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About Me

Life is a constant whirlwind. Just when you think everything is going all fine and dandy, kaboom everything comes tumbling down. My life went in this cycle of having something to do everyday for the past year or so and it seemed to be heading in the right direction.Then the company I was working at underwent a merger and then me and several other employees lost their jobs. Why? Who knows. Now I am struggling with finding a new job and it really is hard to get motivated again b..c certain things in life you just can't control.This pretty much typifies my life. I sit back and wait for things to happen and I am highly emotional. I tend to take things way too personally and act out in inappropriate matters. Some say I care too much about meaningless things to. That is true. I need to just focus on the important things in life. There are several. Those people that mean the most to me and things that truely make me a better person...

My Interests

sports..sports..and more sports...avid hockey fan.......other than that there's poetry..working on graphics and what not

I'd like to meet:

honest people that like to talk about a wide range of topics..interesting people..caring people....same as any1 else...

Music:

hip hop..techno and old school..not into the temporary trash b/c it's too damn repetitive

My Blog

random thoughts..

hockey season is fast approaching and i can't wait. the leaf's are looking pretty good in the pre-season and it appears that raycroft will be a sold #1 goalie. the success of the team will depend on h...
Posted by John on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:42:00 PST

thoughts..

unconditional... have you ever cared about and thought about so much, that no matter how hard you try to rid them from your system, that you just can't? i am experiencing that right now and it hurts a...
Posted by John on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 05:58:00 PST

jays....

ok, i was just thinking. comparing the team from this year to their world series team position by position. First Base: Overbay vs. Olerud Olerud was chasing .400 all season and had around 30 home run...
Posted by John on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:23:00 PST

la la la.

don't really have anything on my mind at the moment, but i just felt like blogging b4 i slept. today was another one of them super lazy days. woke up at about 10. got 9 hours sleep. ate a little..play...
Posted by John on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 09:24:00 PST

crossroads

talked on the phone with tammy today. upset a little b..c we couldn't talk as much as i wanted, but she is an adorable girl that likes talking about things on her desk and in her boxes lol. hope it be...
Posted by John on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 09:58:00 PST

o GEEZ!!!

hello people!! the last blog was too whiny and what not so this one is going to be a little bit more. well me =). i just got out of an av chat room and i saw what must have been one of the most lovel...
Posted by John on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 02:12:00 PST

easy come, easy go..

i have come to the realization that some people, no matter how much you want to get to truely know them, are just not worth the time. for whatever reason, they will remain closed to you and despite al...
Posted by John on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:43:00 PST

someone special???

I do not know a lot of females at the current momment and thus not a lot of them have touched my heart in any kind of way. Perhaps this is my fault since I am by no means a flirt. My thought process i...
Posted by John on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 08:32:00 PST