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chiel&lt;catastrophe&gt; &lt;r.i.p. dad&lt;3&gt;

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chiel

-the names chiel
-im 16 and a junior in high school
-i live in a small town full of rednecks and homophobes
-i dont like a lot of the ppl
-my friends mean more to me than anything and no one will ever replace them
-give me hugs and you'll own my heart
-music is my life
-i'll be nice to you until you give me a reason not to
-anything else you want to know..ask.

aim sn--DVSsk8grl or bledandxdied
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im done.

im done trying to find someone here who's gonna make me happy because that seems to be impossible.everytime i get close to being happy someone has to get in the way and mess things up for me.i've trie...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 09:35:00 PST

im sorry.

to all my friends: sorry i've been such a bad friend.sorry for not being there if you needed me.sorry for not keeping you infomed or just being distant in general.sorry if i've been mean.sorry if it s...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:14:00 PST

schedule.

mr. fennelly for homeroom.1)spanish 3 - grangereau2)c.p. english - blydenburgh3)c.p. civics american govt. - ritzheimer4)health - klinger5a)intro to digital media - nickellunch b6b)foundations of art ...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 07:30:00 PST

do it.

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:17:00 PST

sigh.

nothing is working out for me.the one thing that i thought might finally go right went all wrong.i just really want to give up right now....
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 11:11:00 PST

i hate her.

i hope she fucking chokes. c.h.i.e.l.x33...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 07:03:00 PST

i wish.

i wish i could tell him how i really feel. c.h.i.e.l.x33...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 05:53:00 PST

idk.

i havent posted in here in a while so heres an update.things arent really going so well.one person is making me incredibly sad and another person is making me really happy.but my depression always ove...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 04:36:00 PST

sick of everything.

mm things suck. i cant stand school or half the ppl there. but what else is new?  i cant stand all the whores and liars. they get real annoying real fast. whatever..   c.h.i.e.l.x33...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:27:00 PST

=]

so for the first time in idk how long things are actually going the way i want them toi havent been this happy and excited in so longno one knows how happy i was last nightandd no one knows how nervou...
Posted by chiel[[catastrophe]] [[r.i.p. dad<3]] on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 07:26:00 PST