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julian

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About Me

about me:

i survive on the hairline fractures of a half splayed heart that burns and sputters into darkness, like a bird flailing itself into the horizon i keep falling into the depths of my own realization: there was no joy in that sunlight.now i'm done with vanity mirrors and their pallid shining light. the morose queen who sat on the throne of man's heart grew hooves where her palms should be and has galloped into the darkness like a withered pony. no more brutes with wands, no more abbreviations of grandeur. from now on we fight the good fight

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

who i'd like to meet:

syrup sistas 90's kids who do their dirty work in the millenium guys who snort birth control pills off toilet seats big gurlz santogold bill callahan and girls named jessicka, not bitches who think they can rent an apt in west new york on a shoprite paycheck

My Blog

He is the rats star

    That morning I brought him to church with me. We always went together and we'd both laugh because that same day we'd do something terrible like have sex, or make fun of cancer patie...
Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 20:17:00 GMT

My Legacy is a Jigsaw Puzzle

I have climbed out of myselfand like a rocket, smashedinto the bright blue of the sky.It's broken pieces have fallen to the earth, the shards of some unrecognizable glass body.This is a jigsaw pu...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 15:49:00 GMT

Johnny

With brazen intent I plunged my head into the sink and held that knife a little too close to my face. No one was there to wrench it out of my hand. The knife was so close in fact that it was practical...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:07:00 GMT

The Human Abstract

We pulled the jeep out of the parking lot and onto the dirt road beside us. We drove for hours on end but I could not get the image of shrunken heads and malformed body parts out of my mind. Novelty ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 23:44:00 GMT

rain

to touch,to feel,to taste the rain on my skin,and watch the pitter-patterof its droplets hit my eyelids,like a bunch of heavy marbles. to open my eyesand look for a sun that isn't there,to choke ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 16:05:00 GMT

Shadow People

"Are you ready?" She said, "To make the change?" I knew what that meant. Every single night of this blazing summer we made the transformation. We melted into the walls. We became mere shadows of what ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 13:24:00 GMT

Exhale Into Winter

Breathing in nothing but dusk, I sat and resigned myself to your fate. Mom didn't mind my being out late, it was summer, she knew where I was. Right here watching you amidst the clangor of clothes and...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 16:27:00 GMT

Just Another Ignorant Teen

       For just a moment, I wish I had stayed a bunch of pixels on your computer screen. For just a moment, I wish that you had never asked to meet me. And for just a mom...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 13:29:00 GMT

God's Prying Eye

Some frustrated artist must have mashed a grey crayon against the bright blue of the firmament. The fuck up was definitely intentional. I was drawn naked, and even though the constant raining dampens ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 13:28:00 GMT