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chArles

.LAST of the FALLEN

About Me

Midway upon life's journey... I came into the dark woods... the right road lost and succombed to a nice midlife crisis...that is where I am at this stage of my life...Well…that is the best I could do for an intro…it is difficult to sound witty and urban without subsequently descending into being trite or pretentious. As for as a brief physical description, or the mirror scene, which I so detest in fiction, I look like I am 18…and am over six feet and currently three ten…yea I am chubby…but similar to my age people never know my weight. Long reddish blonde hair…well it is reddish blonde now…when my mood changes it probably will also. See that is the reason I so detest the mirror moment in fiction. It is so limiting and delusional…it gives the false impression of appearance and intimacy but truly one is left filling in the pieces themselves. For a similar reason…I don’t take pictures because they steal your soul…also trying to capture a solitary moment for eternity is futile and misleading…the icon of me is the last sketch I did for a friend’s screen saver. Yea one can add failed artist to failed writer coupled with a litany of other failures in a life descending into the abyss. thats nice....We went from trying to be witty and urban into downright depressing in a few words…that’s part of my charm.
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charles lostsoul

My Interests

… personally the modern equivalent of a “Dandy” with the same sense of taste in clothes, food and cologne…ahhh one would say….just your average chubby metro-sexual…but more than that… like my predecessors I posses a strong distaste of modern society because of the leveling that has arose by the dominance of the middle class. But unlike my dear Baudelaire… my critique is more from the view of the Proletariat… than the lament that the landed gentry were being eclipsed. Modern society is base and pedestrian filled with shallow pursuits and hollow individuals. Mammon’s rule is paramount and has fostered a narcissistic self-indulgent petty society. As one can now guess …Politically I’m just the run of the mill Anarcho-syndicalist… Libertarian Socialist…or if one prefers Anarchist. Maybe I am an Overwrought materialist or a simple NIHILIST But I consider myself A New World Samurai…Southern Gentleman… Ronin and Last of the Fallen

I'd like to meet:

a nice doggie .. .Because they like to cuddle…and I have a fetish for anything with a cold nose and a soft tongue. Also a nice red hair girl with a Scottish accent would be nice


  • BLACK

    ??Which colour of Death is yours??
    brought to you by QuizillaRed Bull and Sushi.
  • The Child of the dying age.
  • In the end though
  • nothing to say
  • nothing to do
  • only one problem
  • life last forever
  • one has such a short time to see
  • Modern Man
  • Illusionary betrayer
  • Longing for the life of Riley
  • living the lie
  • of
  • rape and money
  • Simulacrum as reality
  • A collection of fragments
  • cobbled together
  • Longing for direction
  • searching for a Personal Jesus
  • as one is tossed about existence
  • cursing the white whale
  • plummeting to the ground
  • l
  • letting go
  • one final cry
  • Non Servium
  • The universe ceases
  • to be concerned
  • Or harbor fools
  • A Imitation Christ
  • Suffering through the endless
  • moment of doubt
  • Believing the lies to survive
  • The Child trembles
  • Doubts
  • Et Nox Facta Est
  • A moments weakness for
  • reality that faces all
  • watch the images as life fades by
  • Believe the created dreams
  • Life demands only a simple reply
  • Non Serviam
  • Stay with the daemons
  • until the night gives you up
  • Through the crack in the morning
  • i
  • It's quiet
  • As an Angel runs to ground
  • living the lie
  • RED BULL & SUSHI.

  • I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
    you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
    are similar to a demon but slightly different
    in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
    pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
    that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
    love of sin caused you to be cast from the
    Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
    nearly as dark as your desires. You are
    faithless and love it - you believe there is no
    Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
    you want! You have a refined concept of what is
    sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
    fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
    do as a game. You are typically attracted to
    those that will challenge your mind, power, and
    wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
    not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
    open to the concept, because you seek
    excitement and passion everywhere and in
    everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
    for magick - you're a powerful being and you
    know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
    like to try your powers of seduction and
    manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
    cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
    and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
    dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
    and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
    revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
    by any other. In your eyes life is for
    enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
    you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
    you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
    vast majority of people. You are most likely
    drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
    probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
    people look down on your seemingly careless
    lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
    Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
    damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
    most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
    none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
    You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
    concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
    Have fun...Muahaha.

    Music:

    Some of my favorite things...

  • The Smiths
  • Morrissey
  • TOOL
  • NINE INCH NAILS
  • Joy Division
  • Alice in Chains
  • The Cure
  • Posies
  • Black Sabbath
  • Pearl Jam
  • Marilyn Manson
  • XTC
  • Filter
  • Orgy
  • Deftones
  • Pixies
  • Rage Against the Machine
  • Depeche Mode
  • Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
  • Social Distortion
  • Tom Waits
  • Placebo
  • Radiohead
  • Muse
  • Interpol
  • Ministry
  • KMFDM
  • Linkin Park
  • Nirvana
  • PJ Harvey
  • Tori Amos
  • Sonic Youth
  • Bjork
  • Ani Difranco
  • Clash
  • Coldplay
  • Dead Kennedys
  • Bad Brains
  • Black Flag
  • Bad Religion
  • Concrete Blonde
  • Billie Holiday
  • Ella Fitzgerald
  • Etta James
  • Bob Marely
  • Louis Armstrong
  • Duke Ellington
  • Frank Sinatra
  • Count Basie
  • Miles Davis
  • Charlie Parker
  • John Coltrane
  • Dizzy Gillespie
  • Yardbirds
  • Kinks
  • Cream
  • Jimi Hendrix
  • The Who
  • Eric Clapton
  • Pink Floyd
  • Led Zeppelin
  • Doors
  • Janis Joplin
  • The Stodges
  • Rolling Stones
  • Beatles
  • Muddy Waters
  • Robert Johnson
  • Howlin Wolf
  • B B King
  • Oasis
  • Alanis Morrissette
  • Alice Cooper
  • Alice in Chains
  • A Perfect Circle
  • Pouges
  • Blue Oyster Cult
  • Bush
  • Foo Fighters
  • Garbage
  • Live
  • Peter Gabriel
  • Queen
  • R.E.M.
  • Soundgarden
  • U2
  • Bauhaus
  • Siouxsie and the Banshees
  • Sisters of Mercy
  • Type O Negative
  • Embrace
  • Snow Patrol
  • Switchblade Symphony
  • Mazzy Star
  • Cowboy Junkies
  • The Sundays
  • Tricky
  • The Drifters
  • The Lovin' Spoonful
  • The Four Tops
  • Buffalo Springfield
  • The Byrds
  • Tommy Dorsey
  • Glenn Miller
  • Harry James & His Orchestra
  • Benny Goodman
  • Moby
  • The Chemical Brothers
  • Fatboy Slim
  • The Prodigy
  • The Crystal Method
  • Orbital
  • Sarah Mclachlan
  • Norah Jones
  • R.E.M.
  • Black 45
  • Animals
  • The Mamas & the Papas
  • Cream
  • Deep Purple
  • Bruce Springsteen
  • Elvis Costello
  • Leonard Cohen
  • Elliott Smith
  • Creedence Clearwater Revival
  • Lynyrd Skynyrd
  • The Eagles
  • Vanilla Fudge
  • Damien Rice
  • Smashing pumpkins
  • Everly Brothers

  • -Hurt- I hope you know this is my FAVORITE nine inch nails
    song. Many people have left your life.. and it
    seems that every time you are hurt even more.
    Sometimes you consider killing everyone that's
    ever hurt you, but deep down you know that you
    care too much to do that. You are always there
    waiting for them to come back into your life,
    and would give them everything you have if they
    did.. but you know you're just going to
    disappoint them.

    What Nine Inch Nails song are you?
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    Movies:

    …last good film I saw was the DVD CLOSER
    You are sad because of your grief

    Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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    Television:

    BBC International, CSPAN, Simpsons, Family Guy, Justice League Unlimited, Iron Chef

  • ...Working Class Hero is something to be...Keep you doped with RELIGION, SEX and T.V..... And you think you are so Clever and Classless and free...But you are still Fucking Peasants as far as I can see.... A Working Class Hero is something to be... Guilty Pleasures...Andrew Blake, Micheal Ninn...
  • ...Memorize the words to the porno movies...this is a new religion to me...

    Books:

    Brief list::Political/Philosophical writers...

  • Noam Chomsky
  • Gore Vidal
  • Christopher Hitchens
  • Alexander Cockburn
  • Lewis Laphan
  • Peter Kropotkin
  • Michael Bakunin
  • Pierre-Joseph Proudhon
  • Emma Goldman
  • Daniel Guerin
  • Howard Zinn
  • Edward S. Herman
  • Karl Marx
  • Niccolo Machiavelli
  • Adam Smith
  • C. Wright Mills
  • Charles Beard
  • Max Weber
  • Emile Durkheim
  • Michel Foucault
  • J.J Rousseau
  • Bertrand Russell
  • Friedrich Nietzsche
  • Jacques Derrida
  • Jean-Francois Lyotard
  • Plato
  • Aristotle
  • Augustine
  • Aquinas
  • Hobbes
  • Descartes
  • Spinoza
  • John Locke
  • Leibniz
  • Berkeley
  • David Hume
  • Kant
  • Fichte
  • Schelling
  • Hegel
  • Feuerbach
  • Saint Simon
  • John Stuart Mill
  • Husserl
  • John Dewey
  • William James
  • Wittgenstein
  • Frantz Fanon
  • Albert Camus
  • Marquis De Sade
  • Hunter S. Thompson
  • Comic books...
  • V for Vendetta
  • Watchman
  • From Hell
  • Transmetropolitian
  • Planatary
  • Invisibles
  • Doom Patrol
  • Sandman
  • Luther Arkwright
  • The Dark Knight Returns
  • Sin City
  • 100 Bullets
  • Preacher
  • Hellblazer Delano/Ennis
  • Akira
  • Heroes:

    Poem for Mommie...

  • Cain and Abel
  • .....
  • Race of Abel, sleep, eat and drink;
  • God smiles on you complacently .
  • Race of Cain, crawl on your belly,
  • Die in the mire wretchedly.
  • Race of Abel, your sacrifice
  • Delights the nose of the Seraphim!
  • Race of Cain, will there ever be
  • An ending to your punishment?
  • Race of Abel, see your sowing
  • and your cattle thrive and flourish;
  • Race of Cain, your bowels
  • Howl with hunger like an old dog.
  • Race of Abel, warm your belly
  • At your patriarchal hearth;
  • Race of Cain, shiver with the cold
  • In your cavern, wretched jackal!
  • Race of Abel, love, pullulate!
  • Even your gold has progeny.
  • Race of Cain, with the burning heart,
  • Beware of those intense desires.
  • Race of Abel, you browse and grow
  • Like the insects of the forest!
  • Race of Cain, along the highways
  • Drag your destitute family.
  • ....
  • Ah! race of Abel, your carcass
  • Will fertilize the steaming soil!
  • Race of Cain, your appointed task
  • Has not been adequately done;
  • Race of Abel, your disgrace is:
  • The sword is conquered by the pike!
  • Race of Cain, ascend to heaven,
  • And cast God down upon the earth!
    The Lost Soul
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    My Blog

    Succumbing to Decline

                         I am not my Khakis, yet I still stumbled into several trendy stores of material excess. I ...
    Posted by chArles on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:35:00 PST

    To Chubby for Affliction

    It's amusing how I stumble into hip-ness, purchased a Affliction shirt for my best friend, I thought it was just a MMA type of apparel. But, NO, it is allegedly the next No Fear branding of youth cult...
    Posted by chArles on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:56:00 PST

    IM, SO LONSOME, I&SHOULD DRINK.

    Careless in our summer clothes splashing aroundin the muck and the mileCareless in our summer clothes splashing aroundin the muck and the mile fell asleep with stainscake deep in the kneeswhat a painn...
    Posted by chArles on Sun, 13 May 2007 12:50:00 PST

    Discordance Theater or Welcome to Schlock

    It still is interesting for me to find that there exist this level of distance and discordance between the majority and me in this society. Had the privilege of going to see Grindhouse last weekend wi...
    Posted by chArles on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:31:00 PST

    700 Failed Thespians

               When you swipe, swipe from the best and Herodotus did give history some of its most glorious lines.       &n...
    Posted by chArles on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:26:00 PST

    Gnosi Seautov

                 Feuerbach puts forth an interesting idea that the  key difference between brute and humanity is the brute does not kno...
    Posted by chArles on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:40:00 PST

    A Child's Understanding

    One of my numerous failings is a simple failing that I recognized immediately upon watching the film Science of Sleep. This film is a nice pretentious art film by the director Micheal Gordy. No, the f...
    Posted by chArles on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:01:00 PST

    You keep a knocking but you can't come in...

    Can you say Disassociation? Velma was perturbed&she'd been banging on Scooby's door for over forty minutes. She know's she shouldn't interrupt him when he is busy enjoying his porn and music.  ...
    Posted by chArles on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 05:53:00 PST

    Lucifer's concern

                              Terribly taken a turn       &n...
    Posted by chArles on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:40:00 PST

    chArles is a catty little Bi@TCH

    Nothing sadder than a man on an ether binge& Except maybe a lonely chubby guy with a box of chocolate cover cherries on New Years Eve. I am breaking the cardinal rule, well at least the cardinal rule ...
    Posted by chArles on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:10:00 PST