withdrawl demons |
still feel nothing. cant smile, cant think, cant talk, no strength to do anything. im angry at everyone, im angry at myself...im surprised i can even type this. i want to feel better, these demons wil... Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:04:00 GMT |
Fuckhead. |
its been like about 13 or 14 days after detox.... i feel a bit better as the days go on.i dont feel suicidal anymore but i feel so apathetic about everything. i can barely smile and that sucks cus whe... Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:49:00 GMT |
im losing it ;( |
Didnt you see it coming?the tears on my pillowthe constant fear i will one day lose you.the yearn to feel somthing.anything! i cant.wave after wavei drown all my sorrowsstorm after stormim still here.... Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 06:55:00 GMT |
happiness!? where is it? |
i want to be normal again.how can i be that when everything is so fucked up in this life?its sooo difficult being me when everyday i feel like im running away from myselfi want to feel again.a nurse t... Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 20:00:00 GMT |
Killkillkilllkillkillkillkillkillkilllkillkilkillkillkill |
i cannot believe im still here,,,i close my eyes and im still here....i dont want to be...not like this!i wanna goi hate myself for hurting people.my mom, dad,and dear husbandeveryone is digging their... Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:02:00 GMT |
panic attack |
brighter lights then usualnoise not sound.laying in my bed with all the lights off, pathetic.hese trying to manipulate mei know his games already!touch me inapropriatly, ill punch you once more...conf... Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:08:00 GMT |
Ok...ok...ive had enough! |
Just coming on here because im soooo upset, im so frustrated with this government! >;( with the stupid dumb ass laws we have in the states but anyhow... The fucking NJ prosecuter wants to give my h... Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 18:30:00 GMT |
Iboga |
i know its expensive, but i wanna get a Ibogaine treatment.im on a methedone program right now, on 80 mg, and im already sick of going there and ive been there for a month now.Iboga is a MIRICLE life ... Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 12:00:00 GMT |
Astral Projection |
omg! Im having the most realistic, the most vivid dreams anyone could possibly have! seriously, everythings all clear and colorfull and i can almost feel every sensation!!! its alsmot like imn telapor... Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:03:00 GMT |
*Angel* By thierry Mugler. |
wow,one of my favorite fragrances right now, well there are two at the moment....Viva la juicy-juicy couture and Angel by thierry mugler.Angel especially because its sensual, somewhat comforting and s... Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 18:15:00 GMT |