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drown the city;тнєяєѕ α gιяℓ ι киσω ι ѕєє нєя єνєя∂αу, ѕнєѕ нσяяιвℓє ѕнєѕ тєяяιвℓє тнє ωσяѕт ιи єνєяуωαу иσвσ∂у ¢αяєѕ fσя нєя αи∂ иσвσ∂у ѕнσυℓ∂ ιтѕ нєя fαυℓт ѕнєѕ ѕσ мєѕѕє∂ υρ иσω ѕнєѕ αℓσиє fσя gσσ∂ ωнαт α ωσятнℓєѕ ωαѕтє σf ѕρα¢є тнιѕ gιяℓ ∂єѕєяνєѕ тσ ∂ιє ιтѕ иσт ℓιкє ѕнєѕ нαρρу αиуωαуѕ ѕнє ѕнσυℓ∂ נυѕт ѕαу gσo∂вує єνєяуσиє αяσυи∂ нєя נυѕт ωαитѕ нєя тσ ℓєανє, єνєяуσиє ι ¢αи тнιик σf вυт мσѕт σf αℓℓ ... мє ι нαтє нєя ѕσ мυ¢н ωιтн нαтяє∂ υиѕρσкєи тσ∂αу ι нιт нєя ιи тнє fα¢є ...αи∂ иσω тнє мιяяσя ιѕ вяσкєиSchyler, I know I say it often, but you’re the most incredible person I’ve ever met. I thank Chelsea for introducing us, but fate for bringing us together. Before I knew you, I was living a boring, apathetic repetitive life. I was just living a routine, nothing really mattered. I was so used to just waking up, going to school, coming home and sleeping. It was miserable. I was diagnosed with depression, and I thought I was crazy. I was so alone, I never had too many friends and I wasn’t very close to either of my parents. I would sit in my room alone all day watching TV or listening to music. Then, in ninth grade I met you. My world was turned upside down and everything changed for the better. I remember I creeped on your facebook page and got your AIM. I know I’m a creeper, but it’s okay. We started messaging each other, it was so amazing. We would stay up until three, four in the morning just talking to each other. I’ve never been able to talk to someone so long with out getting bored. The first time we hung out, we went to the movies. I don’t remember which one though; I was too focused on you. Towards the end of the movie though, you grabbed my hand and I melted. I instantly felt some kind of spark and my body was so nervous. I was afraid you would let go because my palms were so sweaty. We started hanging out after that, playing guitar hero and whatnot. The summer of 08 was the best summer of my life. I will never forget a single moment of it. I was even taken off my medication! Everyone noticed how much more happy, and confident I was with you. We had all the time in the world, and not anything to worry about. It was just us and nothing else mattered. Everyday I learned something new about you, and every time it never ceased to amaze me. I found every aspect of you intriguing. I wish I could go back and relive summer forever with you. The beginning of the new school year didn’t treat us too well, you working and I being grounded all the time. I’ll say it was the most miserable two months of my life with out you. But the past is the past and we made it through. None of that matters anymore, just here and now. You’re everything I have ever wanted Schyler. The best days of my life have been spent with you and I hope we can make even more memories together. I can say that everyday I fall more in love with you. I’ve fallen in love at the age of fifteen; I am the luckiest girl on this planet to have you. You will never know how much you mean to me but I’ll try and show you everyday. Thank you for everything, I can’t live with out you. You’re part of my soul now and with out you I’d die. I can’t wait to see what’s in store for us. I love you