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I'm Brian:I get nostalgic every so often and it makes me smile. At times I hate the rain, and then I remember how much I loved it before I knew about things like pneumonia. Sometimes I get choked up at sappy movie moments or good song lyrics. Missing things that I never even had is a pastime. I love sunflowers, they are big and goofy looking and bright like they are smiling, kind of like me I guess. I am a hopeless romantic, always have been, always will be. I am better to people then I should be and I sometimes get taken advantage of because of this trait. I give second chances to people when they probably aren’t do one; I am way too forgiving. I want one woman to be good to and who will appreciate me for what I have to give. I like to cook but rarely have anyone for whom I can cook. I like to go out and I can party with the best of them but I also like to just lie on the couch and watch a good movie. I like to take long hot baths with candles and soothing music no matter what anyone thinks about it. I have been told that I am an idealist but I like to say that I am a realist pending results; I will make my life = my dreams. I don’t really like South Florida. Though I have nothing holding me here, for some reason I stay. I love to travel more than anything else in life. I enjoy learning about other people in other cultures because I feel that people in different places live for different reasons than we do in the U.S. I have seen people who are very poor that are way happier than people in Boca. I think we may have the wrong idea here and I intend to discover why it is that I live. I want to die in Brugge, Belgium because I am pretty sure that the transition from there to heaven is not a very big one.
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before and always after

What shall I write this time How more shall I find you How more shall I forget myself When will we come together again I lost you and I lost myself In fact, I lost all the things I knew...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 22:13:00 GMT

Moments of discontent

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Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 09:06:00 GMT

as personal as one can get...so I'm told

"the longer i remember, you're still the hardest to forget"--The SamplesIhave been giving a great bit of thought to these lines as of late asthey seem to hold some significance for me. I opened my per...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 00:14:00 GMT

Ireland Sweet

Lonley mornings strewn with mistidentify a country....a peopleso happyso happy to drown themselves in forgetfulnessThere is a beauty here in Irelandbut still an underlying sadnessunidentifiable source...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 10:58:00 GMT

Hallelujah

happy valentine's day to those who believe that it is everyday and not just once a year that you should love someone and be fair to them always.............. .r{} p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNor...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 16:33:00 GMT

ship apart

I can't pretend to understandher sinking solitude aloneon an endless sea she floatsa pretty vessel, she bobs asif to dance on the chopthe waves beat a melancholy melodyagainst her silvery sidesfeeling...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 22:42:00 GMT

bent

I'm still thinking about where that road went...that gravel one that bent beneath the winter trees and then away from me.  I tried to get a glimpse but the speed of the car made sure that it would be ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 19:35:00 GMT

sun rise, sun set

Ive been turned around before but I cant tell to which side the sun rises and to which side it sets.  I fear that I will be ever approaching the setting but when will I stop and will I have time whe...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 22:57:00 GMT

word play on the last day

What a horrible night it had started all-wrongWith the wrong stupid station and the wrong stupid songShe had seen in an instance and turned from his glareHer face had melted alone in despairHe had flo...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 21:13:00 GMT

updated.....

elsewhere....far from prying eyes....unless it's meant for yours
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 08:43:00 GMT