Supp... My names Alexx. I would like to startoff by saying that i think that i am "NOTHING" special. I don't think i'm a good person, and I do things that i shoulden't because i guess i just act off of "IMPULSE". I know i have really "LOW" self-esteem. I "DON'T" care what people say about me mostly, since I think half the shit might be true anyway. I get "COMPLIMENTS" ever-so-often but i really dont let them go to my head to much. I think if I do start to agree with them, that would just make me "COCKY". Well I dont "HATE" life, but I feel that there is so much reason to just give up all together. Im not sure if i could really pinpoint my "PERSONALITY". Cuz, I could be loud and "HAPPY", but I could also be very quite and "DEPRESSED". There are also time when i feel "SHY" and unsure of myself infront of people. Hmm, what else? Oh, i try to always "LOOK" like im comfedent in what I say and how I look, but I know inside im "ALWAYS" doughting myself. I have a good feeling alot of people "DON'T" like me. Could be for one reason or another, but i know they kinda "HATE" me in someway. Bet I probubly "DESERVE" it too. Well I have "NEVER" tried to do something only to impress people, but I have changed a bit to "BECOME" someone that I feel that people would "WANT" to see and talk to. I could be a very "DEEP" person, and I could always be there to "GIVE" adivce to a friend in need. I don't think I know everything there is to know about problems, but I "HAVE" been threw enough to be able to "HELP" others so they don't need to go threw what I have been through. I go to "GIGS" to have fun, but sometimes get "SIDETRACKED" by people that have shit with me. Belive me, I "WISH" I was a better person! Not only for me, but for "EVERYONE" I know and will oneday know. So they could all like me more, or think im not an "ASSHOLE". I want to be liked more, or i guess you could say "POPULAR"... but I dont think it could happen. I Know I may "SEEM" really happy when you first meet me, but belive me... There is a dark past of things that haunt me everyday. Outside a "SMILE" but inside "HURTING". Trust me... I love writing "POETRY". Some people may call me "EMO" because of it, but i like to be able to express my "EMOTIONS" threw words in hopes that someone else would understand it. I "AM" an easy person to get alonge with though... I "DO" make friend quickly... I "WANT" to meet some people to talk to, and mabey be able to "HANGOUT" with... Well i'm sure there's more about me that i "HAVEN'T" said, but i guess if you wanna know that stuff you could "ADD" me and i could tell you whatever you wanna know... Til Then... PeAcE... â€
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