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Styven, [Child of dust.]

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About Me

Prologue
"If life were about serving ourselves, Prostitutes would be the happiest people in the world."
Beginning (Things I do know)
my name is Steven.
and i have acknowledged the fact that i am imperfect.
-I Believe in God
But I am a failing Christian.
-I mess up all the time and i probably will, so dont take me as the "model Christian"
-Im Taken, and I'm very happy about that.
"Music is the connection between all living human beings"
i strongly concur
Praying and Singing = my way of "cutting"
The Most Commonly Asked Questions
-i dont Drink
-/Do Drugs
/Smoke
/or party with anyone who does.
this is how i keep myself entertained by:
making shadow puppets
playing Kingdom Hearts
Dancing
Reading
myspacing
riding my bike
bmxing (when i can)
drawing
writing
running
listening to music
watching a bajillion movies
writing music
playing my guitar and all my other instruments
playing with Yo-Yo's
and texting my brains out.
(as you may have noticed)
There are a MILLION OTHER FUN things to do than Drugs and Alcohol.
pick one and take it up.
i am ANTI-abortion. (i do not condole it in any way)
i am Anti-Homosexuality.
and some of you may ask, "what does that mean?"
here's a brief answer
I do not condole the act of homosexuality. Do i hate Homosexuals? absolutely not, but i do not like Homosexuality.(ask me if you wanna know more)
this is how i would word it,
"I started being really proud of the fact that I was gay, even though I wasn't." -Kurt Cobain.
-I do not believe in Luck, OR Coincidence.
I believe in Blessings and Fate.(Jeremiah 29:11,12)
-If you want to know about Christ, you may ask me.
i dare you to
-I am a Christian, Non-denominational.
-i do not believe "Cathloic" and Christian are the same.
-i do not believe that "Mormon" and Christian are the same.
if you feel like talking about it, be my guest.
-i want meet you.
but only if you actually want to know me.
i recently deleted over 400 friends, because they never spoke to me.
if i do the same to you its because you didnt care enough to stop me.
Interesting Facts
-My parents are divorced.
i have 4 step siblings.
-i love Dogs more than Cats.
-My brother is the new Drummer for Mozart Season.
-check them out if you havent heard of them.
-Im a PIRATE.
i hate Ninja's.
-Im a Game nerd.(i like Pokemon Games)
-Ive been on a Flying Trapeze before.
-I know what love is, despite what you think.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
but i have never felt it from a human
-My Great grandparents babysat President Ronald Reagan.
-I live in Antelope and in Roseville.
-I saw Pirates Of The Caribbean: The Curse Of The Black Pearl,
5 times while it was in the theaters.
-I am a "Ladies Man"
The Majority of the sex, of my real friends, is indeed Female.
-I used to be Suicidal.
i probably can help you, if you are.
-I used to have Depression and Anxiety.
Conclusion In conclusion,
retrospect,
finality,
the only thing you can learn from me, is this:
you can trust me, or anything want, with everything you have in this life, but God is the only one who will never fail you.
Fin

My Interests

Christians, Singers, optimistic People, Music, TV, Life. This is my passion for God.Dates that matter to me:
6.20.04
9.9.07
8.13.07
4.20.99
2-11-08

I'd like to meet:

In NO Order:
Jesus Christ. (is always going to be the first)
Heidi =]
Ewan McGreggor
Simon Pegg
Hugh Jackman
Mike Meyers
Yanni
Kids In The Way
Skillet
Linkin Park
Alert Einstein
Gabriel Iglesias
Abraham Lincoln
Patrick Stewart
any of the bands on my Music Section really.

Music:

Accoustic, Rock, Hardcore Rock, Experimental Rock, limited Rap/Hip-Hop.

-Names Worth Mentioning:
-Thrice, is by far my favorite Band of all time.
-Linkin Park
-Skillet
-Muse
-Yellowcard
-Red
-Emery
-Flyleaf
-Social Syn (my bro's band)
-Kansas
-AD
-Van Halen
-Fort Minor
-Saosin
-Boston
-3 Doors Down
-Nickelback (sometimes)
-Pillar
-Blink 182
-Creature Feature
-Stonehigh
-Seether
-Decypher Down
-In Flames
-Hoobastank
-Sevendust
-Evanescence
-Jesse Niebolt
-Incubus
-Yanni

More names added soon.

Movies:

Stay, Cloverfield, 30 Days Of Night, P.S. I Love You, Juno, Moulin Rouge, 300, Ultraviolet, Stranger Than Fiction, Ice Age, The Pest, Silent Hill, The Descent, The Grudge, Underworld, Eragon, The Last Samurai, X-3, The Passion Of The Christ, The Princess Bride, The Breakfast Club, Charlie and The Chocolate Factory, and the list could go on for days but im going to stop here.

Television:

Angel, That 70d's Show, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh (for a laugh), Will and Grace, Fraiser, Comedy Central Presents, and a few other things. i love funny commercials too.

Books:

Madman is currently the #1 book right now,
Eragon, Eldist, The Bible, Of Mice & Men, A Heart Like Jesus, anything Max Lucado basically, and im sure there are a few others i cant think of. not too big on Books either.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ is the one that will always be first with me, but these are some people who deserves to be just below his glory. these people are not my perfect best friends, they all have big parts of me though.
Tifa Lockheart. (Kimi) [my other side]
she is the one who knows me front and back, inside and out. she is the one who can change me. she is the one person i will always love, no matter the pain we go through. i love you Kimberly. you will always have me. i will always be your Cloud.
Ashley Nicole Allen,(my girfriend)
This is Ashley. And i love her.. i wouldnt give her up for anything. She's shown me unconditional love, and i can only pray that we're able to work things out for the best. She makes and keeps me smile when she's around. I miss her terribly at times, but i know we'll be ok. I love you Ashley Nicole.
Heidi (my dearest)
this girl is amazing. she just is. she is so sweet, and she is always there for me when i need someone.. and to think, i added her from a Skillet comment for like no reason. =] appearently God had bigger plans for us, because even though we havent met eachother yet, ive learned to love you, girl. you're amazing Heidi. ill always do my best for you.
Anastacia Azariah Huff (my rationality)
Huff. i cant tell you how much you help me. you know i love you, and you know i wouldnt be sane without you. thank you my old friend, our friendship means more to me than you will ever know. and im always here for you when you need me, as i have been before.
Maddy Vienna
(my IRRATIONALITY.)
Maddy. i love you. you make me giddy. you make me smile. you are amazing. i cannot wait until next year, because it is going to be magical. i simply cannot wait. i love you my dear, because you can always, no matter what, make me laugh out loud. thank you for always being there for me. 3

My Blog

Never felt this way.

This song was written about a poem/short story that my friend wrote. hope you enjoy cause i made it into a song that sounds better. You never knew, what i meantwhen i said, I do.now its too late, to h...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 08:28:00 PST

So, here it goes. (for all you Druggies/Alcoholics)

its kind of like Jumping off of a roof.real fun at first, and the rush is awesome. even when you land its still fun to think about.but its stupid, and maybe you even know it is, but you do it anyway. ...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Wed, 21 May 2008 10:11:00 PST

"Fallen Snow" by Mark Walliser

"Fallen Snow" by: Mark WalliserThe logs crackled in the fireplace of Aaron's small cabin. The winter storm, at eight thousand feet, with 80 mile-an-hour wind gusts, cascading snow piling up nearly two...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Mon, 05 May 2008 10:14:00 PST

The savored kill.

today was.. today. I guess you cant define it.Good, bad, indifferent.. you cant really sign it.Yet still im searching for something that cant be found.Something that wont be found.Maybe it'll never co...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 10:43:00 PST

Dear Bobby

Dear Bobbie,Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do.I remember pleated skirts, black and white sattle shoes.Do you remember dancing that night?I do, I still think of you when we danc...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 05:15:00 PST

Helpless

sometimes i wonder to myselfwhat am i doing, do i trust what ive been taught?i can never really be sure,if anything ever happened or if i can be stopped.i wish i never did thati wish i never hurt youi...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 07:03:00 PST

My Consequence

My Consequence, to all of this,is never feeling the same.And we are the only ones to blame. We cant help the fact,that we cannot take back,anything we've said or done,we can only wait for the sun...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 07:42:00 PST

Imaginary.

im holding on to life so dear,praying God dont leave me here.im sorry for what i have done,i cant replace, i cant be won.if i cant feel, am i not real?i cannot seewhat you're taking from me.am i so in...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:38:00 PST

latest and greatest.

i know the cure to my itch,lies just beyond these findertips.its just beyond what i can see,and it will forever remain obscure to me. and im sorry, im not what i used to bei cant change the past.im so...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:46:00 PST

my latest prayer.

Feels like you're miles from here, in other towns with lesser names.Where the unholy ghost doesn't tell Mary or William exactly what they want to hear.You remember the house on Ridge Road told you and...
Posted by Styven, [Child of dust.] on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 07:56:00 PST