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robyn [M]

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams n

About Me

i face all my money the same way.
i have lots of nightmares.
i hate having a tan.
i absolutely adore all my sisters.
i want to be a high school history teacher.
i spell things correctly, and don't pronounce the t in often. and an ellipsis has 3!!! dots people (...) not (..) or (....) or (.....). dammit.
shut up.
i have a husband and a boyfriend. life is better that way.
i'm not kidding.
i'm a gemini on the cancer cusp, it is relevant to me.
i have the best grandparents in the whole wide world.
i melt when someone tells me i'm beautiful. it doesn't happen as often as people think, and it is disarming indeed, especially from perfect strangers.
i have 4 tattoos.
my quote up there isn't referring to anyone in particular, i just love edgar allan poe. the last quote (from lymbyc system) was significant.
i am the dumb blonde in that video down there.
i have a story to write someday.
i wish people would mind their own business.
this is what people think about me:
my johari window.

My Interests


my kitties-watching them sleep, cuddling with them, fucking with them until they get mad and meow at me.
sleeping.
my sisters.
being hugged.
musicians.
science fiction.
madison, wisconsin.
arabic.
being married.
movies.
the rain.
not the sun.
being hugged.
barack obama [for president].
blue stars drum & bugle corps.
progressive rock (that isn't wussy).
being irish.
people that intrigue me.
percocet.
vintage clothing.
not being broke (whenever that happens).
brazil.
mexican food.
swearing.
surreal art.
and being hugged.

I'd like to meet:



fucking tragic.

Music:


give me anything with a high level of musicianship edged with lots of emotion and i'm sold.

favorites:
tool (tucson owned all).
radiohead.
blind melon.
muse.
sneaker pimps.
deftones.
mudvayne.
led zeppelin.
the mars volta.
massive attack.
fair to midland.
lovage.
and lots more.

Movies:


recently . . .

the fountain.
a scanner darkly.
lucky number slevin.
pan's labyrinth.
300.
stranger than fiction.
kiss kiss bang bang.
stardust.

of all time [in no particular order]. . .

on the waterfront.
city of god.
nightwatch.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
donnie darko.
vertigo.
v for vendetta.
romeo & juliet.
the matrix.
blow.
a clockwork orange.
amelie!

also anything by . . .

m. night shyamalan.
alfred hitchcock.
darren aronofsky.
baz luhrmann.

Television:


house.
rescue me.

Books:


all i can do is read a book to stay awake, and it rips my life away, but it's a great escape.

My Blog

this is to you. yes, you, as in the person that is reading this right now. you.

actually, this is only to a select group of people. this includes: current boyfriend's ex-girlfriends and wanna-be girlfriends that stalk me; former boyfriends' current girlfriends, ex-girlf...
Posted by robyn [M] on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:27:00 PST

the truth is the most fitting memorial.

and don't think for a second that you know it.
Posted by robyn [M] on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:48:00 PST

ha ha ha! victory is MINE!!!

i've been looking for the woman that witnessed my car accident (and called 911) for over a month now. knocking on doors, calling the police precinct multiple times, etc etc. my lawyer said that if i c...
Posted by robyn [M] on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:02:00 PST

images from the islands.

well, i'm having some problems getting the laptop to read my card, so i can only use some of the pics on my mom's camera at the moment. when i get back though i'll make a big folder in my pics with al...
Posted by robyn [M] on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

greetings from the caribbean.

well i've been here in st. thomas approximately 2.5 days now and well damn. it's totally awesome. we've gone to 3 different beaches already, experienced some fine dining, some interesting locals, a lo...
Posted by robyn [M] on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 03:43:00 PST

this is why i love my husband.

his response to a bulletin i posted (my post is quoted at the bottom): wtf are you talking about?! the war on drugs will eventually be won, really. I mean.... look at how the prohibition act turned ou...
Posted by robyn [M] on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 03:11:00 PST

projecting insinuations.

yeah, slightly redundant, i know. and a bunch of bullshit. i absolutely love it when people slander me vindictively, baselessly, and behind my back just to save face. the very definition of spineless,...
Posted by robyn [M] on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:37:00 PST

god i miss eryn.

don't know what compelled me to write about it in a blog, but i do miss my sister so so so much. the other day in the car i was driving around town and i got where i was going, and had to sit in the c...
Posted by robyn [M] on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 04:51:00 PST

disturbing dreams.

so . . . i've been having a lot of dreams lately about being skinned alive. the repetition of the theme seems to indicate my subconscious is trying to tell me something. but . . . i don't know what it...
Posted by robyn [M] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:02:00 PST

boys boys boys.

you're all annoying me. go away. dammit, that would mean i don't have any friends. fuck. i need to learn how to be friends with girls.
Posted by robyn [M] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:21:00 PST