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There is no refuge from confession but suicide

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What is there to say about me well I am a full time student at MFU (Southern West Virginia Community and Technical College) I'm in the I.T. Field (Information Technology) I and the owner of Disturbedmedia.com / net I hope that one day it will become the new Google or youtube. Hey I can dream can't I? Any way People seem to believe I'm a great person I don't know why but I guess they are entitled to their own opinion. I have Been a wrestling fan as long as I can remember. Wrestling is my passion and one day I hope to wrestle professionally. I'm also a huge NBA fan I watch every game I can, though The Bulls are my #1 team. Lets see time to talk about the past a little. I was born in a little town called Man WV. When I was 6 months old my Parents (Frank and Kathy Mullins) moved to Saint Charles Illinois. We lived there until A lot of stuff happen in school and we then decided to move back to WV. I have been here ever since.

Enough with all the stuff now I can't believe you're still reading this, wait are you or has my rambling bored you to death? I will now mention the people who mean the most to me and why. Look if I forgot someone its not because I hate you or you don't mean anything to me its just Imjust running out of time cause I'm suppose to be in class lol.

First

My Parents : I don't know what I did to deserve them I can honestly say that there are none greater then they are and I thank God for them. On August 27th 2006 They where in a near fatal 4 wheeler / motorcycle wreck, But by the glory of God they are here with me still. You wont find two more caring people then them. And I am the luckiest person to have them for parents.

Maggie : What can I say when ever I'm at my lowest you are there to pick me up. I mean there was times I wanted to end it all and for some strange reason you are always there and always know what to say. I am proud to call you my best friend. You mean the world to me and I will always be there for you and Bertha and little Paco. I would say more about you but it would take me forever to express all the pleasure you bring in to my life. And I don't want to offend anyone so I will stop there just know Margo you are always #1 in my heart BFF. And God has brought an Angel into my life.

Patty : Another person who has always been there for me .You are my family and I thank God for that you really know how to brighten up my day. Though we live states apart I know I can always count on you and you should know the same. You're my Rummy partner and thats huge

Tabby : Hey you mean a lot to me we are so class and I thank God for that. Over the past few years we have gotten close again and that means the world to move. When I seen you in the hospital on that one night I felt like I was looking at my world going away. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. And I wish there was a way I could really show you but there is nothing on earth that can show that much love. I hope we continue to grow closer and I want you to know if you ever need me I am here for you.

J-Unit : Well over the past few years me and Jessica have gotten pretty close and she is awesome. I mean you can tell she’s a part of this family because she acts so crazy, which if you know my family then you know what I’m talking about Lol. But I hope to continue to grow even closer to her because family is all you really have in this world.

Daniel : It’s hard to put in to words how I feel about this guy. I mean even though he is a cousin to me he feels more like a brother. I don’t know what I would have done without him growing up when there is no one else I can talk to I know I can turn to Daniel. We use to do everything together but he works like mad crazy now so I only get to see him on family get together s. But I guess that’s a part of life. Any way Daniel I want you to know you are my best friend and my brother from a different mother forever man.

Chris : Man since moving to West Virginia we have been like best friends. We use to do everything together even though we had one big fight when we first meet and I threw your bike in the trash lol. We have been to Illinois and back and even though we don’t see each other much I’m always here for ya. It’s like we have switched roles the last few years. Use to I was the one working all the time while you sat at home and now it’s the other way around lol. Anyway I want you to know I always here if ya need me.

Sean : You have been one of my closet friends since moving to West Virginia. I’m so glad you’re back. Me & you have taken the TWF to the next level and I know one day we will take whatever wrestling federation we work for to the same. Though I have chosen to go to Houston instead of Atlanta with you I know we will keep in touch. And share are bumps and bruises story with each as we train. But I know in the end it will be worth it.

Matt : Man you’re like a little brother to me and we have been close since as far back as I can remember. If you ever need me you know I’m a phone call away. Man I have so many memories of you and me doing stupid stuff growing up. Like when we taped the fight between you and my cousin lol. And like Chris we have been to Illinois and back even to NC and back so I just want you to know you mean a lot to me man.
I mean we are unstoppable. I will add more later about how wonderful you are but I'm heading to class.

Movies:

Ok this is a point less video I'm not going to lie. I got a new camera to quote my teacher Matt "Most Bad Ass Thing Ever"
The Sony Handycam® Camcorder (DCR-SR80) But the one cool thing is there will be more pointless video like this one soon. So untill them watch this lol.

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