Flux

I thought I should update some info here. It's been a while since I last wrote something about myself somewhere and for me this is a disaster - I strongly believe that changes are the most important thing in life. Well, I guess you know my name, age, sex and location, but this is nothing. As you see, I love music. I just can't live without it and need it like a drug, but I guess that isn't something new to people - everyone says this. What I look for in a song are the lyrics - I can't stand stupid songs. My other passions are books and writing. I enjoy haiku even though some people may consider it stupid and meaningless. Emotions are more important to me than logic or rhyme and that's what I'm trying to do, when I write. I can't say I'm good at it (my confidence is too low), but what is locked in my so called poetry is the thing I want to give to others - my emotions and the little things that had a great impact on me. Movies are not my hobby - I usually read some reviews before I download the film and I don't really like the cinemas, cuz most of the things there are scum. Only some of them are worth watching, so I stick to the safe way - download it for free and don't waste time and money on bullshits. The thing I can really call a hobby is photography. Nowadays every little 15-16-17-years old girl claims to like photographing and it just gets uglier and uglier. I have a Canon EOS 400D, but that doesn't make me a photographer, right? I have ideas in my head and I love capturing people on my camera. If someone is interested, I have a deviantART-account, so you could check my work. So far I've spoken only of the things I like - now for my dislikes. I can't say I'm not outgoing or hate people, but I really enjoy spending time alone - I think we all need it. I appreciate my friends, even though I don't show it a lot (sometimes it's hard to describe my feelings). What I absolutely hate is hypocrisy, that's why I can be painfuly honest with my people. I do it for their good, not to hurt or offend them, but even so I do it quite often. That's why some people think I'm malicious, which is very wrong - in fact I'm a pretty warm person and take every word inside of my heart. My problem is that I'm too emotional and react immediately, sometimes without thinking. Liars, people with poor grammar or/and bad taste in music, show offs simply annoy me. Also those sad little people here, who have 500+ friends - you can't be serious. Meeting new people is fine, but this thing is fake and stupid. I'm saying this, because "friend" is a special word for me, more than a number in my profile. Ah, school - I can't stand physics. Maths, chemistry and biology are boring and I don't understand why do we need to know all this useless infromation. I guess just educational system here is stupid. Literature and history used to be my favorite subjects, but my teachers are now both more boring than ever. I used to hate German, but since I'm stuck with it probably for the rest of my life, I guess I just gave up wasting so much energy on swearing. I'm thinking оф going to Germany and studying there, but Holland and Danemark are an option as well. I don't have a particular thing I want to study, but I'm sure it will involve photography. We'll see. Ok, if you want to ask something or whatever - feel free to send a message. I don't bite and I'm quite nice on the i-net. :D

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