julia

well then. I am a pretty out going person. I'm highly opinionated. I WILL say what is on my mind even if it hurts others feelings. I am a wild child. I've always been the naughty girl. drugs and alcohol ravished my body for several years full time. now only on a part time casual basis due to the effects on my mental health and relationships. I love to love others. I love attention and love giving attention and makin certain others feel good about themselves. I'm more grown up than the average twenty four year old. I'm LOUD and I love it. I love men. whole kit and kaboodle. I'm a fence sitter. I hate making decisions that will effect others negatively. what ever i think i say. Live each day anew. Don't hold grudges they give heart problems. Be patient, you will get to your destination eventually. Life goes on and there is a bigger picture... always try and see the bigger picture. That is just me I guess or it's a ramble off the top of my finger tips. i need lots of lovin. . i tend to always want to rape people when i'm out and about. this is something i'm desperately trying hard to overcome. sexual urges are driving me crazy. maybe God is testing me. either him or the devil is trying hard to ruin my normal life that i've tried so hard to gain. i really wish i knew what normallacy is. one day i will experience the full meaning of the word. my likes are chocolate, sex, good feelings, seeing people smile just for no reason, family when they aren't pressuring me to be something im not, people who go out of their way for you for no reason at all, random acts of kindness, i like seeing people over come challenging obstacles in their life, freedom, laughing, . i love life, i love nature and the peaceful feeling i get when their is no one around but me and the big wide open spaces. i live on ten acres just outside of perth and ive always felt happier with room to breathe. ive lived in the suburbs but who wants to be able to hear your neighbor taking a crap. i hate people who whinge about everything rather than focusing on the positives. i want stability and security in the relationships i have with people, i wanna feel important to others, i wanna feel that my opinions are valid. i wanna be a world changer, i wanna impact peoples lives positively. my life used to be so negative and dark that my reputation was tarnished and ruined, i affected people in a negative and degrading way, i wanna make up for that. i've moved on from the shit that used to entangle my life and my relationships. i don't hate people who hurt me, i pity them. you must lead a really sad life to have to lash out and want to hurt others, whether intentional or unintentional. i want the people who hold grudges in their hearts to let go and realise that its a waste of energy. people who are hurting from their past should get help. their is plenty available, i should know i've had more counseling than hannibal lectar. it really can improve your quality of life and help you move on and see things differently. isnt that what you want any way? i wanna be wise. i wanna be great. i wanna be free like the butterfly to travel from country to country. i want to experience new experiences. I WANT MY EYES TO BE OPENED TO THE BEAUTY THAT SURROUNDS ME EVERY DAY.Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.comHeader Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!