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Slave in my own mind

if you love her let her go or your being selfish... looks like im the most selfish man in the world

About Me

The dark is generous. Its first gift is concealment: our true faces lie in the dark beneath our skins, our true hearts remain shadowed deeper still. But the greatest concealment lies not in protecting our secret truths, but in hiding from us the truth of others The dark protects us from what we dare not know. Its second gift is comforting illusion: the ease of gentle dreams in nights embrace, the beauty that imagination brings to what would repel in day's harsh light. But the greatest of its comforts is the illusion that the dark is temporary: that every night brings a new day. Because it is the day that is temporary. Day is the illusion. Its third gift is light itself: as days are defined by the nights that devide them, as stars are defined by the infinite black through which they wheel, the dark embraces the light, and brings forth from the center of its own self. With each victory of the light, it is the dark that wins.The dark is generous, and it is patient. It is the dark that seeds cruelty into justice, that drips contempt into compassion, that poisons love with grains of doubt. The dark can be patient, because the slightest drop of rain will cause those seeds to sprout. The rain will come, and the seeds will sprout, for the dark is the soil in which they grow, and it is the clouds above them, and it waits behind the star that gives them light. The dark's patience is infinite. Eventually, even stars burn out.The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins. It always wins because is it everywhere. It is in the wood that burns in your hearth, and in the kettle on the fire; it is under your chair and under your tabe and under the sheets on your bed. Walk in the midday sun and the darks is with you, attached to the soles of your feet. The brightest light casts the darkest shadow.The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it aways wins - But in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back. Love is more than a candle. Love can ignite the stars.I edited my profile at Doobix.com
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I'd like to meet:


Name: Frank
Birthdate: May 16, 1988
Birthplace: Good old New York
Current Location: Florida... or hell.... You decide
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: Over 5 feet I know that much
Weight: I dunno the scale ran off screaming
Piercings: Ear and used to be tounge
Tatoos: Not yet but soon
Overused Phraze: WHAT THE FUCK!!
FAVORITES
Food: Well with the scale running I don't think I have a fav now do I?
Candy: Pretty much anything but choclate
Number: I can only count to 3.. Sorry
Color: Red or blue
Animal: Don't care for them really
Drink: Gotta go Corona
Alcohol Drink: OOOO so the one above was for somethin else? Oops
Bagel: No thanks not hungry
Letter: Booze
Body Part on Opposite sex: Personality counts right?
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: BK
Strawberry or Watermelon: None
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice
Chocolate or Vanilla Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Coco
Kiss or Hug: Both
Dog or Cat: Which one can I field goal the best?
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter: Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Scary
Love or Money: Love
YOUR...
Bedtime: Who has time for sleep now and days?
Most Missed Memory: Those are locked away
Best phyiscal feature: I'll say my eyes..... I know moms gonna read this
First Thought Waking Up: WHAT THE FUCK!!!
Goal for this year: I want to try and get a car
Best Friends: Ashley, Joe, Mel, John, Roy..... Ummmmm I'll finish this one at a later date
Weakness: Why would I tell you? You'll only exploit it
Fears: Read the above statement
Heritage: I'm a true nigga..... But Italian works :)
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:
Ever Smoked: Nope
Pot: Nope
Ever been Drunk: :) :) :) :) IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Brown or blue
Favorite Hair Color: Something kinda on the dark side
Short or Long: Not butch short but it shoulder length is fine
Height: Shorter then me
Style: What makes her happy
Looks or Personality: Personality
Hot or Cute Her personality makes her hot
Drugs and Alcohol: Not drugs but Her and I can drink together.... Unless we need a driver.... Then shes SOL
Muscular or Really Skinny: Both are pretty nasty
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: I said before I can only count to three..... So I really don't know
What country do you want to Visit: Italy would be nice
How do you want to Die: Since most ways are painful.... I wanna say in the middle of sex will work ;)
Been to the Mall Lately: Dropping my sister off but not in it
Get along with your Parents: We have our moments
Health Freak: Not really
Do you think your Attractive: NO
Believe in Yourself: Sometimes
Want to go to College: Not really.. I can't handle more school
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Yes
Shower Daily: Yes unless I'm hung over cause then I don't care
Been in Love: Yes
Do you Sing: I'm a damn fine singer in the shower
Want to get Married: Sure do
Do you want Children: Ofcourse
Have your future kids names planned out: Not really
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: :X
Hate anyone: A few names come to mind

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Music:

Slipknot, Blink-182, Linkin Park, Greenday, Godsmack, Offspring, Korn, Foo Fighters, Limp Bizket, All American Rejects, Disturbed, Mudvayne

Television:

The Simpsons, Smallville, CSI: Miami, Family Guy, Futurama, Full Metal Alchemist, Ghost in the Shell

Books:

Resident Evil Series (I have all the books), Resident Evil Movie books, DaVinci Code, Angels and Demons

My Blog

Why Give Up?

So clever, Whatever, I'm done with these endeavors. Alone I walk the winding way. (Here I stay) It's over, No longer, I feel it growing stronger. I'll live to die another day, Until I fade away. [Ch...
Posted by Your Phobia on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:15:00 PST

Sad Subject

Time flies when your having fun right? I think not. I think when times flies that means your not doing the things you want. Isn't happiness supposed to last forever? Then why when I'm happy a few mome...
Posted by Your Phobia on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:24:00 PST

Little thing I wrote a few days ago

While I'm pulled down into the dark pits of fire there is no warmth to secure my feelings and to help pull my life together. No light to shine through that I am bound to wonder this land for all etern...
Posted by Your Phobia on Sat, 06 May 2006 10:10:00 PST

My gradnite

Well the other night was gradnite and I have to say I don't think I had anymore fun with anyone else then I did that night. Joe, Christine, Alex, Mel, John, Brenda, April. It was such an awesome night...
Posted by Your Phobia on Mon, 01 May 2006 08:23:00 PST

Questioning myself

Its pretty easy to forget whos a friend and whos not... Or atleast it can be. But whats even easier is forgetting that its best to show friendly feelings then something more. Where is that line crosse...
Posted by Your Phobia on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 01:21:00 PST

Confused

Well here we are. Its another day down and another day closer to the relization that school is almost over. I'm not graduating and have found peice in that. But its wierd, now I'm using my time to stu...
Posted by Your Phobia on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 11:50:00 PST

Just lazing about thinking... Rare for me

Another day down and another closer to the future. Its a little wierd how thats been on my mind lately. I mean here I am thinking of the life I want but thats so far out of reach. I'm still fighting f...
Posted by Your Phobia on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:44:00 PST

My newest venture

Ha! What can I say about life these days? Has anyone felt like I do? Have you ever been told your life means nothing right now? So much for a guidence counsler helping the student. It pretty much ruin...
Posted by Your Phobia on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:38:00 PST

Same shit different day

Wow look its a blog! Thats so leet dawg. Some crunked fool wanted to get me fired the other night from my job. It's sad really that people try to get you fired from a super market. I mean damn it's a ...
Posted by Your Phobia on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 09:56:00 PST