La FEmMe~* - ProfilesArchive

About Me

When your up, it's never as good as it seems, and when your down you never think your gonna be up again, but life goes on...money isn't real. It doesn't really matter. It only seems like it does.

- Enamoured with reality and the abstracT - AmbitiouS - Attracted to aggressivenesS - Rebellious when restricteD - SharP - Turned on by efficiencY - Intense & unrulY - Endless renovatioN - Easily SuffocateD - Realistic Pessimist - Sensitive and easily hurT - Living for entertainment and leisurE - AnxiouS-Learning to communicate EmotioN - Temperamental and IntellectuaL - Romantic on the insidE - ExtravaganT - Sense of entitlemenT - Honest & loyaL -

I am attracted to those who
are unbridled and free.
I feel the most alive when things
are straight-forward,
and I'm told that I'm loved.
I care about society,
loyalty and commitment.

I won't start a relationship
unless my whole heart is in it.

My Interests

Dance is my free therapy.
Beats are my raison d' etre.
I throw my cards on the table,
but there's an ace up my sleeve.
Chocolate is my daily inspiration.
Hell is being close
without intimacy.
I'm guarded,
but I have a huge heart.

Those who disregard chivalry
perplex me.
Fulfill my expectations & you
will satisfy me.
My inclination to ignore
problems is an unwillingness
to delay gratification.
Straight or with a twist
bad girls makes good company.
In my next life I'm going to be a guy,
and I'm going to be a slut.
Don't let your talent take you
where your character can't keep you.
The feet I step on today
will be connected to the ass
I kiss tomorrow.
Pain is inevitable,
happiness is earned.

I'd like to meet:

Resident Rockstars... Music Whores...Amateur Philosophers...Egotistical Entrepreneurs...Bleeding Hearts...Cold Hard Bitches...Soul Junkies.

Music:

MaximalMicroMacroCutupDub
MinimalGlitchJungleTechNoise
FolkHouseRocktronics.
...and a little IndieEmoRock

Television:

TV is an awesomely powerful drug.

Books:

East of Eden, Gone With the Wind,
Romeo & Julliet,Caesar & Brutus,
Great Expectations, The Golden
Compass, The Kite Runner, Shantaram
The Art of Happiness, Modulations

Heroes:

THOSE WHO BALANCE STRENGTH & GRACE

My Blog

wailing my vanities...

When I walk down the street and see the things that make me sick or sad about the world I live in, a song that Adam gave me acts as my default soundtrack. I can't say it better, be...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:34:00 PST

"Mad World"

All around me are familiar facesWorn out places, worn out facesBright and early for their daily racesGoing nowhere, going nowhereAnd their tears are filling up their glassesNo expression, no expressio...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:28:00 PST

the broken

2 fold are they 1 lost, 1 forgiven. Both wronged, yet only 1 healing. The chances, the odds, the twists and turns...the breaks. The breaking, the hurt, the broken: the struggle. I would spend my life ...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:18:00 PST

Billy Bob Thorton on LOVE

ELLE: What's the most emasculating thing a woman has ever done to you?BILLY BOB THORNTON: There was this girl in sixth grade who supposedly liked me. You know when you're swinging on a swing, and some...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 12:41:00 PST

Olive Garden!

I just want you to know that I could win a dinner for two to the Olive Garden if I vote on whether or not I think Condie Rice should run for president. that's not soup and bread sticks people, that's ...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:25:00 PST

May 28th, 2001

In trading in my crazy teriyaki stir-fry life of late for a more simple and clean french plating presentation, I have realized how the day I thought would never arrive is instead fast approaching. I h...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 11:08:00 PST

life really is a bowl of cherries

I turned that dried out bunt cake into KICK ASS chocolate vanilla rum bread pudding. life's what you make of it, and today it tastes sweet!
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:49:00 PST

Craft v. Art

I put this together tonight while mourning the ruin of my potentially orgasmic chocolate bunt cake. It went from not quite ready to surprisingly dry before I knew what happened. Ode to ...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 01:02:00 PST

A mark of permanence:

I love tattoos, but I'm afraid of them. Afraid of permanence. Afraid of committing to an idea, a moment, an image or worse: a fleeting perception of reality. I believe I am ever-evolving. So why...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 11:15:00 PST

Colloquialisms

Colloquialism: an informal expression not used in formal speech or writing. Colloquialisms can include words (such as "gonna" or "grouty"), phrases (such as "ain't nothin'" and "dead as a doornail"),...
Posted by La FEmMe sTaRFucKer~* on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 02:27:00 PST