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About Me

Well I am Becca, I am 20 and I live in Tennessee with my Mother and best friend.
Right now the most inportant thing in my life is keeping clean.
I do have a past and a lot of what I have done isn't great at all but I think it has made me who I am.
I love fashion and looking great, I say just because I am a big girl doesn't mean I can't have as much swag as the skinny person right beside me.
I do like to take control of what is going on and I can very much be the boss lady.
I have very few friends in my life but the ones I have mean the world to me.
I am who I am love me or hate me...

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I love you brianna you are everything to me

My Blog

thanks

It felt good to show everyone that I wasn't doing drugs when I was in the hospital.I mean I hated being in the hospital even for a nightall they looked at me was that I was a drug addict and it was so...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 15:01:00 GMT

sorry

I want everyone to know that I am sorry.I hurt a lot of people and this is something that I am not proud of.These past two years drugs have been the love of my life.I never went any where when I wasn'...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 20:33:00 GMT

leaving tomorrow

This is a hard thing to dojust to leave.I know that for my well being it is the best but I can't stop thinking about the person I will miss the most. It seems like she doesn't even care, hangs out wit...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 22:54:00 GMT

today

I never felt my heart hurt this bad.I don't know what to do. I want to admit to my sins and just deal with them. People have to take me as I am. I lie, I lie when I need to just get what I want and I ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:43:00 GMT

just talking

I try not to think about Sara but today I miss her so much.It seems like I just don't get close to anyone anymore. I try not to think aboutbeth or matt cause it's easier to think that I don't have any...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 12:42:00 GMT

thoughts

My frist day back home and I don't know what to think. I miss it so much already and I think that is where I want to live. I know it will be a year or more to get my life together but this is somethin...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 15:06:00 GMT

1982-2008

I know many people think that my last blog was to much but I don't think so.My sister was a wonderful person but she had a problem a problem that I new about. I said the things I said to try to help s...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:08:00 GMT

R.I.P 1982-2008

I never in my wildest dreams thought that this would happen. I thought that she would out live me but I guess it was just a matter of time. Drugs have done a number of things to my family and the last...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:48:00 GMT

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Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:09:00 GMT

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Tell me a story, make it beautiful but don't make it about me. Tell me a story, make me cry so I can fell human again. Tell me a story, make me skinny so you will think I am beautiful. Tell me a stor...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 19:40:00 GMT