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About Me

I am Mary Catherine Ott. I am a worship minister and a student of music. That is what I do, but not who I am. So, Who am I? Really, I don't know. I know my faults and my qualities, my failures and my accomplishments. Am I simply a sum of all of these or am I something more? Am I doomed for a life of pushing the rock almost to the crest of the hill only to have it roll back over me in failure once again? Will I ever be more than who I am? Will I be the person God meant for me to be? Will I ever see my goals reached? Will He ever use me? Can He use me? Am I usable? Or am I worthless - a wanna be - a big fat failure? Will I ever finish this race? I'm getting so tired.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Paul Baloche, Chris Tomlin, Darlene Zschech, Michael Shanks.

My Blog

Go Away and Kodaly

Just posted my song (finally!) "Go Away" - hope you like it.  For those of you who have read the Twilight series, it's perfect for "new moon", so I'm sending it in. Everyday I have Kodaly - OMG - wond...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:50:00 GMT

Vacation

     Todd and I just got back from our week vacation.  Wow! It was amazing! We went to Tennessee and Kentucky.  In Tennessee, I had a family reunion of my dad's mom's family. I don't remember meeting ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 22:58:00 GMT

OMG!

Been so busy with school and work and "musicing" at church and recording and all kinds of things  - on top of spending ample time with my favorite person on the planet . . . now, I'm going to chilax a...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 18:42:00 GMT

Just Go Away!

I lost a friend last week - and no, they didn't die. I was lying in my bed friday night. (Funny how I always think more creatively when I'm horizontal!) I kept hearing this song in my head - kinda lik...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 14:26:00 GMT

Anxious for nothing

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. My mind has been going ninety-to-nothing about NOTHING! What's the deal? I can't seam to relax. Something has got me all worked up - and I don't know what. It...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 13:22:00 GMT

Trampoline Tales

So, last night, at my sister's in San Antonio, I slept on a trampoline.  Wow, the most comfortable night's rest in a while.  Had the afgan my great-grandma crochetted and a pillow in the shape of a la...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:48:00 GMT

Being "Bella"

Thinking today . . . about love and hate and bitterness and resignation and all that life brings to us along this journey.  I have finally decided that I really do not like people who only think in on...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 21:40:00 GMT

New Diet! The Twilight Diet!

     Okay, yes, my last blog several months ago was about Twilight and here I go again . .  . but seriously, it's good.  And I've noticed that when reading, I don't want to actually eat anything . . ....
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:02:00 GMT

Twilight

Everyone kept telling me just how great this book was.  Ahh, I'm not in the Harry Potter thing - or anything like that.  While I LOVED Lord of the Rings and the whole Narnia series, I believ...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 00:51:00 GMT

okay. Here goes . . .

Okay, so I've made mistakes. Quite a few, actually. (I know, you're so appalled!) But I think that maybe I've finally come full circle. I have given up on all of my dreams - as much as a dreamer and p...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 00:46:00 GMT