You're either the person you are or the person you're trying to be. Don't let the outside sway too far
from where you want to be.
And if it still fucking hurts then you still fucking know that you're still alive.
If this is just in our heads then we'll keep on living our perfect lie one day at a time. God bless our cheating hearts and damn your lies.
And finally I twist my heart round again, so that the bad is on the outside, and the good is on the inside and keep on trying to find a way of becoming what I would so like to be and could be, if there weren't any other people living in the world.
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing. Just stop planning the future, stop figuring out our feelings, stop deciding our minds and finding out what we want our hearts to feel, and just live for once.
Life is a lot better when you don't have to fake a smile.
When you're sleeping with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part.
It's the worst feeling the the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
