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Without him....i dont know what I'd do...He's the best thing that has ever happened to me...

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MY NAME IS SHYLA ROCHELLE KYSTINA BALLMAN. I turned 22 on Jan 11th. I have 3 sisters, Sharon (21) Sammy (16) and Mariah (4) and I have 3 brothers Tom (20) John (17) and my brother in law Ben (22) I love my family more than anything in this world and would do anything for them no matter what.Without them i wouldnt be even half the person i am today.I also dont know what i would do without my cousin Jeana Christenson, she is probably one of the sweetest and best person i know in the whole world. She has been thro a lot and i look up to her. If you fuck with her I'll fuck you up. I love my gurlz *Kristin Kosier* *Angie Roslawski* *Heather Lindeen* *Lovely Viray* *Carina Bista* *Adria* *Dany* *Amanda* *Kim Neder* *Nicci Simpson* *Jessica Meyers* *Chantall Wheaton* *Denise Sukop* *Sara Bueno* *Alyssia Di'Matteo* *Jenny Schutz* and *Abby Schroble* Those ladies are my angels..They have helped me thro so much and try their hardest to make me smile when all i fell i can do is cry. I love my boyz *Jonathan Brown* *Bobby Patterson* *Mitch Cavataio* *Andrew Mielcariek* *Jeremy* *Marcus Jensen* *Kc Block* *Chad Nessler* *Dan Schaff* *Justin Manley* *Dustin Maas* *Chuck Gabor* ---you guyz are amazing and i love you all. Heres a little bit about me.....(I love) buying presents for people and feel good when i can make people smile.I love popping the poppies on the tops of sodas. I love taking pictures and doing photo shoots.I love watching scary movies and laughing til i cry. I love little kids. I love doing stuff for people. I love to read and sink myself into the book. I love Dvds and have about 200 in my collection. I love my 2005 orange cavalier. MY dream car is the 2006 mitsubishi eclipse spyder in orange. I love sledding and i love the snow.I LOVE captain,hes the only man that wont make you cry and he tasts good hehe. I love to sing and dance. I love to draw...I used to love to model. and I love the Bucks. (I dislike) people who mess with my family and friends. When i have to stay late at work and the customers are dicks. When people cheat on their loved ones...I hate stupid drivers. I hate liars. I hate when people chew with their mouths open. I hate that My Aunty Donna passed so soon. I hate that my cousin jeana wont talk to me.I hate bills. I hate crying...I hate not knowing what to do with my life. I hate smiling when all i ever want to do is cry..

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I love you Jb, more than anything.

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I LOVE MY LADIEZ MORE THAN ANYTHING!! WITHOUT THEM I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO!! I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!! MUAH XOXOXOXOX

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I LOVE JONATHAN BROWN MORE THAN ANYTHING IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! I WANT TO MARRY THIS MAN!!

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(WRITTEN BY BOBBY PATTERSON)Do you ever wish? Wish that you could make people know how you feel? Let them know that you think they are perfect. Wish and hope they felt the same way. Want them to know but you cant tell them. Wouldnt you want that person to be happy. You know that sheis the most beautiful women you have ever met. The way she laughs, The way she smiles, The way evertime that you see her, Butterflies are in your stomach. Want to say that ill always be here for you. Well in some of our cases that particular female lives almost 1000 miles away. And its almost impossible to start relationships. Theres times it works and times it dosent. The only way it works are if both people feel the same way. sometimes you feel like the whole world rides on this, and that everything has to go perfect. No, it dosent. A road without twist and surprises are boring. Just like life. Weather it is a surprise visit home to see her. Or a package recived in the mail. There are always ways to keep in touch. When you feel like there is no one else in the world, to that person i say i will always be there if you need me. Call, write, or text it doesnt matter. Because at the end of the day, i know you are safe and happy. And thats all it takes to make me happy. People get lucky in the world and some others dont. Well thats the way that life goes. So live it to the fullest you only get one. And live it to be yourself and for yourself. Life gets hard but thats life. Sometimes a loved one gets hurt but people will always be there to support you. Their called friends and dont ever forget them. Because when shit falls apart and you have nowhere to turn, its a friends house you make refuge at The friends that take care of you until you are happy and safe again. They are always there. Your friends might change but you'll always have them. And once again i find myself asking do you ever wish...

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MY HEROE IS MY AUNTY LADONNA SHE WAS THE STRONGEST PERSON AND MOST BEAUTIFUL LADY I HAVE EVER KNOW BESIDES MY MOM AND I MISS HER TERRIBLY EVERY DAY....... (my aunty donna is on the left and my mom is on the right)
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*I miss you so much Aunty...more and more every day and its so hard when your birthday comes around or Christmas or especially the day where you left us...I feel so bad all the time because the last time that i could of seen you i decided to go to a stupid modeling thing instead.I missed my last chance and i will forever hate myself for that.I keep thinking about when you pulled me aside the last time that i saw you and told me that you were scared that you were going to be forgotten. How could you ever think that...? A woman as amazing as you will never be forgotten.. ever..You are my heroe Aunty Donna..you were so strong and extraordinarily beautiful on the inside and out.It's so weird now when i come and visit Jeana and Uncle Ron because im so used to you waiting up for us til we got there no matter what the time and than Sharon, Jeana and I sleeping on the pull out couch and while we were falling asleep you and Mom would be in the kitchen talking and thats what we would fall asleep to.I even miss you making fun of me for alwayz dragging along my stuffed dog Jena and telling me that its ratty. You even bought me a new stuffed dog but its still not the same as Jena lol I miss everything.It hurtz to know your gone and never coming back...I wish i could have just one more day with you and I really wish that you would of gotten a chance to meet my new boyfriend you would love him...hes amazing..We all miss you so much...Nothing is the same without you...I miss you and I love you so much my heart hurtz...
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MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts*SOMETIMEZ ITS HARD TO STOP THE TEARS FROM FALLING...*
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsDeath leaves a heartache no one can healTo live in hearts we leave behind Is not to die.If tears could build a stairway, And memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again.Tears are the silent language of grief.As time goes by the pain still shows in my eyes, I search for you in the heavenly skies. My heart hurts and then come the tears, At that moment I feel your presence and it calms my fears. Many days have past since you died, To not let the pain take over my life I have tried. Still yet it’s there in a place no one can see, And without you here it’s hard to be me. I know you are with me every step of the way, I am living life so as I will see you again one day. I have many questions and I don’t understand why, I pray for the answers to come as time passes by.
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R.I. P Jake

R.I.P Jacob Gosselin By: Dan Schaff   (verse 1) Let me tell u no lie of an unreplacable guy named Jake P Gosselin lookin down from the sky i wish i coulda said goodbye b4 u died weve been close a...
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ONE FLAW IN WOMEN (I STOLE THIS FROM SHARON)

ONE FLAW IN WOMEN By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered,...
Posted by *Shyla* on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 01:29:00 PST

I miss you so much Aunty Donna*

So today I was thinking about my Aunty Donna.......Her 48th Birthday is coming up soon...Its March 29th.....Its going to be the first year that she wont be here to celebrate......... Its been sooo ha...
Posted by *Shyla* on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 11:24:00 PST

Such amazing people

 R.I. P Aunty Donna My Aunty (the one that i wrote the letter to in the blog below this one) passed away yesterday. its not fair, She was one of the most beautiful and amazing ladies that i have...
Posted by *Shyla* on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 01:12:00 PST

Saying goodbye.......

Aunty Donna,     I know that you are worried about us forgetting you...I just want to let you know that that's beyond impossible...You have made such a deep impact on everyone's life. ...
Posted by *Shyla* on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 01:10:00 PST

~LIFE~

Kan blind people see their dreamz? Y do they put braile dotz on drive thro ATMZ? Y is it that when ur driving and looking 4 an address u turn the radio down?        ...
Posted by *Shyla* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST