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About Me

a dreamer caught in the mind of a pragmatic. i am a roadie by trade and, as a result, i am gone more than i am home. when i am home, i work as an aspiring filmmaker. i have built up my own personal HDV studio and spend a lot of my time as an editor/director/cinematographer. movies are one of my passions, both watching and creating. the only thing that gives movies a run for it's money, is music. i love music. i guess that's why i work in the industry. i listen to all types, from metal to classical to dance, etc. i find solace in dark, dive/rock bars with a diverse jukebox and/or live music and occasionally can be found playing pool and darts. also, when i am home and weather permits, you can find me tooling around on my bike around the city and lakefront when it's nice. i also love swimming, hiking, camping and beach volleyball. and with the exception of the roller derby (Windy City Rollers), i cannot stand sports, either playing or watching. my dialect is fairly vulgar, but i do have couth and compassion and am a fairly well adjusted member of society. my sense of humor is subtle, dark, and dry-think British humor. --->we are all energy interconnected with each other. our actions, and even our thoughts, effect our world, the universe, and, more neglectfully, each other, much deeper than the most realize.something to be aware of . . . i do not have much faith in the system and, at the very least, give conspiracy theories a fair day in court. i guess the only thing i really believe on this subject, is that our reality is not the best it could be and the truth is not what they have told us. i read non-fiction and watch documentaries about this shit all the time. question authority. "just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they're not after you" - kcthe only believe in love. my only faith is with possibility. :|

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

rocker chic with hippy mentality. an independent individual interested in the mysticism of life. a dark, jaded sense of humor that sometimes falls on the side of wrong. witty banter with no malice. able to appreciate the moments --->"in all our searching, the only thing we found to make the emptiness bearable . . . is each other."IF YOU CHOOSE TO INCLUDE ME AS A FRIEND, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE ALONG WITH THE INVITE. I AM NOT SAYING I WON'T INCLUDE YOU IF YOU DON'T, BUT THE CHANCES ARE MORE LIKELY IF YOU DO. CHEERS!- peace eternal).. width="425" height="350">.. ....>.. width="425" height="350">.. ....>

My Blog

an idea for my archives :|

opinion: in the realm of politics, it seems the adage "those who do not know their history are doomed to repeat it" has been revealed to be only words. we have seen what experience has brought to the ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 13:00:00 GMT

reflection

i know i do not see hardly anybody i know these days, but that doesn't mean you aren't in my heart.thank you all for the well wishes on this day of bones creaking, mind drifting and time winning.peace...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 09:23:00 GMT

under the knife

my mom had some serious surgery yesterday. i just got back from visiting her. you don't need to respond, but if you would, please put out some good vibes for her, for me.thank you, mes amis peace et...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 20:41:00 GMT

you sad fuckin’ humans

when are you going to learn that being proud of something you have no choice in, is foolish? the only place pride has any justification is of one's own actions and character that define him (if you f...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:58:00 GMT

ahh

the humility when i look back on the shit i write based on the emotions i felt a certain moment of my life.silly rabbit.
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 21:49:00 GMT

an "F" for me & the rules of being human

the one thing i cannot stand about human beings (maybe it's more America, but that's not the point here), is the their general lack of consideration. Both for their direct surroundings and how their ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 23:28:00 GMT

simplicity of a child or the behavior of a fucknut

fuck me and my stupid waysisolation never felt so coldit's as if i believe in lovebut just don't believe in it for memy malicious subconsciousknows that all it has to dois allow my thoughts toride the...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 08:50:00 GMT

patience and time

not believing in itmeans not that ittortures mewhy can this be?such a contortionof the mindand i see youin the futureof non-existenceso closeso farand still i waitin hopesthat you seemeand know i am s...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:19:00 GMT

exactly . . .

and those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. - friedrich nietzsche
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 18:44:00 GMT

quote worth reading

This a quote from Robert Henri. "Those who live in full play of their faculites become master economists, they understand the relative value of things. Freedom can only be obtained through an understa...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 17:25:00 GMT