Katy

Hello Dear people!!!!!! Im Katy:) I tell you,that this few months was for me ONE BIG ADVICE...I recived lots of bad...and good things too...i spent this time with lots of peoples,i recived love,happines,friendship....but hate,sorrow,melancholy & disappointment too. Now I have lots of good friends...i think,but sometimes i feel so alone...and sometimes i dont know if i could believe my friends... im a little bit paranoid...however how could i believe to people when some of them are lying to me??? i know it from saturday...and i feel so strange....so sorrow & i feel like idiot... so dont be suprised if i write here,that i hate world,that i hate my life...everybody is trying to tells me dont worry.... How i cant be worried if my life is one big catastrophe? Somebody thinks that i behave like child....o.k maybe sometimes...and maybe because at that time i felt super...and i didnt have to think about lots of problems,what i have now...dont you think that world is one big lie?...do we know how we really came to existence?...i know that exist lots of formulas,but did you take a think about how could everything came from nothing?How can we live?how can we fall in love?how can we thinking?...lots of questions...i know...& im sorry that you must read all of this questions..... .............. ..................... .................... ...................... ................... ........... I want to say thank you to all of my real friends....thank you 4 that you are... you know that i love you SO SO SO MUCH!!!!! you know that i mean you!!!!!