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My aim of my life is to make pictures and drawings, as many and as well as i can; then, at the end of my life, I hope to pass away, looking back with love and tender regret, and thinking, Oh the pictures I might have made!!!!!!.. and to make music, and find a girl to sing and dance and read poetry in my band, and be a DJ!!! MY DJ NAMES ; DJ Shadow on the Sun, go DJ esus the devil, go DJ esus the devil King KONG the Klown, DJ Krazy with a K, Dj Britney J Hitler, DJ Billy Conquest, DJ PIGPEN, go DJ esus King of the Universe, go DJ esus Satan, Dj ETernal Jocose Joker Dream, but mainly just go DJ esus for the moment!!!!! I am a DJ lookin for work, I play a mix of old/new, industrial/noise/metal/punk/electro/dirty electro/sludge/doom/drone/atmospheric static/ambient noise/psychadelic rock/classic rock/sci-fi soundtracks mixed with wagnerian operas/ disco/techno/house/progressive psytrance/etc......on vinyl and cd.. i am available to play at private parties, pubs, clubs, weddings, anywhere!!!!! I am a star child, Britney Jc et Hitler, the marylyn manson for the mushroom generation, and tibetan throat chanting solves the rest.........,....Hitler is a king Gorilla that lives in my head like King Kong playing the war drums, marching beats, sitting there staring into the abyss, laughing, which stares back, laughing..........................OMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! poem; His gaze, going past those bars, has got so misted with tiredness, it can take in nothing more. He feels as though a thousand bars existed, and no more world beyond them than before.Those supply powerful paddings, turning there in tiniest of circles, well might be the dance of forces round a centre where some mighty will stands paralyticly.Just now and then the pupils' noiseless shutter it lifted.- Then an image will indart, down through the limbs' intensive stillness flutter, and end it's being in the heart of darkness!!!!visibility: I am lost in astonishment. I look as though i have absconded from a troupe o mimes, enthusiastic, fabulous. My very existence is improbable, inexplicable, and altogether bewildering! I am an insoluble problem. It is inconceivable how i have existed, how i had succeeded in getting so far, how i had managed to remain- why i did not instantly dissappear. I went a little farther, then still a little farther - till i had gone so far that i dont know how i'll ever get back. Never mind! Plenty time. I can manage. The glamour of youth enveloped my particoloured clothes, my destitution, my lonliness, the essential desolation of my futile wanderings. For months - for years - my life hadn't been worth a day's purchase; and here i am gallantly, thoughtlessly alive, to all appearance indestructible solely by the virtue of my few years and of my unreflecting audacity! Glamour urged me on, glamour kept me unscathed. I want nothing from the Earth but space to breathe in and to push on through. My need is to exist, and to move onwards at the greatest possible risk, and with a maximum of privation. The absolutely pure, uncalculating, unpractical spirit of the mushroom/monkey, had ever ruled a human being, it ruled this youth. It is all a jocose, eternal dream. We are the imaginations of ourselves, anything we imagine is real, to us. He was smiling too, smiling continuously at some endless and jocose dream of that eternal slumber!!!.......... ; width:450px;">
.. I am alive right now, and that's all that matters!!!!!! ............................................................ ............................................................ ..We are just vessels for all these alien and dead human spirits, that live in us, having a big party.There is no death, we just fly off into the universe and look for another alien organism to inhabit.They express themselves through my body. I am looking for a girl, and other musicians, to form a band with, write and sing songs, and read poetry . i wanna start a true rock'n'roll band were its more about the drinkin like iggy pop and jim morrison, that's the essence of rock'n'roll! I realised that we create our own reality. whatever you think about all day and listen to, and look at, and read, is what you will dream.if you just think about aliens and Hitler and listen to the red sun band, all day, that's what you will dream about, trust me. i am a ball of white light, inside a black hole, that is my universe, inside a savage space monkey, sittin on a rock, goin a million mile an hour! oh yeah i can feel it. just give me some 2cb synthetic mescaline and i can feel it!! hold on tight baby cos were on one hell of a ride. we are all in the mothership, planet earth, one big spaceship. i realised we are infintessibly small compared to the size of the known universe, like some coagulated stardust, but we are all just one universe, one multiverse, infinite universes. there is nothing of greater importance or value, it is all one!!!!!!!!! theres my rant for the day. >we are not even humans, we are pure concious energy!! inside the cocoon of the body through singing, chanting and meditation I can fly out of this fleshy prison. into space, we are multi-dimensional beings, can travel to other universes, in our mind. The following are some words that I like the sound of....you can sing them, say them out loud or say them out loud in your mind, however you want them to sound, is up to you. there is so much negativity in the world, we have to focus on the positive, Hitler set a lot of energy free. i am an open channel to let the universe flow through me, with me. the whole energy of the universe is inside me, i am flying a million miles an hour, with my galaxy, i can feel it, the coldness of space, the heat of the sun, is all in the ONE! step outside the mind, into the no-mind. from another side of the galaxy, i went just to knock on the front door and run they are cool sounding words... And the word Rhonda, the name of my band, think of an acronym for it and send it to me, i have already 360 of them on my blogs! i was very bored... my dream told me to tell you this... It's all just an electric dream....' For me it is so sweet, to just be! alive and breathing awake the rest is just a bonus. To be in the third millenium of human recorded history. To be and not to be in my mind. To step outside my body and fly into space. to infinity and beyond. To the outer limits of the human mind. Just fly into space and find new worlds and alien races in my mind! I have infinite selves, infinite souls, infinite spirits, infinite instinct. I have infinite past lives and futures. I am an infinite possibility piece of paper. To have my writing, poems and music fall on deaf ears, and my paintings to be displayed in dark halls, on forgotten alien worlds. They are for me and i created them, if anything else good happens to them, or from them, that is a bonus. To become one with the One, Multiverse. I am Mr Porl Britney Amy Winehose Jeff Dahmer Hitler Silence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hitler, why were you born, to save us all the trouble!! i am Britney Jeff Dahmer aka B.J. Dahmer aka B Jeff Dahmer aka Satandronicus Derloople sasquatch i am satan in hell i am god in heaven i am Britney J D i am a self confessed pop star, singer, guitarist, i like singing and long walks on the beach!! I had a dream that i am Satan, sent back in time in a worm hole by aliens. My mission in life is to create the most absurd, stupendous and beautiful images ever created, of balance and harmony!I was standing on the edge of the Abyss, and I realised there is know edge, I am the Abyss. I am an artist from Gerringong. I used to do figurative surrealist oil paintings of female alien nudes and visions of alien/demon apocalyptic battles. now i am into total abstraction, that is like a cross between Mark Rothko, Franz Kline, Willem DeKooning and Ian Fairwether. I am trying to starting a band called RHONDA, which I describe as 'Destructive Post-Apocalyptic Soundscapes of progressive Industrial, Psychadelic Noise Metal Abheration'.RHONDA stands for Raelien Hermit Occultist Nightly Dreams of Aliens!!! i am a singer and guitarist, and am lookin to start an ambient/industrial/progressive/noise/psychadelic/art rock band! i am looking for another guitarist/bass player/female vocalist/dj/samples/keyboards/synth/ and a drummer. influences; sigur ros, Ministry, ramstein, einsturzende naubauten, a perfect circle, Tool, Sunn O>], jimi hendrix. message if interested. i am from gerringong. i can do commissioned artworks, i can paint or draw just about anything, i can design Cd covers, posters, t- shirts anythin, message if interested.
Passive- A perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QFz3f82olM
Passive- A perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QFz3f82olM
The Nurse Who Loved Me - A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snyYIlhyjjI
Skinhead girl boxing www.oxbloodoi.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsGzJqO4Cgk
sigur ros - untitled #1 (vaka)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0AZIFmkogY
Sigur Ros Vanilla Bonus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqWEkam9H4w
"What if God Was One Of Us" - Music Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgSrIS-l1hE
Winnie the Pooh meets Apocalypse Now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rj_YPJvia8A
Rhonda 19/06/2008 pt1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vx0HzRJcUqQ
Tool - The Grudge (studio)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHX_DCygwpQ
Antoni Tàpies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iw2dhHrRBNg
Tool - Prison Sex (a Neon Genesis Evangelion AMV)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NA7Sz8dbwCQ
TOOL-SCHISM-MYSTIC VIDEO WITH PIC OF ALEX GREY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9XnuuJTq54
Hitlers Works Of Art
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5oyp_OH1fGo
Tool Live Sober
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BDxLdfPR3s
Lloyd the Bartender scene 1, The shining
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0g1WUTuIQ8
2001 Goodfellas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qfn3Wk_LnI4
Einstürzende Neubauten - from the film "1/2 Mensch"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GPuOrroqEs
Sunn o))) - Orthodox Caveman drone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vS53zy-DPF8
Runzelstirn & Gurgelstock
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNHjdvqe9s0
rammstein mein hertz brent
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeUml5CyVx8
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kraftwerk - trans europe express
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWlgbAc3bbM
Kraftwerk - Europe Endless 1977
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGUUdSLqekI

Dedicated to all those people who thought it was impossible to dance to kraftwerkEurope endless, what a nice track PREVIEWS http://www.dizzler.com/music/Kraftwerk/Europe_Endless http://www.juno.co.uk//miniflashplayer/SF117693-01-01-01.mp3 /PURCHASE http://www.amazon.co.uk/Trans-Europe-Express-Kraftwerk/dp/B0 00087HXN/ref=sr_1_5/202-83...

The Joker & Harley Quinn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLwHeqf4bbk
The Joker's Faces - A Joker Comic Tribute Dark Knight
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKEfvhKZf4g
Varga Girl +
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNCKzhUl0Cg
IDM fellini's la strata set to aphex twins avril 14th
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2O6J4n6gPk
Autechre - Altibzz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3ZyEGTIsvE
Tool - Rosetta Stoned (last 47 secs in video response)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIJAfbiRX7s
Wonder Woman defeated by Joker and Harley Quinn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-slShG31gf0
Beginner Marching Beats
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5DmaB13Utk
Find and buy Meshuggah Tickets at Ticketmaster.com
http://www.ticketmaster.com/Meshuggah-tickets/arti...

Hellboy Tribute - My Sweet 666
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdNet9wMpg8
Lucifer Rising part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qnogbc_mRFc