HEY it Roxanne everyone know me as a tomboy but everything charnge and I'm asking god I ask every day out of everybody in the world I end up this way no one else suffers like me I would like to know why "why no one else has to werry or shed tears and cry I was the one who cared for everybody and put everyone before my self I was there for firend's when they fell no one was left but still I'M the one with agony and pain with no one to blame but drugs and slane I think to myself what should I do I fell like a lost soul so I''m asking u so god answer my preyers as "I ask for advice so I can know why I ask once now twice..