Isn't it weird how relationships work? You have so many differnent types of relationships in your life. Then there are the two that matter most in your high school years. You have relationships with friends that are supposed to be there forever, yet one day they are no longer there. Then you have boyfriends and girlfriends. Each time you go into a relationship, you only think about how happy you are right then. You don't think about all of the pain you will someday go through when this particular relationship ends. You laugh with that special person, not realizing all those laughs they are giving you will soon enough be replaced with tears they cause. But the thing you have to think about is: is this going to be worth it in the end? You have to have fun sometime in your life, and you have to fall in love. Without love, where would so many people be? If you just went around protecting yourself and your heart forever, then you would never feel so many emotions that people are meant to feel. Love, for one. Pain would be another. Even if you are the one who breaks up with the other person, there is still some pain in ending a relationship with someone who you grew to be so close with, or just in knowing you are hurting someone you care about. Happiness comes with love, and sadness comes with pain. You go from being scared in the beginning, to having fun and falling for the person, to being in love, to having a broken heart. It's all part of the cycle you go through. Sometimes the pain lasts longer than the actual relationship did, but it's up to you to change that. You have to move on. It will do you NO good to just sit and dwell on old times; they are in the past now. It ended for a reason, and whether it was a good reason or not, well, it's not up to you to judge. The point is it's over now and you should be thankful for the time you had with that other person. You got a chance to become really close and get to know a great person, and if they weren't so great, who cares! Maybe next time you'll look better before you make your choice. Don't waste your life being depressed and worrying about "what if's" and what you could have done to make a different outcome. It's too late now, and there is no going back. Look to the future and plan how to change things the next time. Always look at what you have left; never look at what you have lost!--toni lynn jones
[Marital Status] SINGLE =]
[Shoe size] 5
[Parents still together] yes
[Siblings] brother = Matt
[Pets] doggies named GIZMO & ONIX!
FAVORITES
[Color] purple
[Number] 14
[Animal] doggie
[Drinks] hmm.. juicy juice
[Soda] Dr. Pepper/Cherry coke
[Book] uhhh i dont read
[Flower] Rose =]
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] sure do
[Twirl your hair?] haha when im pissed
[Have tattoos?] nope
[Have Piercings?] yes 8 of them
[Cheat on tests/homework?] haha who doesn't?
[Drink/Smoke?] sometimes
[Like roller coasters?] LOVE THEM
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] FLORIDA
[Want more piercings?] YES
[Like cleaning?] NOOOOOOO
[Write in cursive or print?] both
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] haha yah
[Own a cell phone?] sure do
[Ever get off the damn computer?] nope i live on it
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] with my brother
[Considered a life of crime?] uhh. no
[Considered being a hooker?] LOL. no
[Lied to someone?] yes =<[/b>
[Been in love?] thought i was.. but it was a joke
[Been in lust?] thought so
[Used someone] not in a sexual way
[Been used?] yah. felt like it
[Been cheated on?] YES.. =[ I HATE YOU BITCH!
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] hahah sure have
[Stolen anything?] yes
[Held a gun] no that's scary
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] &..39;
[Current mood] AHHH!
[Current taste] chips
[What you currently smell like] very sexy for her
[Current hair] down
[Current thing I ought to be doing] cleaning the house
[Current cd in stereo] James Blunt
[Last book you read] the Great Gastby
[Last movie you saw] the omen
[Last thing you ate] cheese
[Last person you talked to on the phone] BIRDDDDY
[Do drugs?] uhhh no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yes
Remember your first love?] yes. johnny.
[Still love him/her?] yes in a friendly way
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] sure do. they are the nicest ppl ever
[Believe in miracles?] yes.
[Do well in school?] i do ok
[Wear hats] somtimes
[Hate yourself?] for doing stupid shit YES
[Have an obsession?] yes
[Collect anything?] yah. TY's
[Have a best friend?] yessssss many of them
[Close friends?] yess
[Like your handwriting?] uhh no
[Care about looks] for the most part
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] Johnny.
[First kiss] Johnny.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] sure do
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Are you a tease?] been called one
[Too shy to make the first move?] depends on who it is.
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] always.
[Bitch/Asshole] can be
[sarcastic] always
[Angel] you no it!
[Devil] no
[Shy] sometimes
[Talkative] ha. yes
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!heartline lyts
