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(Fallen Angel)

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About Me

I am the one, the only (Fallen Angel). Once among god's highest of beings, my downfall was love. I put my trust into people i shouldn't have, and believed in the ones who were bound to lie to me. Once full hearted and caring, my heart has turned cold and black, and there is no bringing it back. So confide in the (Fallen Angel) if you must, my ears are always listening, my eyes are always seeing, but i will never feel again. I will keep your secrets well and always will be neutral, I never take part in bitter arguements or bickering. It's not my place, no, my place is to sit and watch, sit and listen, and watch mankind run itself down a path of self destruction through deciept and lies. And when all fall and each one points the finger at who to blame, i shall speak the truth, show you the light to the reason of your downfall. For it is I, who shall show you the path. In Nomeni Patris Et Fili Spiritus Sancti.
Rest in peace Finley, You will be forever in our thoughts, and i know you're watching over us every day... it's just like you and we all know that you've got our backs. Take care up there man, I'll see you again soon. I love you brother.
And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patris Et Fili Spiritus Sancti.

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Relapse

So for the time being, i'm back to drinking again. and you know what that means! more blogs! Why is it that the day after going to a funeral for someone you really care about is by far the most painfu...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 03:37:00 GMT

Anxiety induced insomnia

I absolutely love those nights were sleep is almost impossible. no matter how tired you are, no matter how long you keep your eyes closed and lay in bed. Insomia egged on by anxiety, now that's a part...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:58:00 GMT

Medicate

Isn't it sad when you realize that nowadays you have to pretty much medicate yourself into a chemical induced coma to make everything ok? I just randomly started thinking about this. so i figured i'd ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:40:00 GMT

Re-invent

So i've been doing a lot of thinking since my last blog. thanks largely to my good friend Annie - you're advice is always welcome with me. but what she said made me think, i need to re-invent myself. ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:51:00 GMT

Going through the Motions

It's been a while since i've posted anything up here. aside from the R.I.P blog. but all that aside, things have been good. well... as good as they can be. i'm extremely thankful for what i have, a gr...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 01:47:00 GMT

R.I.P

Far too often we see young people pass for no real good reason. Finley passing at 22, now Megan at 17. It's a very sobering experience however, and in a sense makes you realize that life is too short ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:37:00 GMT

Reprocussions

I honestly cannot believe the things that have happened recently. disrespected by the two people i thought were two of my best friends. words cannot describe how much i resent you both. You fucked up....
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 20:39:00 GMT

Insomnia

So i'm laying in bed, trying to sleep, and tonight seems to be one of those completely random my mind won't stop racing kinda nights. One completely random thought connected to another completely rand...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 01:27:00 GMT

Updates... and then some...

It's been a while since i've posted a new blog on here. I've been relatively busy. oh but where to start... This last tuesday we celebrated the life of Finley... it's been one year since he passed. it...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:06:00 GMT

Stay Alive

Your fingers were crossedBehind your backBefore you ever gave me a chanceBut now I have learnedTo trust myself and I don't need anyone elseNo one's here to light the candleNo one's here to light the w...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 22:08:00 GMT