Thankful |
As Thanksgiving approaches my thoughts have turned to what I am thankful for. The world is so full of negativity and more and more lately so am I. I find myself losing touch with the f...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 00:41:00 GMT |
Ellyizm |
I was born into a traditional Methodist family. I was baptized as an infant. I went to church every Sunday growing up, vacation bible school every summer and at the age of twelve went through c...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 00:35:00 GMT |
better mood |
I am in a better mood today. Been up working on my paper for philosophy class about God. I think it is interesting how afraid we are to sincerely talk about what we really think about God. Afraid of h...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 17:28:00 GMT |
Sometimes |
I find it hard to stay positive in spite of all the negativity that surrounds me. I want so much to be the happy go lucky free spirit that lives within me, but it seems that life only wants to squelch...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 17:56:00 GMT |
Halloween |
Halloween used to be my favorite holiday, it is now forever tarnished with tragedy!Some insensitive moronic idiot ran over our beautiful cat Kelso.He was a wonderful boy who mysteriously appeared on o...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 00:47:00 GMT |
Torn |
I dont have the answers.
I cant solve the problems
I cant hold it all together
I cant even hold myself together
I am drowning and they dont even know
Or is it that they dont care?
Do they even see me,...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 16:27:00 GMT |
I dont understand |
Why the men in my life seem to say things to me and not even give it a second thought as to how it may effect me.
Do they not even care how I feel? Does it not bother them that I spend every waking mo...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:15:00 GMT |
three days of agony |
Three days of migraine and still no relief. I have enough pain killers in me to put down an elephant and am still in pain.
I went to the doc today and got an injection which they had a problem with s...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 23:56:00 GMT |
Power |
I feel powerless
out of control
I have no clue what to do
How to guide without feeding rebellion
How to show that I mean business without pushing away
I feel lost and out of sorts.
I am powerless and ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:28:00 GMT |
discouraged |
I have been doing so well, then I wake up this morning and my head is pounding. It seems that as soon as I start thinking that there is reason to hope for a normal life, I am slapped back into reality...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 17:47:00 GMT |
