wasted

i think im feeling better? not really sure. all i do now is listen to music, work out, and drive around sometimes. i think im pushing my body too hard but i honestly dont care. its just one step to ge...
Posted by on Tue, 25 May 2010 15:29:00 GMT

projects

remembering days when you didnt need to worryits hard to keep the memories that get more and more blurrypeople faces, all the places start to bleed togetherall the good times you wish could last forev...
Posted by on Thu, 06 May 2010 20:54:00 GMT

eh

why do i dwell on pointless things? it fuckin bugs me. why cant i be a typical person and blow things off like its no big deal? fuck i hate how weak i am. i let such petty bullshit get to me. i miss w...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Apr 2010 13:41:00 GMT

choices

i have a few options that will decide a lot in my life to come. one im totally ready for but i have a bad feeling so i guess ill have to back out :/. another is be stuck here for a bit longer but even...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Apr 2010 13:31:00 GMT

what the fuck haha

whats with everyone tryin to talk to me now like their my fucking bestfriend? sure some are totally cool and we were once close, but some random ass fucks are all up in my shit. back the fuck up, for ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Apr 2010 01:01:00 GMT

unfinished..and old

.............. This poor soul, damned forever to hell.... Teased with happiness, only to have it taken away.... His pain grew worse with each passing day.... Looking for help in all th...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Apr 2010 13:28:00 GMT

kinda sucks right

.............. Clinging to every single last breath, waiting for the point of death.... She awaits her escape from pain, with rivers flowing from her veins.... Thoughts of hope float in h...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Apr 2010 13:22:00 GMT

realistic thinking

ive let people affect me too much. its just not me to let people in and talk so much about things, so why did i start that shit? what the fuck i show people weakness in confidence and they exploit it....
Posted by on Tue, 06 Apr 2010 12:56:00 GMT

morning thinking

is it bad when youre pissed off or sad all the time? i dont even know what causes it. well maybe i do...ive kinda begun to figure out why im so fucked up..but thats not for here. i wanna talk about so...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Mar 2010 07:42:00 GMT

drowning

..im dragging myself farther and farther down without even trying. its the lack of trying thats destroying me :( i have no motivation to do anything. most of the time i dont even know whats going on a...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Mar 2010 00:06:00 GMT