**Love to Hate Me** - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I have got to be the luckiest person in the world. I have a great family and an amazing best friend. We just moved to Colorado Springs, which I must admit is kinda intimidating. But I look forward to all of the new adventures and people I will have the priviledge of meeting along the way.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I am up for meeting anyone that is honest and true to who they really are. I have had enough run ins with fake people or ones that are only out for themselves. Not interested in things like that. I am a very caring and giving person, but will not be taken advantage of. :)

Music:

I listen to just about anything. I love music that I can sing! If it has a good beat to it and a lot of bass, chances are I will listen to it.

Movies:

I love romantic comedies! Don't do scary movies! lol Always up for anything in between.

Television:

My favorite shows are CSI, The Unit, Law and Order SVU, Numbers, Crossing Jordan, and Shark. Anything where the bad guys get their a**es kicked!!

Books:

Stephen King is by far my favorite author. I also enjoy Johanna Lindsey, Slyvia Browne and anything non-fiction. I also enjoy reading true crime and paranormal books.

Heroes:

One of my heros is my husband who puts on his uniform every day and performs his duty as a soldier to keep all of us safe at night. Thank you baby. My other hero is my best friend. No matter what problems he faces he can always see the positive side. He has a smile that can brighten any mood. And he is an amazing person. :)

My Blog

Thank you....

Sometimes the pain gets so bad I just want to end it all. I want to be a coward and take the easy way out. I guess it is a natural reaction when you lose someone very close to you. I don't know, ...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 02:46:00 PST

Same Sex Rights...

Ok, so driving back to the house today my sister and law and I had an interesting discussion. Gay marriage and abortion came up. First, I strongly feel that everyone is intitled to their opinion, but ...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 04:21:00 PST

One of these days..

One of these days, you are going to look my way and see right through me. The light will have gone from my eyes...The breath from lungs gone...the beat of my heart forever stilled...What will you feel...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 01:39:00 PST

I thought I was ready...

I really thought I was getting better. That I was healing. So what do I do? I start looking at pictures of my brother. STUPID! Now I am sitting here wanting to die or kill the stupid fucker that kille...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 02:16:00 PST

When I am gone..

You know, I am really getting sick of people that think it is ok to use me. I mean, I am not a fucking toy that you can "play" with and then push to the side when you are busy with someone or somethin...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 12:52:00 PST

Rants...

So I have been sitting here thinking about things...And all of these situations that really irritate me. So I am going to get them off of my chest and make a list...lol 1. When ppl say that they will ...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 11:14:00 PST

Here is another one...

..TR> Long Long Way to Go ~ Phil Collins ~ While I sit here trying to think of things to saySomeone lies bleeding in a field somewhereSo it would seem we've still got a long long way to goI've s...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:48:00 PST

If only people actually listened...

Big and Rich - Holy Water Somewhere there's a stolen haloI use to watch her wear it wellEverything would shine wherever she would goBut looking at her now you'd never tellSomeone ran aw...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:41:00 PST

Alone...

When do the tears stop...the hurt go away...the emptiness lessen? If someone has the answers to these questions please let me know because this black abyss is killing me...I am trying to put on a smil...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:36:00 PST

You dont even know....

Have you ever had someone in your life that you have no idea how to make them see exactly who they are in your eyes? I mean, you tell them you love them and that they are important to you...But do the...
Posted by **Love to Hate Me** on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:25:00 PST