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My name is Megan!! I am not like most people and man am I happy about that. Im happy to be original. I keep to myself most of the time which works out because most people dont understand me anyway. Im just me and its not going to change. I think for myself, I stand up for myself, and I have respect for myself. I dont need a lot to be happy im pretty content with myself and the few things that I have. I dont ask for much. I love being able to take care of myself which lately I have not been able to do well but that is going to be changing soon. Im keeping my head up and making it through this rough time in my life. The one thing I hope for in my life right now is Love. That is one that is missing. I am recently seperated from my husband of two years and I have changed so much just in the little bit of time that he has been gone. I am ready to give love and to recieve it. I hated all the lonely nights that I lived through recently but spending all that time with myself taught me about myself and now I love me. What more could I ask for. I dont like many people honestly ..but thats ok because Many people dont like me. I have a strange outlook on life and that is what I follow...not what everyone else thinks is right. Just because something is right for you doesnt mean its right for me or my life. Life is far from perfect right now! I have recently started going to church too and looking to the lord for guidance and strength. Its amazing the amount of hope he gives me every single day. I surround myself with people that I know care and only those that I know are going to be a positive influence in my life. I dont have time for people who are going to hold me back. The people in my life now...the ones here while im down and out are the ones that im going to remember in the future when things are ok. They will be the ones that give back to for all the things they have done for me. Everyone else really doesnt matter.If you don't change your beliefs, your life will be like this forever. Is that good news?