital

Where have I been ? As of this past wednesday I a back in the hopistal. My creatine levels hit 11 and I was admited. I do have a lap top here now but ay not be   checking the next much till ...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:38:00 PST

So it continues for now

Well at least I get my car back today after lending it to my mother for a little over a week ago. After that shall return home for a rousing game of lay in bed till I pass out. Then later around 9 my ...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 08:58:00 PST

They say where the mind goes the body shall follow.....Both are done!

I believe I am ready to put that to the test, nothing physically done myself, but to see what mentality I can bring upon myself that will affect my body. Because mentally I am tired, done, and I am re...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 04:34:00 PST

I made some mistakes today

But so it seems that I make a habit of making mistakes, and I do them rather often. One would think that I would learn my lesson, would you not ? It is somewhat funny, but ah well. I am only human the...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 03:57:00 PST

This morning was fun

This morning was rather interesting. I went to lay down around 11 or midnight, right now I really cannot remember. What I do remember was that my sides were hurting and I felt nauseous. I ever took my...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 05:07:00 PST

Poor Martin Scorsese, I mean come on Scrosese ? *chuckles*


Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:14:00 PST

I think I will be getting two ferrets for pets

I have been looking around again and one of my friends got a ferret and it is so adorable. I know they are alot of responsibility as you have to play with them alot as they need attention, which is an...
Posted by Dark Eyes, Hollow Inside, Adore a wonderful laugh on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:30:00 PST