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About Me

My name is janette and im a recovering adict. Im just a girl with alot on her plate. Ive expereinced almost everything, and can deal with practically anything. Iv'e got a strange sence of humor,a semi-neurotic personality, im extremely random and usually have too much on my mind...IM NOT BI-POLAR! i love animals, i watch too much damn TV, i wear my favorite skinny jeans as if its the only pair i own. dima&i are the most amazing married couple in the world! i love faggots all shapes and sizes, dyke's too! Once apun a time i was a rugmuncher too...=P#.I dont like Judgmental people. If you dont like me, dont add me, if you dont want to hear what i have to say, dont read my blog. I dont want your nagtive comments either... "The best way to get away from the negative DRAMA is to isolate yourself from negative friends".-ME. "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again."-Sylvia Plath.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who wont critisize me. People with the same issues. people that understand me, SHY people like myself, and GIRLS to hang wiff, XoXo ;-* I'd also like to meet Amy winehouse, i fucking adore her!! Id also want to meet Quinten tarrentino cus hese one crazy son of a bitch! other then that i have met my soul-mate and im happier then i have ever was in my entire life! [Dima&i are like kids in high school that have crush's on eachother and its like that everyday. It's a good feeling, Thats how you know your in LOVE

My Blog

withdrawl demons

still feel nothing. cant smile, cant think, cant talk, no strength to do anything. im angry at everyone, im angry at myself...im surprised i can even type this. i want to feel better, these demons wil...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:04:00 GMT

Fuckhead.

its been like about 13 or 14 days after detox.... i feel a bit better as the days go on.i dont feel suicidal anymore but i feel so apathetic about everything. i can barely smile and that sucks cus whe...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:49:00 GMT

im losing it ;(

Didnt you see it coming?the tears on my pillowthe constant fear i will one day lose you.the yearn to feel somthing.anything! i cant.wave after wavei drown all my sorrowsstorm after stormim still here....
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 06:55:00 GMT

happiness!? where is it?

i want to be normal again.how can i be that when everything is so fucked up in this life?its sooo difficult being me when everyday i feel like im running away from myselfi want to feel again.a nurse t...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 20:00:00 GMT

Killkillkilllkillkillkillkillkillkilllkillkilkillkillkill

i cannot believe im still here,,,i close my eyes and im still here....i dont want to be...not like this!i wanna goi hate myself for hurting people.my mom, dad,and dear husbandeveryone is digging their...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:02:00 GMT

panic attack

brighter lights then usualnoise not sound.laying in my bed with all the lights off, pathetic.hese trying to manipulate mei know his games already!touch me inapropriatly, ill punch you once more...conf...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:08:00 GMT

Ok...ok...ive had enough!

Just coming on here because im soooo upset, im so frustrated with this government! >;( with the stupid dumb ass laws we have in the states but anyhow... The fucking NJ prosecuter wants to give my h...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 18:30:00 GMT

Iboga

i know its expensive, but i wanna get a Ibogaine treatment.im on a methedone program right now, on 80 mg, and im already sick of going there and ive been there for a month now.Iboga is a MIRICLE life ...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 12:00:00 GMT

Astral Projection

omg! Im having the most realistic, the most vivid dreams anyone could possibly have! seriously, everythings all clear and colorfull and i can almost feel every sensation!!! its alsmot like imn telapor...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:03:00 GMT

*Angel* By thierry Mugler.

wow,one of my favorite fragrances right now, well there are two at the moment....Viva la juicy-juicy couture and Angel by thierry mugler.Angel especially because its sensual, somewhat comforting and s...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 18:15:00 GMT