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Lunar Storm

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About Me

I am an introvert who lives in my own world most of the time. I believe that I won't be completely understood or appreciated until after I'm dead. I have to keep myself perpetually entertained in order not to go insane. I value my creativity immensely. I am always frightened that it will someday disappear like everything else inevitably does in this wretched existence. I feel more comfortable when I am alone. My favorite number is 12. I'm what you could call a "determinist". Free will is an illusion. We really have no control. Even when you make a choice, you are a slave to your true nature and obviously limited by the choices available to you at the given time. The choice was already made for you and couldn't have happened any other way. I don't mean any of this in a mystical or spiritual way. I consider myself a dark agnostic who leans heavily toward the non-existence of a god or gods. I love music, the rain, history, sports, nature, and animals. I despise modern existence. I play guitar/keyboard/bass, and I have over 30 musical projects.{}

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Fellow metallers, bands, and fans.

My Blog

Misc...

I don't really feel like writing....but I realized how long it's been since my last blog. I'm in a strange phase at the moment. I've been off of antidepressants for a little while and have been search...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 03:49:00 GMT

Tears in the Rain

  TEARS IN THE RAIN PLAGUED BE THY NAME DARK TYRANNY OF DESPAIR THE RIVER OF SORROW WILL ALWAYS RUN BLACK ALL ONE CAN EVER HOPE FOR IN LIFE IS A CHANCE BUT WHAT CHANCE DOES ONE REALLY HAVE? P...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 00:08:00 GMT

12/4/08

It's been a tough tough week for me. I've been suffering from withdrawal symptoms while getting off Paxil. Needless to say, I took a serious beating. I slept like 18 hours one day and 2 hours the day ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 23:57:00 GMT

Terrible News

On August 2nd, my precious wife passed away. The likely cause was an overdose of painkillers. We were about 3 weeks away from moving to Las Vegas and starting a new life together. I loved her so much....
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 03:02:00 GMT

Finally....

    I have met my true love. She has brought me back from the dead and never ceases to surprise and impress me. I didn't think I was capable of feeling love again. She is so perfect for...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:32:00 GMT

T.S. My Heart Is Dust

I don't think there is much left of me. My heart would slip through my fingers like grains of sand if I were to try to hold it. I wish I could have it back my beautiful enchantress of sorrow and decay...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 06:57:00 GMT

Over My Dead Body

I CAN'T FALL APARTFOR I AM ALREADY IN PIECESLIFE IS A WINTERAND I AM FREEZING TO DEATHTHE COLD WIND WHISPERS MY NAMETHE SUN IS NOT FOR MECAN ANYONE TELL MEWHAT I HAVE?CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY&WHY MY SPI...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 06:54:00 GMT

Shed No Tears For Me

YOU WERE MY EVERYTHINGMY LIGHT WHEN THE ENTIRE WORLD SEEMED BLEAKMY WARMTH WHEN THE COLD CREPT INTO MY BONESEVERY OUNCE OF MY SOUL WAS YOURSEVERY BEAT OF MY HEARTBUT NOW YOU'LL SHED NO TEARS FOR MEWHE...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 06:48:00 GMT

Oops I did it again.....

I cut my mop and now I look like I'm back in the military. What can I say, I just can't handle having long hair. I've tried it over and over again. It doesn't work for me. I don't think I look as...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 02:57:00 GMT

Lunar Strangeness

There's something that really freaks me out. Whenever I say something, the opposite happens. Here are a few recent examples that can be heaved onto the evergrowing pile. I told a co-worker the other d...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 09:24:00 GMT