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About Me

Hello. I am humble insanity in the flesh. Im not much for conversations, but thats only because I'd make your heart swell and burst if I did. I am Mark, "Lord Hellmer" for short. I enjoy a keg of coffee and just flowing with my buddies. I do not care what anyone thinks of me, I am but myself and nothing more. Therefore I may seem crazy and out of control, but this world is insane and very sketchy and so I do what I want and aim to please. A few topics: Life-I am all over and abundant, I am free-flowing and astounded. I take what little time I have and build upon it a series of lovely moments. Life is precious and I will live it well. Love- I love Veronika. Work-I work hard because a man can not be happy without toiling for his lot. I will go as far as I can and seek little compensation. A modest living is all I require. The World-I am from Stockton California. I love Monteray and Lake tahoe for their beauty and sensations. Russia is a grand country for its thick history and cold climate (I love snow and the cold and dancing in the rain). Wisdom- It comes from understanding. I read a lot of fiction. Non-Fiction gains ones understanding of the world. Fiction gains ones understanding of the heart. The beginning of wisdom is fear of the lord. I am a dreamer and an abstrat enthusiast. Im in love with life, Let tomarrow take care of itself Mathew 6:34"Its like being in a dream I could never wake up from....."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ha...this one always makes me wonder. Who is more mysterious to a man than himself. The internal struggles are limitless friend. You can walk the Earth all day everyday and meet many great men...but does it mean anything. I served Alex Spanos today at work (a billionaire by the way) and do you know what I saw? A man..no greater and no less than the man sitting across from him who is barely scraping his pennies together to give the love of his life a good night...lol I even try to find who I am. I want to be one who has no needs but God..yet there is always somthing to covet brothers.....You ask me who I want to meet...I say myself..

My Blog

Why John is Dead and Damien Lives Forever

The biggest question on the mind of John's wavering widow is this:  Why does good fall so easily and evil live on???           Well John died poor...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 23:35:00 GMT

A little dancing girl

If a child dances in ruins does that really make them ruins...or does it grant it solace. I saw solace I saw love in the tragedy; a youth doing what it is that shines through all.  All Then I was...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 16:40:00 GMT

I Sea This Growth, This End...

A captain of a ship that sailed.  An abstract man who wore a coat of dreams, gently sewing it as it was worn.  A captains cap and a canvas for a pet; one he strived over but meant nothing to...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 17:43:00 GMT

Found

What did one casket say to the other casket?......That You Coffin? OK, Now that your done laughing histerically you know how I feel now.  I love my life soooo much right now. My vacation was sooo...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 09:34:00 GMT

Lost

When I was young I Dreamed of being a healer...I dont trust healing anymore... Now, I want to be hero, I want to live in a dream that I am still painting.  I want to be fierce, a beast. I am a be...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 23:04:00 GMT

On Perfection

The illusion; the hypocrite: the fiend.  A moment is all one can really expect from perfection.  A devine revelation or an epiphany brought on by the distraught abstraction of life condensed...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 23:56:00 GMT

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAA love...

I love the free-flowin stay-glowin serpent of love I scream bliss when Im flying threw the air as fast as light sprinkled stardust Called from sight :) I run down the countless terraces with a black ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 May 2006 16:40:00 GMT

Who's your scapegoat now

Catch your worries on this dreary nothing Look away, away from this untameable, undreamable, cunning We are as the lillies so caught up in the wind that weve lost our pedals This dreary, dreamy someth...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 05:14:00 GMT

Another drink my love...

And make it tall enough so I can stand on it and see,  all you've done for me    -the very old man My dear, its awesome how connected two parts gathered on the surface can become&n...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 21:30:00 GMT

The rapture

Tether thine eyes to mine Entrance your step dear, your heart is all thats needed Upon the wings of gloom our hearts cling, so alive With your embrace and your face and all you are, dear, loved Tether...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 10:16:00 GMT