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M4CH1N3

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About Me

Dubstep Rave
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
-Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear
My new favorite quote: "Last Friday, April 16, 1943, I was forced to interrupt my work in the laboratory in the middle of the afternoon and proceed home, being affected by a remarkable restlessness, combined with a slight dizziness. At home I lay down and sank into a not unpleasant intoxicated condition, characterized by an extremely stimulated imagination. In a dreamlike state, with eyes closed (I found the daylight to be unpleasantly glaring), I perceived an uninterrupted stream of fantastic pictures, extraordinary shapes with intense, kaleidoscopic play of colors. After some two hours this condition faded away. Now, little by little I could begin to enjoy the unprecedented colors and plays of shapes that persisted behind my closed eyes. Kaleidoscopic, fantastic images surged in on me, alternating, variegated, opening and then closing themselves in circles and spirals, exploding in colored fountains, rearranging and hybridizing themselves in constant flux. It was particularly remarkable how every acoustic perception, such as the sound of a door handle or a passing automobile, became transformed into optical perceptions. Every sound generated a vividly changing image, with its own consistent form and color ... Exhausted, I then slept, to awake next morning refreshed, with a clear head, though still somewhat tired physically. A sensation of well-being and renewed life flowed through me. Breakfast tasted delicious and gave me extraordinary pleasure. When I later walked out into the garden, in which the sun shone now after a spring rain, everything glistened and sparkled in a fresh light. The world was as if newly created. All my senses vibrated in a condition of highest sensitivity, which persisted for the entire day. "

- Dr. Albert Hofmann
What kind am I quizzes. . .
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.Trying to find source, will be posted ASAP.
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I AM 52% ASSHOLE/BITCH!

I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.
What kind of drug am I?
Acid-I like to have converations with talking trees and floating pig fairies..good times good times.
Pondering....you can't seem to keep your mind
on immediate issues....hey does the light
really turn off?
What JTHM moment are you?
You are Skinny Puppy! You are very well known in
the "industrial" scene. Isn't that a
cool pic?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I'd like to meet myself in a dark alley so that I may kick the
living shit out of that asshole.

My Blog

Second Coolest and the Infinite

Sadistic doctor leaves a bloody messcosmetic surgery has never felt this goodI do it to make me feel betterI do it to make me feel somethingdifferentbut the touch of skinthe softness of lips pulls m...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 21:27:00 GMT

Holding The Moth

you walked awayyou took me in you left methere's nothinglights fly past the windowfly past the open doordancing flashing screamingjust like you dowith a glass eye on youkeep it simpledon't let them to...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:36:00 GMT

Dubstep Rave

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdOi-gdL58g
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 21:41:00 GMT

Do you look for your "missing piece"?

An old college friend once asked me, "do you look for someone that completes you or do you look to complete yourself and then find someone who is also complete?"(see Shell Silverstein's  "The Mis...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:33:00 GMT

a little something

a cold and stormy night he sits alone thinking dreaming wishing of a time unknowna rain streaked windownot unlike the ones you findin an old department store looks out to a world unkindthe lightening ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 19:56:00 GMT

Coachella Itinerary

Fly to VegasFront row tickets to see Cirque Du Soleil's Ka at the MGM GrandRoom at MGM GrandDrive to Tuscon, AZVisit Joe, the badest mofo aroundDrive to Indio, CACoachella Drive to San DiegoLay on bea...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 14:07:00 GMT

The Cure for Hannah

i've been looking so long at these postcards from you that you almost feel here by my sidei've been looking so long at these postcards from you that i almost have nothing to hidei whisper my secrets t...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:42:00 GMT

But Always Remember Beauty is Eternal(singlefilesuicide)

Hands gripping pleather plastic hopestearing will unheeded the viking snow relentlessan old friend comfortspure death awaitsahh were it so kindNeedles piercing fleshAll cries drowned"a dog has dieda w...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 20:58:00 GMT

changes

i've been many things over the course of my life, preppy, goth, industrial, just plain creepy, unknown, popular, follower, leader. . . but the one thing that has been a constant, sometimes obvious som...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 22:52:00 GMT

My new cumputer that I built from scratch:

Mobo: Abit IP35-proCPU: Intel Core 2 Duo E6750 @ 3.36MHzCPU Cooler: Enzotech Ultra-X radiator w/ 120mm fanCPU Idle Temp: 24c @ 24c room tempGPU: XFX GeForce 8800GTS 320MB oc'd to 600/1800RAM: 4GB OCZ ...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 14:38:00 GMT