Janni

Me... well I am unique! Haha. At the moment I would like to know for myself who I really am, cause I'm still looking for a vision where to go in my life.I believe that God made a plan for each and every person on this planet, and that the people's running away from it causes the pain which God is crying about. "Why does God let this happen?" Because pure love means freedom. If he had forced the people to love each other, it wouldn't be love anymore. You can chose to get back to Him, and He will let amazing stories happen through you, not without pain, but so that in the end you see a powerful story with a happy end. He gave me some of His surprises that make you feel so happy that you have tears in your eyes and you think "no one knew about it! It's God giving me a funny present this moment!" I give up often, but I am trying to leave my pride behind, the pride that says I want to be good myself. Jesus died instead of me! I wanna practise my remembrance of all He did already in my life so that it'll change my thoughts and behaviour. I'm a person who can forgive everyone but myself... anyway the thing is: GOD IS LOVE!....