I've lost my fear of falling profile picture

I've lost my fear of falling

preach all you want, but who's gonna save me? i keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock

About Me

i'm Britt i'm 20 lesbian. i have 4 tattoos, 7 piercings. i'm mistaken for a guy all the time i hate fake people and the "punk/emo" trend music is my life. i can never make up my mind. i have a twin, named Lisa, in Massachusetts. i work alot. i'm in love with the most amazing girl ever. [07.02.05]♥ Loves♥ skateboarding. music. playing guitar. my chemical romance ♥♥ hoodies. tattoos/piercings. melissa. writing. the MCRmy. sporks. photography. mohawks. androgyny.
"I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song"



Give me a shot to remember, And you can take all the pain away from me. A kiss and I will surrender, The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead. I'd like to burn all the empires, Too bad the sun is ashamed to rise and be In love with all of these vampires, So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
"So I say thank you for the scars and the guilt and the pain. Every tear I've ever cried has sealed your fucking fate. What did you mistake me for, a fool? Or were you just too blind to see that every effort made has failed and there is no destroying me.."
"There she goes again, another masquerade in false circumstance. She'll fuck you just for the taste. I just wish I could replace all the memories of what makes my blood run cold. And as your blood flows through me, I say goodbye to what we had"
Am I being too cryptic? Am I being too obscure? Love kills, romance is dead. And I don't even trust myself, but I love you. And you can pull my wings apart and pin me down under glass until the end of days if it can help you discover that we share the same pain. I just hope you write your thesis before your subject is dead. No life after death.."
"Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?"
"..pull the trigger and the nightmare stops.."

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Punk Rock Pinup Girls
♥♥ the five most amazing guys in the world. I love you.
best fucking show, EVER.

My Interests

skateboarding, music, gay pride, punk, heavy metal, black nailpolish, writing, kissing, my chemical romance, tattooing people, girls, hanging out with my friends, chinchillas, rise against, womens football, shopping, sex, piercings, tattoos, being myself

Music:


Avenged Sevenfold MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ♥♥ From First To Last ♥♥ Thrice Trivium ♥♥ Marilyn Manson ♥♥ From Autumn to Ashes Deadstar Assembly ♥♥ Eighteen Visions ♥♥ The Misfits ♥♥ The Blood Brothers The Offspring Underoath Fear Factory Cauterize ♥♥ Blue Eyed Suicide ♥♥ The Summer Obsession ♥♥ Bullet For My Valentine ♥♥ Nirvana The Unseen Hit The Lights Lower Definition Four Letter LieLike a Movie ♥♥ Green Day Atreyu ♥♥ Senses Fail ♥♥ The Sleeping ♥♥ Story of the Year Brand New Silverstein Motion City Soundtrack Blinded Black Iron MaidenKoRn ♥♥ Liability of My Own ♥♥ RISE AGAINSTMurderdollsFalling Over FailureScenes From a Movie ♥♥ JamisonParker Cute Is What We Aim For Taking Back Sunday System of a Down ♥♥ Something Corporate The Perfect Victim ♥♥ Dear Whoever ♥ Metallica Eminem SlipknotKiss Mest Scary Kids Scaring Kids Chimaira ♥♥ Matchbook Romance The Used ♥♥ Bayside ♥♥ Bon Jovi& lots more. i listen to lots of different stuff.

Movies:

SLC Punk, The Benchwarmers, Cruel Intentions, Alot Like Love, Bound, Girl Interrupted, The Crow, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Detroit Rock City, Taking Lives, Boys Don't Cry, The Longest Yard, American History X, Saw II & III, House Of 1000 Corpses, Devil's Rejects

Television:

Law & Order, House, One Tree Hill, Will & Grace

Heroes:




My Blog

HELP ME!

Help me win tickets/meet and greet passes for My Chemical Romance's showon April 29th at the Bryce Jordan Center in University Park, PA! it's easy..1. add MCR as a friend.2. go to their blog...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:58:00 PST

..and without you is how i disappear.

best fucking night of my life. Rise Against.  wasn't feeling them too much at first, maybe it's because i only knew a few songs. the lead singer was really hard to hear & they really didn't i...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 02:44:00 PST

read.

i felt like writing. this definitely isn't the best.. mostly just phrases and thoughts thrown together. i'd appreciate it if everyone read all of it. we used to be one.. if you were hurting, i felt yo...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:57:00 PST

i'm in love with this song.

Father I've sinnedover and over and over and over againSorry my friends..I'm such a messI'm doing the best I canShe says "where ya goin? where ya been?"She says "I don't want you hanging out with them...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:53:00 PST

written by Rachel, this is amazing ♥

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they're walking right past you with tears in their eyes and cuffs on their wrists and you cant run over and hold them?when at the momen...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

your guardian angel ♥

When I see your smileTears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 03:40:00 PST

you deserve much better than me

I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you B...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:51:00 PST

update♥

things are going a lot better. my eye is almost healed and i got most of melissa's stuff ready for her brother to come pick up. most of you know that we broke up last week.. if you...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 07:42:00 PST

skateboarding is life [pics]

...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 11:57:00 PST

= sex, drugs, & cocoa puffs =

i had an interview at Vectron International today & i have an interview at Ross (the distribution center)  on Monday. if i don't get a job soon i'm going to fucking die. . . what else i...
Posted by Merci Pour Le Venin ♥ [MCRmy™] on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST