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Suzy Sadness

About Me


"On hetkiä kun kaikki tuntuu liukuvan hitaasti alas hämärään"
I usually live in my dreams and I think that's the reason why people are afraid of me :D
I love books and poems and breaking my heart in every single way I can.
I love everything beautiful. I love everything that makes me cry and touches my soul. I love big thoughts.
I want to understand the world but sometimes I don't understand people. I'm sure there must be people, who are real from their heart, not only plastic mean ones who want to pretend something else they are.
I want to believe in people, I want to find reason to wake up in the mornings
I want to change the world, love everyone and create words that might change peoples minds.
I'm too shy to talk to anyone but I don't want to be scared of people anymore :)
"As a child I laughed a lot
O yes I did O yes I did
Now it seems I cry a lot
O tell me true don't you"

Eye For An Eye
Will Make Us Blind
Mahatma Gandhi

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Marc Bolan!! 'Cause he's a little fairy, that visits me sometimes!! :P
I keep breaking my own heart. There's no one like you :(

"..but love is not fashionable anymore, the poets have killed it. They wrote so much about it that nobody believed them, and I am not surprised. True love suffers, and is silent" OSCAR WILDE

"you may say that I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one..."

Life's A Gas

My Blog

I Dont Know Myself (I think theres a tree growing inside of my head)

Today I feel like writing. Actually I don't know what I would like to write, but I have a strong feeling that I really need to write today. I feel a little bit frustrated, 'cause I have got too far fr...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 23:15:00 GMT

Empty Head

really, I think my head is growing but still I can't find my thoughts. anyway. 2 weeks and I'm 4 months in UK. Can't wait.
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 04:57:00 GMT

I Have a Haunted Heart

Oh, how I like autumn. Yesturday morning when I woke up there was grey mist everywhere I could see. It was so beautiful, it's hard to explain. At autumn world is so fragile. The whole nature is dying ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 11:30:00 GMT

Hippie Thoughts From a Twisted Mind

okey then.. what have i been thinking about for the couple of weeks? : I don't understand humans.. I can't stop thinking that is there anything that could change people? i don't believe it's ever...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:39:00 GMT

My Soul feeds From You

It's been quite long since I last time wrote here... How beautiful life is - and still so fragile. Oh, beloved autumn is coming and all those misty nights with sad thoughs. I can feel how my body is s...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:36:00 GMT

Strange Poems

Hi to all of you! I have desided to translate some of my poems into english. Well, I have to say first that I don't consider my english so good I could express my feelings in english as easily as with...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 00:38:00 GMT

Lost in My Weird Wonderland

Dreams, thoughs and whispers; they all steal my meltal health, they keep me in this vicious circle where I'm loosing everything that makes me sane. How lonely do I feel! These dreams doesn't make me h...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:21:00 GMT

Fatal dreams and Broken Minds

Last nigth I read a book that buried me so deeply into its world that I forgot I exist. I can still remember the castle, old mansion, and sad windows and walls that hides so many crying whispers you c...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 05:40:00 GMT